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Thursday, November 30, 2006, 11:29 PM
check it out. Yeah, i thought about it. If God had made things so easy in life where there is no fear, no hate and suffering, tell me now, what is the purpose of life in the first place where we are able to get whatever we want? God did not make human beings for no bloody reason you know. God created us to test our faith in Him. He created fear, hate and suffering so that we are able to cherish love and joy. You any of us know what is evil if He had no created it? And if we didnt know what is evil, would we know what is good and benevolent? Heaven and hell was made to reward or punish those who are deserving and who have been forever faithful to him. Such simple logic, yet Atheists questions us believers. Yeah, true, they are great thinkers but really now, isnt that THINKING TOO MUCH? Everything happens for a reason. God made us for a reason. Wednesday, November 29, 2006, 8:25 PM
Ouh, the auditions went ok lar.... Not the best one. razin, whatever it is, I'm sorry. I'll be there for you aites? pls take care. No mood to blog. , 12:43 AM
Let the photos speak!!      WOULD I BE A DIFFERENT PERSON ALTOGETHER WITHOUT THEM? yes REFLECTIONS    You can forget being a Vistarian but you can never forget that you're once a NPCC cadet. MORE DINNER AND DANCE PHOTOS    those who wants pictures pls leave your name and email add on the tagboard. THANKS.==== =========================================== CAN YOU BELIEVE IT???!!! I am chosen for an audition for this new season of Police and Thief!! my god!! 29/11 at 3pm, mediacorp studios!!! Pretty psyched about it. But i'm not having that high of hopes of actually making it through. I'm still a noob. Behold mere mortals, my chances of me being on tv is like 1:50000 compared to yours being, 1:999999999. ok. enough of all this cocky talk. I'm so excited. I hope to leave an impression if I dont make it. And of course, self satisfaction of trying my best. wish me luck. CHECK THIS OUT =)) WHAT DO YOU THINK?  sourced: hereverydaysins.blogspot.com fuck. this is so gay but so hot. it's brendon urie and ryan ross of Panic!at the disco. FUCK IT'S GAY. But i doubt that both are gay.   I WANT!!!Labels: love Tuesday, November 28, 2006, 6:44 AM
Faiz is at camp now, most probably just finishing breakfast. Miss him already. I miss Jan. Really. It gets pretty boring without him online sometimes. ANd i really enjoy his random messaging. Hope he's ok. I bet he's bored to death there without a computer or a handphone, being unable to reach proper civilisation. And he's probably has gone mute because the people there probably dont speak malay. english? well i dont know, maybe a bit. but he's living in a mosque i think, not some luxuy hotel. I heard he's only allowed two pairs of clothing. HANG IN THERE JANNY BOY. OUH, Happy 1month to me and the boyfriend who is at CLT course rite now. am i to put a smilie or a saddie?  GOOFY AND UNGLAM MOMENTS       LOVE US?  Labels: love Monday, November 27, 2006, 6:31 AM
Besties are gone!!! Faiz is already gone for his CLT course. Razin is MIA-ing. but then again, he's not talking to me for some unkown reason. just hope he's ok. fuck.i hope he's sane and in one piece when he gets back. Janny is somewhere in Arab. Megat is being a Megat. Wendy is working. Nicolette and Eeyin are somewhere out there. WTF Anyway, I'm pretty happy buying my Dinner and Dance dress. It so didnt burn a hole in my pocket thank you very much! Bought the thing at Bishan. I was prepared to pay a heart-aching $39.90 until the LED screen of the cash register flashed "$11.90". I was like WTF. You cant be serious. Being the Samatarian I am, I asked the salesperson if there was a mistake. She smiled and said that the dress was on a 70% discount! wtf. they should be sued for not making a huge sign somewhere. Ok, it sounds cheapo, but bloody hell, the dress is quite nice in my opinion. It's quite slutty, but it ozzes out the Bohemian essence. muahahah.  