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Sunday, April 23, 2006, 4:57 PM
it's a stupid rumour, baby. pls dont you do anything to her. Dont you lay a finger on her. I refuse to accept that. it may be utterly sweet for you to so-called defend me on my behalf, but dont! i dont wanna drag you into this. i regretted getting you involved. i may not like her that much, but ignorance is bless. it's grace. do nothing to ppl who try to bring you down. i'm not letting her step all over me. i'm just ignoring her idiot enthics. it's cruel and unfair. that's howlife is. pls dont you hurt her. i wont let you. i'd get in the way if i have to. hi, i'm here. bla. been studying s.s and mother tongue for the past few days. usually these revisions get to as late as 4am. so i've been told that i look pale, sad, lovesick and everything in between. i have no comments. i love razin very much. he's ultra funny can. =)))) he has a joined jannatun is the art of giving me a nama manja (pet name). since Jan has so very creatively address me as Santi and Zeek is calling me Tyler. Razin named me, 'It-is', an exact mirror of my name. -_-' okay, stab me, i'm still into you. Saturday, April 22, 2006, 7:53 PM
she's so pretty and she's so sure but maybe i'm more clever than a girl like her HELLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! Did you miss me????? okay, lame. this morning we had nafa test. Kau... i'm really tired now. the 82 bus waas packed with punggol sec ppl. it's either they've forgotten where exactly their school is or they just like taking 82 at 7 in the morning on a saturday. ok, that's dumb. the nafa test was okay. i guess. no wait, it was screwed. i so fucking screwed my inclined pull ups. from an A last year to a D this year. shitface. but did very very very well for standing broad jump. 185cm okay!!! A. woah. i broke my own record. last time was like 175 like that. my first try was 180, and i was like thinking it was very t.k. second attempt, waoh!!! 185. everyone was like, "woah!! SITI!!!!" WOAH!!! i'm like 30cm shorter than my jump. achievement okay!! but i wont be getting Gold for the first time in 23895727 years. sad case... i made a pinkie promise with darling cheryl chan that i'd eat at least one meal today. she greatly emphasised on the word 'meal'. i'm currently weigh at 40kg. i lost 7 freaking kilograms in like a week. i have a feeling my weighing machine is busted. dont think i lost that much in a week. but then again, i've been eating very little. detox. i think i can get used to eating less. I MUST MAINTAIN!! AIM FOR PERFECTION. she's damn atas sia. and no, it's not anybody you know. Friday, April 21, 2006, 6:36 PM
i decide to blog again. i'm feeling very weird now. in a bad and good way. firstly mrs gibson had pressurised me and some other ppl that we have potential to do well in engkish. kau. stress man. like, i'm currently gettin c5s for paper2. glad that i have paper1 to pull the grades up. i really hope i'd do well for gibby's sake. i love chem. i'm damn pro at it now can?? i'm so happy that i'm doing well for this subject because i used to suck at it very much. =))) shit, mid year is next friday. kau. i havent slogged. AT ALL. prepared for disappointment from parents and teachers. esp a/e maths and physics. i hope i score for the rest. ok. maybe not for humanities la. i cannot stand sitting beside madeline anymore. she's irritating. she irritates me with her extremely high pitched voice. my right ear is so deaf. her frequency is like 987237574 mega hertz. i feel like dying, i swear. i hate the songs in my mp4. mainly, Almost Here and Mandy. kau. i'm so emo. anyway tomorrow is nafa. kau!!!!!! i failed 2.4km just now can. like wtf?????? first time in my blooddy life i've failed a physical test. KAU!!!!!!!!!!! what happened sia????????????? i really donno. all i know is that i'm losing a lot of weight. i think my cheeks are less chubby. look in friendster ar. can this be the reason? i hope not,man. i've been getting Gold for the past 5 years. you think i must eat again?? sheesh........... just now bio test was so easy. i never study much on the latest chapters. thank god for that cause not much came out. and the earlier chapters, i've mastered them completely since last year. haha. i love bio... but i dont expect such high results because like i said, i never studied much. =))) , 5:34 PM
