currently listeningcause this is “see you later,”
I’m not into goodbyes
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Monday, May 18, 2009, 4:57 AM
My affections are not won by competing for it. Cause I won't care who gave me the best presents or the best meals. I AM NOT A PRIZE TO BE WON!
it was good until you went on an overhaul. You even freaked my mother out!
And then you didn't wanna be friend anymore, blocked me from everything even after I told you not to. You did anyway. I'M DISPOSABLE NOW? No wait, it's more of recyclable. take me back when you feel that you need me, and chuck me aside for awhile cause you cannot take, then repeat. IT'S THAT CONVENIENT.
Then you went back and started talking to me again. Unblocked me from everything and you still wonder why I'm mad? SERIOUSLYY!!! "I had my reasons for doing so". like duh! What am I? A child?
kalau da ludah, takmu nak jilat balik ah. You've disregarded me as a friend even if it was that spur of an emo moment. boleh blah ah!
Ask me personally for my url.
Nothing was ever broken so it doesn't need any fixing.
Sunday, May 10, 2009, 11:35 PM
I sincerely wish, for the sanity of everyone involved, that you people would just move on.
If you dearly must mention them, please do so where the world don't see it.
from today onwards, I don't exist. AT ALL.
time to permanently move to eljay .
, 2:32 AM
Asked Taufiq along for the gathering (: I was so happy that he could make it. I mean, he's just so shy. And he didn't disappoint my baby cousin Aini- you know, I like the name suddenly.it also means 'love you' in chinoneh! lulz- who was all over him. She is so mentel beyond comparison.
Aini made him do this for half million times. I swear, the girl's probably ADHD or sth like that. She cannot sit still at all!
Durrah Hannah is so cute. She was babbling about whatever and her mother just entertains her like as if she understood.
Omg, I just love all the miniloves in the family. Too bad the twins weren't around. I'm guessing it would be epic to have them there.
After that, we left the house and went to have dinner with Taufiq's family. I'll add the photos once they are uploaded. (:
after that- yes the night didn't end at 10pm darling- I went over to meet my lepak gang. JAN WAS OUT FOR THE NIGHT, i've missed him. and I realised that he had missed a few episodes in my life. ((:
He's gonna book in today i reckon. )): another week without lepak session is pretty depressing.
You put great value in family and organization and the order of how things should be done. You are loyal and take pride in being a dependable person. You are careful to be fair and just in everything you do, but because of your care, some people may perceive you as strict or picky rather than the real you that is careful and discriminate. An Affirmation for you would be: I will... Harnass the capacity to link, nurture, and sustain. Balance my devotion to my relationships with solitude and self-expression Develop self-reliance as well as build community.
Saturday, May 09, 2009, 1:54 AM
sitihamidah has officially lost it.
she fuckin lost it.
she somehow has lost track of time in spite of having a watch.
Lost track of what day it is
despite the fact that she has a calendar, an organizer and whatever else that tells you the days.
now she's on panic mode
cause nothing is in her control.
yes every thing is not in control.
I CANNOT STAND IT
I must get a grip.
and slowly pick up the days I've messed up in one way or another.
Snap back into reality
and of course
get everything in order.
no. i'm not okay.
how can I be okay when nothing is going how I plan it to go.
i cant stand myself. i feel like crying. urgh
I wish i was more laid back.
Thursday, May 07, 2009, 4:17 PM
I cannot stand Taylor Momsen (yup, that's her alright). Not only is she freakin' juvenile (she's barely 16?), she stands at a staggering 169cm and weighs only 108 pounds or 48kilograms. I've recently checked the scale, and found out that I weight 46kg, but I look nothing like that woman!
Michelle Trachtenberg is gorgeous. I love her pale white skin and her big blue eyes and her big wide mouth, that probably can stuff more than two whatevers you can think of. ANYWAYS, I hate life. WHY CAN'T I LOOK LIKE THAT? CB.
Grow hair longer.
Get it smoothened for fuck's sake.
Get whitening cleanser, moisturizer and toner with SPF100 if that's even possible, cause apparently you ran out of them.
Wednesday, May 06, 2009, 3:23 PM
I have school later and I have no cash on me at all.
I think I want to skip class today since that's the case.
CAN EVERYONE STOP USING THE WORD "SWINE" LIKE AS IF YOU'VE LEARNT IT FUCKING YESTERDAY? DON'T YOU PEOPLE EVER FUCKING READ?
OUH WOW, SWINE, WHAT A COOL WORD TO CALL SOMEONE A PIG.
HERE'S ANOTHER ONE YOU, STUPID CUNTS;
SEE. DON'T FEEL A LITTLE BIT MORE INTELLIGENT NOW??
none of you deserve to breathe the air that i breathe!
mail me: CHEERDANCEFLY@GMAIL.COM
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