OUR LUNCH TODAY AT BEACH ROAD   IT'S LIKE, NICE... After Beach Road, we headed to Bugis Street Market to buy myself a nice top. Bought this white blouse. I have to shop you know? Faiz apparently forbids me to wear my spaggethi straps (in which he calls night dresses) and tubes. But for some reason, he's ok with tank top racerbacks. Really now, he's not controlling me you see. it's more of for my own safety. i'm like wtf la, but he does have a point. Lecherous Ahpeks tend to leer at me with their mouth gapped as if i have performed the most indecent act in front of them. What i call control freak is my sister's boyfriend, Hakim. He even controls my sister's diet can. Before you say it's normal, i will point this out; HE WANTs MY SISTER TO GET FAT. Fat, as in round? BLUBBER?!! wtf?? It's wrong. wrong.wrong. wrong. Anyway, when mum got back, she presented me with a white top, all the way from the Phillipines. Hotness. The top has a gorgeous cut. nice, two new tops. one free. great. life is so perfect =)) Btw, my hair is so dyed!! muahahaha!!   OK, so it's not that red or that obvious. I'm just trying out. Dont want it to be like Ronald McDonald, you know. The color is Bright Auburn by REVLON. It's the one of the only two dyes at WATSON's with the HALAL stamp on it. Ouh well. So psyhed about Dinner and Dance!!It's been awhile since I'm with Bell and JX and co. =))) sick! after all the huge events like Grad Hi tea, UCC concert and Dinner and Dance, I have one other event, and that is RED camp at NgeeAnn Poly. Me and Samantha THE HOT BABE are in the green team, what's yours??? muahahha. Let's think, after RED Camp, i'll be too free. WTF, job hunting again!! If i'm not employed by mid december, i'm so screwing myself. I want to go to the Beach!! EAST COAST PARK PLEASE!! I need to breathe salty air!! BLADING??!!! FUCK. I NEED TO GO BLADING!! After all this said, I'm finally reflecting on my O levels exams and how it went. Damn, pretty slow huh. I guess i just wanted to like, not think about it for a while. English- what the hell, it was ok but really now, i cant assure a B3 OR B4. My compo frankly was totally awesome. Entitled, Dreams, yours truly wrote about having a dream wedding but only to have a disaster at the end where the groom died, with the end saying, "Dreams come with a heavy price." Not sure if it's BI or MI, but it would be a nice 20 plus out of 30 if it's not. it's the compre i always screw up. pray. Maths-ok, not bad. just tedious workings. careless here and there. overall ok. but fuck the moderation Biology- cant get that a1 or a2. shit. it was an ok paper, but really, SHIT!! Malay- easy peasy lemon squeezy is what Ahamd would say. but again, moderation. that a1 seems so far. Chem/Phy- Easy, but i fear for my practical. NB. SS/His- Phew, CAN PASS!! overall, i think i might have screwed up my olvls. But whatever it is, i deserved it and just do the best at what i'd be doing in future. With an aggregate of 235 for PSLE without studying, i'm quite sure i wont do too bad in my poly life huh? Lesson learnt. Last minute studying dont work no more. Complacency is a no no. And a positive attitude is a must. =)) and yeah, i dont wish to come back no matter how badly i did. no. i wont come back to nv. cause it sucks ass. ARGHHH. Lastly, i shall defend myself on the remarks on the UCC concert. Read previous post. Dont get offended la. cause I had high expectations of Azhar and the commitee to do sth beyond beyond great concert, you guys expertised and experienced. But i guess there was the budget constraints and stuff like that. the concert was ok, didnt suck. Memorable though. And many ppl had fun and that's what's important rite? And about the juniors, i just commented what the judges did, and that was they lacked energy, unlike their seniors. so there. maybe it's the way i phrased it in the post that made it sound offensive? i dont know. but, a thousand apologises. so dont start saying things like,"why not you try to put up a great concert yadayadayada" because really, i wasnt trying to offend or make such hurtful remarks thank you very much. How about enough by Vacant Affair =)) you said hi you wanted to talk about the things you should know i never meant to run or hide i just didnt think it was time for you to know you i'm stuck at the crossroads im waitng to choose im hoping it wont lead back to you our journey is over our time is up so give it up this song is sick!!!! SAVVY!! FOUR STARS FOR OUR LOCAL BAND!! Labels: love Saturday, November 25, 2006, 5:31 AM