when i found out, i remember that my entire body felt numb. my heart was racing and my skin felt tight. my first thought was, 'how could you?' it tore my heart apart. then i asked for the truth. it was 'No'. my mind swirled and i shed a single tear. i did exactly what you asked. just one tear. I believed you and took it as the truth. you had yet to lie, and i trusted you. it does hurt. beyond my wildest dreams that you'd ever say that. i guess you had to. you didnt want me to hang on. i have to let go. i had no choice whether i like it or not. i cant force love, can i? i am trying to breakaway. still trying. will your heart change? will we find someone new? only time can tell. but i meant whatever i said. i'll still be there for you when times get to hard. i wont break that promise. with much hugs, siti soooorrrry for the lack of updates. i was too sad to think. i need to stay away from my emotions. so need to hang around with friends and make new ones and catch up with the old. Thanks all for your support. i love te yeng jie very much. he is extremely lame and funny. He went like, "siti, bye bye. dont miss me till you die hor." woah damn funny. o ya. so malu sia. i'm supposed to save the godforsaken world from pollution. i'm some sort of bloody environment ambassidor. woah. damn lame sia. leetaishen's fault. send me to that fucking course. now you want me to save the trees. woah damn malu sia when mdm sharifah announced my name. i burst out laughing when she did. kau, i didnt expect her to mention my name. Kau!!!i cant even hamdle my own head. zeek just declared that i am the hottest girl in school. exaggerate la. but thanks anyway. but he still dare say i lose to him in a matter of sexyness. lmao. Sunday, April 16, 2006, 3:33 PM
This week was a bad one. fuck. mainly, i made 298745237892 ppl pissed at me. I made Amy Arms so pissed that she slammed the bunch of worksheets on my head. i was sleeping during her lesson. I also made Nick pissed by not helping much in the deco. I made a few other ppl pissed by being the ass that i am. Bravo. i must be the unfriendliest, unnicest and rudest person on earth. I glare and snarl at ppl. I smirk at other's sutpidity and i bark at whoever i like. Geez, no wonder you broke up with me. I'm bloooody aroggant too. Everyone is scum to me. What sort of girlfriend was i to you??? hard headed, insensitive and stubborn, over bearing, selfish and possessive. let's not forget unreasonable and ungrateful. My, i wonder why Satan hasn't came over to propose?? All i need now is a tattoo, nose and eyebrow piercing, start smoking, take drugs and contract STD, maybe then, Lucifer's son would want me. i have a guarenteed suite in hell. I'm such a horrible person that i deserve to FUCKING DIE! And pls stop lol-ing for no fucking reason in smses. it's downright irritating. i feel like smashing the goddamn phone when you ppl lol at sth not funny. fuck. another reason why i'm a terrible person, i swear a lot. and i just called my own god damned. Anyway, i've been m.i.a for awhile. i went for some chalet at Downtown. that plsce brings about a lot of memories. =( ate and ate. smothered the twins. and i ate somemore. the twins can walk!!! i love them. i love babies basically. thye're so cuteeeeeeee... i want babies. who wants to make my babies?? THAT SO DOESNT SOUND RIGHT. my sister and dad argued. pretty heated one. so sad. she said a lot of things that's very hurtful but true. i wont elaborate. those who knows the infrastructure of my family, you'd get the idea. i have horny lizards in my house. they made love. i mean, i somehow saw one going on top of the other. it's so intruiging that it's so hard to turn away. it's like my first porn. no wait, my second. my first porn was watching my hamsters doing it. the male one screwed the female one from behind. gosh, i made my innocent hamsters into pornstars. shit, to think that they died an innocent life. fuck, and no, i did not get turned on by watching animals doing it. i am disturbed. i cry while watching my fav anime, zatch bell. the freak was saying sth like"you'd find happiness at the end of the tunnel" i started to tear. and i cry while listening to Westlife's Mandy. nice song btw. I remember all my life Raining down as cold as ice A shadow of a man A face through a window Crying in the night The night goes into Morning, just another day Happy people pass my way Looking in their eyes I see a memory I never realized How happy you made me oh Mandy [Chorus:] Well you came and you gave without taking But I sent you away, oh Mandy Well you kissed me and stopped me from shaking And I need you today, oh Mandy lalala. nice okay??? must listen and get emotional. Tuesday, April 11, 2006, 7:20 PM