Hey world!!! It's five thirty in the morning!! Baby Faiz is asleep on my leather couch, aparently quite sick. Today, a dear friend of mine is going away to somewhere is the East (somewhere in the Arabic states) for an entire month, for religious A levels. That dear friend, JANNATUN NAEM!! I'm so proud of you!! May Allah guide you throughout your journey there and may HE enlighten you with his bleesings. Amin. Jan, after he gets the A levels cert, is a qualified Ustaz, something as good as a priest or pastor in a church. Man, I'm proud of him though him as a religious leader is a smirk worthy idea, but come to think of it, Jan is not that of a bad person. DUH!! HE'S MY FRIEND!!! I'LL MISS YOU!!! The UCC concert, was, well, I expected sth more than just that la. The hall deco was bland. balloons and paper crepe streamers? but let's think about it; I only paid five bucks for this, so i cant complain rite? BUT FOOD WAS GREAT. The emcees could not get the crowd pumped up; but i have a feeling it's the audience who are dead (TOLD YOU TO HAVE DANNY!!!) The junior dancers were, er, I DONT KNOW HOW TO PUT IT INTO WORDS. ENERGGY!!!! The ambience basically wasnt there. But the music rocked i guess. What's up with the amplifier though?? ENTER SANDMAN =)) Sweetheart's band messed up a lil. My group rushed backstage to give moral support and I of course gave Faiz and much needed hug. He was disappointed with himself. Baby, I'm still proud of you no matter how badly you did. I'll be there aites? Prem was fumed with a lot of things, mainly because some dude messed with his newly bought guitar sticks. Jan was being Jan. He just sat there and talked about it. Razin just gave that very annoyed look. Wait, he's been giving me that look since forever. Humans We Are Plus Jan, what ever happened happened, but we'd support you ppl all the way. the 4Ns were not bad. just the vocals and they cocked up here and there. the second song they played was muted; hello? vocals? Sofia came to concert!! I missed that girl heaps! She said i lost my ass. No, it's more of "You used to have an ass." LOL. She came with boyfriend, Syzwan. Faiz's sister and boyfriend came too. I love her accent la. Mdm Nashita didnt get pregnant for nothing i realised. Her kid is like effing adorable. omg. that thing was scampering ard every where. It's so cute. (techinically, i know it's obscenely wrong to call her kid an "it" but seriously now, that kid is too cute to be human ) Ouh man, the boyfriend will be going away for his dumb CLT course. Wait, i cant say that. I'm the one who pushed him to go for. =_= He and Prem will be away for ten days. wtf. but hey, let's think about how proud of I will be of my man(s?). Oh rite, it's men. Great potential in this two shenanigans. =)) loads of luck for you two, Sugar and Prem. I'LL MISS MY BOYFRIEND SO MUCH LA. nb!!! How can anyone not bathe in the morning before going to school??? Really. How do you ppl do it without feeling icky? Labels: love Friday, November 24, 2006, 12:02 AM
A camp where they leave the BLOODY GATES open? What fucking logic is tat?? === Tomorrow's UCC concert. Bleahs. the boyfriend and friends will be performing. Somehow i'm not looking forward. not that i'm not supportive of his conquest of becoming a rock star, I'm just a bit nervous for him. Not that i dont have confidence for my guy, it's that he's been sick lately and he's currently at this hour(2 am) at school practicing. I find it utterly ridiculous. What he needs is rest, but no, he doesnt listen to me!!! He goes on, singing with that sore throat and flu, in this FUCKING cold weather. You know, it's ok if he's only playing the instrument, but no, he is doing the vocals for some songs, yet he is doing this. Hard headed baka!! BAKA BAKA BAKA BAKA!!! Fcuk, and what am I to wear for the event anyway?? And what's up with the weather lately? Is it the monsoon season or sth? Well, it is afterall November. When the other parts of the globe are experiencing winter, we in the tropics are having eternal storms. Since it's bloody hot here, the snow in turn melts on the way down, and fall as rain. So techinically, we do experience snow. It's science, isn't it? Ok, I think I have officially made the most bimbotic comment ever. TADA!!!  4e2's most favourite and adorable teacher =)) Rumours has it that Furby here will be the new DM! I was with the malay guys and saran when this thing was so called announced. Most of us had that weird smile plastered on our faces. Not that we doubt that he is capable in doing the job; we're quite certain that he'll be a much better DM because he doesnt talk to students as if we murdered the entire civilision; but it's more of we know his weird enthics. Future juvenile delinquients of NV be wary of him, dont get on his nerves. NEVER GET ON HIS NERVES. This is sth 4e2 is so very experienced with. muahaha.Oh, and i must say that my teeth looks very white in this pic =)) but as usual, my eyes are a bit weird and my smile is so fake. Oh, and Rachel looks like as though Mr Rashidin is carrying her right? Muahahah. Rachel must never get any taller. Or I'll just die. Great, mum is going to bring me shopping this Saturday. Finally!! I so need clothes!! I'm going poly after all!! muahahah. Going to poly is a great excuse to get money for clothes. And I also need to get something for DnD. Hunting for: Black tees with nice prints Black Jeans Denim Jacket Converse Sneakers Denim skirt Capri pants Dresses =)) Is it true? that if sth were to ever hit you with such an immense impact, you'd never be the same again? i thought that i'd stop crying without reason once i have him. i thought my fears and this depression would go away. But no. Here i am, face soaked in my salty tears. My heart just aches and my head spins relentlessly. At crossroads again. Is it life that foresakes me? No. It cant be. Life is fun. An endless adventure. So what is bloody wrong?? Contemplated suicide. But whatever for? what would i prove? what is that is making me feel so sad? Labels: irritations Wednesday, November 22, 2006, 7:15 PM
I AM A GENIUS!!!! WHEEEE!~~~~~ I ROCK!! I MADE THIS SKIN!!!! WHEEEEEE.... HERE'S STH VERY FUNNY!!  muahahahahaha!!! my boyfriend looks like GHANDI!!!???? MUAHAHAHAA. i laughed my ass off. literally. could have died laughing. meowmeow!! =)) I LOOK LIKE BEYONCE!! 80% SOMEMORE. MEOWMEOWMEOW(think of it as if i'm saying "muahaha") Feeling a bit giddy. I stayed up till four plus taking care of Faiz who slept over my place. he was sick. poor baby. he left in the morning; i dont know what time cause i was like asleep when he left. it's 7.15pm and i have yet to bathe. OoO hahahaha here's a few pics.   thanks eeyin dearie. i look extremely short next to them!!!! I prefer Jiasheng with black or brown hair. His current orangy thingy is so weird. He is still shuai la. ben looks great with his ash blond;is it?; hair. Eeyin looks great without her  spectacles!!faiz in his knight get up and razin as spiderman more pics on photobucket. CREDITS FOR my HAIR AND MAKE-UP: ILLYA FAZLYN AND SITI SUHAILAH(kak liya and ella)  Labels: love , 2:14 AM
HAD SO MUCH FUN ON GRAD HI. I LOVE THE GIRLS. THE BOYFRIEND AND PARTNER IN CRIME, CAME IN A KNIGHT'S COSTUME AND A SPIDERMAN'S COSTUME RESPECTIVELY. wtf. COOL.... THEY MADE AN IMPACT. not an impression =) THANK YOU TO MY COUSINS FOR DOLLING ME UP FOR THIS OCCASSION!! I never knew i could ever look like that!!! THNKS NICOLETTE NG ZINING FOR THE LOVELY JAR!!!! FEELING UBER NOSTALGIC HERE!!!! Man, what a year. It went like super fast. Oh man. I felt that i have yet to know so many ppl. 