people, please get this right. my blog's url is pronounced as my songs unsung, not my song sun sung or my song su n sung or whatever gibberish things you can come up with. and another thing, just for Marvin Andrew SomethingwhateverSomething, you've been talking to the wrong hamidah for past dunno how many days. the one you've been chatting to on msn is NUR HAMIDAH, the prefect of our forsaken school, not siti hamidah, the cutie+angel+all-that's-good-in-this-world, a.k.a ME. haha. pure confusion, is it not? pls do pay attention next time? Now since everyone has gotten their facts right, i wanna complain!!! Tan Hou Jun a.k.a monkey TrAmpLED on my hand first thing in the morning. instead of a nice, 'Good morning!', my delicate hands got stepped on. goodness knows how that happened. pls call the zoo, we have a very vicious monkey within our mists. I was still so dazed and drowned in my own thoughts, daydreaming of sleep when she stepped on my hand. god, i was so wake the whole day. and today was such a lonnnnnnnnnnnggggg day. not only that, it was freaking hot alright? i could have died, melted, got fried or worse, heat rash!!!And Furby piled us with homework and ranted at Jannatun and gang. Then our day ended with Taishen in the computer lab. sooo tired. happpy it's wednesday tomorrow. half day, school starts at 1130am... weeeee.. Gosh, i am so dumbfounded. I topped the class for my Sci Chemistry Mock Exam. Such a shocker that Christan See announced my name first and claimed i got the highest. but i tied with madeline. irritating. Because i left half of the last pages blank. i totally didnt know how to do it. so i gave up and looked around. Should have given my best. sigh. when i have given up on fate(or is it faith?), fate didnt give up on me. sigh. and yeah, i passed bio =))) i thought i'd flunk it since i only skimmed through the textbook for 20 mins. i got lucky there, i suppose. Tan Mohd Faiz, i'm sorry that i am not letting you care for me... It's not fair for myself but for once, i'm letting it be all about you. not me. you. i think it's time i set you free of the burden that is me. i'll let you fly high with limitless boundaries. if i broke your wings, i'm sure you'd heal to fly another day as for me, i'll be sitting in this cold, but honestly, come what may... i'll love you till my dying days. -special thanks to yunus for giving me the idea with that come what may thing. noticed something? orange was the new pink.now green is the new orange =)) Thursday, April 06, 2006, 5:53 PM
life is such a bumpy and endless ride. ytd my house got broken into and my brother was m.i.a for a few hours (that is long story cut short) woah. i wanted like die or sth. i wanna just die. i am so exhausted. i am exhausted of trying to hate you, faiz. i am tired of the unexpected 'thrills' of life. why cant things be as simple as it is in fairytales? well, i had my fairytale, but... bla. wanna punch someone. i fucking hate them, they punched my noticeboard! anger management my butt!!! fuctard. i'm deco leader, that's my noticeboard, you dumb fuck, if it gets damaged, i am the one to answer for it. faggot. finally!! no tests. we had like 4 tests this week.... and i studied for none of them. emaths, history and bio and social. bio is my best subject, but i'm failing it because i didnt feel like studying it that weekend. i think mr rashidin will be disappointed. emaths i passed, 18/30.not bad for someone who didnt even touch the book before the test at all. =) history was easy.. =))) but humanities is just satanic, amy ang doesnt just pass anyone. i think mine is good enough(hopefully) .then social studies, woah, didnt know no shit. so ya... saturday is Golden Jubilee. gonna be seeing some lame shit performance. must pay 17 bucks somemore. faggots. what is so great til it deserves my 17 bucks?? it's just ppl singing, dancing and amateur acting. no wait, it's the rent for the location. why should we even have it? such a waste of time..... and there i go, being selfish and evil and all that's bad. i swear, if Satan had a form, he'd take mine. i hate blogs with blasting songs and blogs in alien tongue. cant you fucks SPELL PROPERLY!!! I am so irritated. why must you spell lyk dissshhh or liiikkke thhiiisss?? isnt it tiring??? no worries, my links has barely none of those type of bloggers. irritating!! i wrote a song. =) about us. but it's a dumb one. it'd remain unsung. hah. =) if loving you is a sin,then everything in this world is evil. sigh. such a pity, noone might ever see me smile again... i guess i dont know how to anymore... |
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