there's one more person i want to write about, but nah. until next time. Labels: love Monday, November 20, 2006, 8:10 PM
I refuse the grub they shove upon me. I give no shit to what they say. I'll stick to my believes and to what I see. I will lose these flabs. It's not about squeezing yourself into that uber small dress. No. It's self achievement. It's self satisfaction. It's self assurance. Without the weighing scales at home, i feel insecure in my own skin. It's the constant comparision of ppl on me against someone else. I effing hate that. Be it celebraties, family or friends. They are always comparing me with someone else. FCUK IT. No matter where i go, they're always comparing. I'm no doll. FUCK IT. I shouldnt care what ppl say, but really now, how easy is it to ignore? Labels: irritations Sunday, November 19, 2006, 10:20 PM
Wait, wait, wait. Let's stop this. Pause. Rewind. Freeze. WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU JUST SAY? ACTING LIKE I CARED??!!! Wow, i must be a first class actress huh? I have been freakin honest with you from the start till the end. I do effing care. Thanks ar. Thank you. You have added another immense burden that i have to carry for the next half of my life. You think it was easy for me? For us? I did thought about it through and through. I did feel selfish when i did it. But i felt that it wasnt right to hurt you any further. I did it after much thought. Not of my own. But of friends and family. I was told not to cheat myself and especially you. Is it really my fault that I cant love you as much as did for him? you were there for me whenever i needed you. and you have no idea how grateful and eternally bounded to your kindness and sincerity. It's not like i forgot everything and pretended like it never happened. Oh wait, not. let me rephrase that. It's not like i forgot everything and ACTED like it never happened. Fuck. I never shooed you away. nor did i choose to ACT like you dont exist. I do acknowledge you. I do say hi. I do try to engage in a conversation. I tried. I am trying to still be your friend. your good friend that is. Like we were before. But all i get is kurt short replies. FUCK. Here's the raw deal la. I do effing care. I care so much that's why i couldnt bare to hurt you anymore. If i could help it, i wont have ended things But it was how it was. It's not your fault. I dare to say it's my fault you're like this. Maybe you think by hating me would make you stop feeling this way. you can try. but it wont make me stop being there for you when you need mr. i swear to god i will. thanks. for everything. i really did appreciate what you did and all that you have done. i will always care for you even if you try to avoid me. BTW, DO YOU LIKE THE SONG HERE? you so sing this song for me in face. and see me tear. Labels: emo Friday, November 17, 2006, 12:12 PM
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Adakah kata cintamu hanya di bibir sahaja? Labels: emo Tuesday, November 14, 2006, 3:24 AM
I miss a lot of people. Ya. i miss razin and megat. mainly just razin. He's too quiet for my liking. Been tryin to make him laugh though. but now at school, i cant seem to get him. i barely see him online too. Azmi's right, and i hate it when he's right. Argh. Pimples!! Labels: love Monday, November 13, 2006, 1:37 PM
It's been raining lately. And i'm loving it heaps!! My major papers are all over. Left with elective history and MCQ phychem. So that's why Nurul, dearest, i can go out to Sentosa. Anyway, cousin dearie, I heard of you and your problems with your folks. Chill aites? You have me now!! serious! I realise that i've never even bothered to try to get to know you but after learning about your difficulties with your parents, I kinda sympathise your situation. I know sympathy aint what you are after, but I know how it feels when people dont understand you. You want ot be understood. And honestly, I dont quite like your parents. They are so judgemental of people and they only care about money. To me, they are hypocrites. What's the point in having such a strong faith in God, pious and all so holy, when they have no heart? God frowns upon misers. It's like worse then being infedel. What they are, are fucking backstabbers to society. Who cares how many times you went for Haj when you wont help the poor or in your case, when they dont treat their children right. anyway, i have a terrible feeling about my results. honestly, whatever it is, i wont repeat. i'll just take whatever it is i can attain. my parents did not make any bets or anything of that sort. like what for? motivation? nah. i will get what i want, when i want it. hate me? well that's my life. anyway, i'm going job hunting soon. Russell Peters is so fucking funny. Here's a joke he made about his own race When making humans, the Gods were bored. One of them then had this brilliant idea. "hehe, Hey guys, come check this one out. Let's put these bunch of people here, in the hottest part of the world. And.... just for fun, we cover them with hair." SO FUNNY THE WAY HE SAID IT!! HILARIOUS!! Labels: love Sunday, November 12, 2006, 10:25 AM
 The boyfriend and i went to SENTOSA yesterday with my mum and siblings. God hates us cause i guess he was indirectly telling Faiz to go back home and study for his exams instead of wasting time hanging out with his girlfriend. I think it's karma. Faiz had afterall refused point blank to visiting his grandmother. tsktsk. Anyway, it started out great. Everyone was having fun on the way there. Packed picnic and stuff like that. Bonnie and Cylde aka the Mat and Minah of the group (Fatin and Hakim)thought that Faiz and I were mad la. I know they thought that way cause Fatin kept giving us that look and saying,"Funny ar!!" while Hakim just looked startled. =)Once the rain subsided, which was about a few hours later, Faiz and I left the motley crew for our own little adventure. Seriously, we could have died of boredom, because of the effing rain, staring at the same old thing again. well, at least, I live with very colourful ppl so we were statisfactorily entertained. the boyfriend and i headed to Imbiah lookout. The place is dope. Out of the many places there, only the Merlion was a place that we could afford and worth it's money. These are the reasons why:                 SO LOL. +)) i love TAN MOHD FAIZ, HEAPS!! So shagged that i fell alseep at his place. Labels: love Friday, November 10, 2006, 11:28 PM
Im too lazy to edit so i just copy and paste. I LOVE THIS SONG!!!!! The weird letters are guitar tabs i guess. Song Title: Cinta Artist: Flop Poppy Intro: G D Em D Verse: G D Em D Dan telah ku nyanyikan kau lagu cinta, G D Em D Seindahnya sinar mentari...seanggunnya sinar rembulan, G D Em D Dan telah kunyanyikan kau lagu rindu, G D Em D Kerna sesungguhnya hati ini masih lagi lemas dalam kerinduan, chorus: Em D G D Cinta ku...hampir setiap kalinya...tak jemu-jemu, Em D G D cintaku...ku nyanyikan lagu ini, Em D G D cintaku...hampir setiap kalinya...tak jemu-jemu, Em D G D G D Em D cintaku...ku nyanyikan lagu ini...penawar rindu... G D Em D Repeat verse and chorus Bridge: Em D G D Dan telah ku sebutkan namamu...dalam doaku setiap kalinya... C D agar kau kembali...menenangkan hati... Em D G D dan telah ku sebutkan namamu...dalam doaku setiap kalinya... C D G D Em D agar kau kembali...menenangkan hati dan perasaan.... G D Em D 3X tududu...ini bukan yang pertama kalinya.... cintaku pergi.... Labels: lyrics , 6:07 PM
to my dearest cousins, i have sth to tell you all. dont be shocked. it's true. Imah has a boyfriend imah and her boyfriend kissed Argh....im disturbed Labels: irritations , 1:58 AM
 Siti is very happy!!! She has finally understood the magic of Statistics. Ok, after biology paper, i went back home to change and stuff. despite being uber tired, i decided to head over Tan's place for emaths revision. He nearly died teaching me Statistics. I swore, if i were any dumber, he'd knock his head a few million times against the wall. Then, Jan, Sinteck and Weisiong stopped by to get Jan's amplifier. Dont ask me what that is. I have a strong feeling it's sth to amplify electric guitars with. LOL. As usual, Kiki harrassed me.  It is official that Kiki as grown a very fast attachment for me, as announced by the now foresaken owner, Tan Mohd Faiz. HAHAAH!!! Kiki only responds to ME!! not FAIZ! Faiz shall implode, like how he always do, as he read this entry. What can i say, I have a thing for cats. Now i'm not afraid of the hugeness of the cats. i think it's because Kiki has never once to even try to scratch me. Comot, the white gay cat,  too has grown a liking for me. He too harrassed. but i dont like him argh!! attention seeking pussy. i mean, cat. Out of randomness, i took Isabelle from her resting place and strummed gibber on her. took a few random photos of me carrassing her (which i'll upload later once i have the pics) and crapped. Once again, Faiz could have shot himself in the head for my absurd enthics in trying to learn how to play the goddamn guitar. I have bloody short fingers. ouh, i forgot to mention, Isabelle is Faiz's wife a.k.a the electric guitar.  oUT of pure boredom, we lit up candles at the ledge of his window and stared at the wax melting slowly while listening to his songs. ZOMBIE ZOMBIE ZOMBIEEEH EH EH. haha. we made so much noise!! kecoh seriously. we laughed our asses out, sung songs, i shouted, "Dey!" across to the opposite block. it echoed. woah!! BTW, CAT'S SHITE SMELLS GROSS. IT SMELLS LIKE TUNA!!!! So if we eat curry, our shite will smell like curry?? RUFIO LYRICS "In My Eyes" You're graceful, your grace falls, down around me in my eyes. You're lovely, your love leaves, So easily in my eyes. Another day left waiting, alone in my room with no calls from you. So I call you up, but you let me down, falling down around everyone except yourself. I thought that this would never end, things were so clear but they fell through. High hopes of problems never failed, thinking of the best. You're graceful, your grace falls, down around me in my eyes. You're lovely, your love leaves, So easily in my eyes. Another day left crying, with you in my room with nothing left to do. You say that it's not right, you said its over now. Stand still annoyed with no one around. I thought that this would never end, things were so clear but they fell through. High hopes of problems never failed, thinking of the best. You're graceful, your grace falls, down around me in my eyes. You're lovely, your love leaves, So easily in my eyes. You're graceful, your grace falls, down around me in my eyes. You're lovely, your love leaves, So easily in my eyes. Labels: love Wednesday, November 08, 2006, 4:30 PM
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OK. i changed the background. haha. i like the photograph though it shows Nicolette's sexy thighs, it'd do fine, you know. cant wait to party...... I know i have been isolating from my girls for quite sometime. I wont say tht i drifted away from you girls. I just choose not to. Not that i dont cherish your friendship but I just dont feel comfortable with all the JC talk. =) ok, stupid i know, but it's scaring the heck out of me. Is that all to talk about? with the guys, the tension loosens and studying isnt a chore anymore. Really sorry. ESP TO WENDY, NICOLETTE, STEPH AND EEYIN. this is random but i think Ziq and Zoe very sweeeetttt laaaa.... i can die of diabetes looking at their photographs on their blogs. Labels: love Monday, November 06, 2006, 11:03 PM
fucking bitch no wait slut!! motherfucking slut cheebaiiiiiii  I LOVE MY BOYFRIENDS =)) and it so rocks being the only girl =)) How About Enough - a vacant affair You said hi you wanted to talk about The things that you should know I never meant to run or hide I just didnt think it was time for you to know I'm stuck at the crossroads i'm waiting to choose I'm hoping it wont lead back to you The journey is over our time is up Just give it up So where do we go from here or end We were never lovers, more than friends Please take your shirts Your smiles aren't working, no more Before you go I just want you to know I burnt all the things you wrote I never meant to let this pass I just didn't think that this happiness will last Come take a look at these tired eyes Believe me i cannot even cry If I could I would So tell me if I should So where do we go from here or end We were never lovers, more than friends Please take your shirts Your smiles aren't working, no more This has to go, this has to end We were never lovers, more than friends Please take your shirts Your smiles aren't working, no more You wouldn't mean a thing to me You wouldn't mean a thing to me anymore AND SINCE YOU HAVE BEEN SO WILLING ENOUGH TO READ THE LYRICS or at least scroll down, let me introduce to you the very pretty Nurul Aini also known as the other May baby in this family or the other Taurean (040506) =)))    Aint she pretty?? oh man, my baby is so going to look as pretty as her or i'm so looking for another gene pool (lol sweetheart) =)), 6:29 AM
Ok la. I'll get used to the flatness of my fringe. Meow. Kiki loves me la! He so does. He's super manja with me. so is Comot. That retard is missing btw. He's like MIA since like Saturday. He wasnt there to make me stroke him instead of Kiki. I have a magic with these cats. They uber love me. =))) Labels: love Friday, November 03, 2006, 12:11 AM
I feel insecure. The song is still for her. You still think of her. Everything is for her. As usual, am i just blinded by jealousy Or is there really something to be jealous about? I question everything you do, wondering to myself if it's another tactic to make her notice you. If so, even as friends, I dont like it. No. I HATE IT. i bloody hell hate it. you may think i'm just overly paranoid and sensitive, but how true is my hunch? Am i just to fill in? Am i just the second choice? Labels: emo |
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