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Sunday, December 31, 2006, 9:04 AM
I'll be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake Good Morning World. It's the 31st of December 2006. A very pleasant day it is supposed to be. Not only is it the New Year's Eve, it also happens to be Hari Raya Haji. It's 9 am right now and yes, I'm utterly shocked to find myself awake. Knowing that I slept at 2am last night, I dont know what actually possessed me to wake up so happy this morning. I never liked waking up at all, so it's pretty amazing to blog at this hour. Despite it being New Year's Eve, sadly, I have no plans whatsoever. The usual countdowns. No. Not this year. I guess almost everyone is at crossroads to choose to greeting the New Year with a bang or to spending time with their families for the Hari Raya Haji. Honestly, I didnt expect to spend 31st December without friends and other loved ones. I guess after some unexpected turn of events and the festive season of Haj, I am left disappointed. Ouh well. It's not that bad i suppose. At Esplanade last year, we were sardined in the crowd barely abled to breathe. Like goodness, what the fuck? I had a funny dream last night. Though I can barely recall it, I know it's got sth to do with working at Ikea and eating red meat. Seriously, I think I'm over worked or sth like that. Like hello, I'm dreaming of clearing tables?!! Ouh well, I cant complain, I'm pretty sure the rest of them are very tired too. Im sorry for leaving them to do the clearing all by themselves last night. But I cant do anything, so why even bother to stay, I wouldnt want to hinder anything. Honestly speaking, i cant remember when was the last time I had red meat. My anorexic ways (according to you ppl, I'm still anorexic though I'm quite certain that I have recovered) of eating has disdained me from consuming red meat. I think I took a bite out of the lamp chop from the Xmas leftovers that day, and that's it. But really now, the taste of red meat is just weird la. Maybe my enzymes are not used to it.Honestly, I have no idea what is the science behind eating red meat and having low blood, but I just have to listen to my mother. Iron pills. dont know how am i to swallow metal medicine. I miss you lot heaps. Your xmas pressies are still with me!!! So wear me like a locket around your throat, I'll weigh you down, I'll watch you choke; You look so good in blue. , 12:24 AM
Mum the nurse checked my blood pressure after i got back from work all giddy with this weird thingymaging.. Turns out I've got low blood pressure. Like, wtf. This means she's so going to control my diet. She's going to stuff me with RED MEAT and iron capsules. Im going to be FAT. EEEHhhhh... I've never thought about it, but after thinking about it I feel and I do find that friends of four years,Haziq is cute. I mean, after talking to Siti Nadiah today about Haziq, it just suddenly occurred to me. I just went like, "eh, ya hor, how come i never noticed that about him before." Like seriously, Haziq and I are quite close. I know his little dirrttyy secrets and he knows mine (if he remembers them of course) but I'm so used to his company and nonsense to notice him more than just a friend. OoO. haha. seeing him from a different prospect, and wow, not bad eh. Hahhaa. And wtf. He's ONLY my friend. Damnit! Now i get it. Now i understand why he has a few girls hankering after him. Saturday, December 30, 2006, 12:28 AM
You're not alone together we stand i'll be by your side you know i'll take your hand when it gets cold and it feels like the end theres no place to go you know I wont give in no I wont give in. -i thought to sing it to you, i guess not. Wheeeee~~~ Finally, I am part of civillision. Went to Lao Pa Sat (is that how you spell it anyway?) with my mum and siblings. SEAFOOD!!!! MUAHAHA. Got a discount since my sister's boyfriend works there. I basically pigged out. My sister was mummbling to how I can still maintain my breastless and buttless figure despite eating so much. Kinda admit it, i have been eating a lot lately. Working makes me super hungry!!! I think it's all the hot food and the tea. Green tea. Pokka green tea. =) and of course the veggies.And my "laxatives". Anyway, we had stingray, prawns, squid, sea snails, tofu and rice. Ouh wait, AND SATAY!! Muahaha.  AHMAD GOT SO FAT After that my sis and I went to town to get earrings. I bought myself two pairs and a pair for Siti Nadiah since I know she absolutely adores earrings. It was a nice way to end the crappy day at work. What happened at work was.. urgh!! Fucking aunty. Cb It's not like blood was gushing out her ass or that her arm fell off because of the incident. Nb. I was so frustrated. How dare she. It's so not his fault la Fucktard. dont try to take advantage of the fact that the customers are always right. Accidents do happen. And he made an apology not worthy of her. Cb. And the daughter looked as if her mum had just died. So drama. I feel like smacking the bloody tray on her face. Babi ong la WTF WTF WTF WTF I just hope Wan's okay. Is he? Idiot never reply me. Anyway, in about a 12 hours or so, I'll be working again. Sigh. This time Fahmi and Farid took OFF. Sighs. I AM SO SAD LA! =((((( *omg, Siti Nurhaliza is doing a cover of Dealova, the song my friend played for me. memories. oh god. shut the tv!!! * FARID YEO makes me =) ~bleeding heart sheds no tear Friday, December 29, 2006, 12:00 AM
Fuck it. Com lagging again. I was punkd for the millionth and one time. So effing annoying. Im so annoyed. Boys will be boys. You can never understand them. A very good example would be to why would they still be thinking of other sluts and bitches despite having a gf. Am I being too direct and insensitive here? If I am, please do, by all means, STOP ME MOTHERFUCKER! But seriously, I felt so gay after knowing that they tricked me. and no ppl. I wont tell you what they did. It was so bloody annoying! I was on the verge of crying la. Cb! But before i could cry, they went like,"You got punkd." =_= DIE MALEK, FAHMI, WAN DIE! Malek got the worst hitting from me for being the mastermind and the main protaganist. But i received 3 "I love you too" messages from them after i sent them a "i hate you" message each. ANNOYING! -and you do the best to show me love but you dont know what love is Thursday, December 28, 2006, 3:54 AM
Argh. It's such a complicating thing. To those who have yet to be involved in a relationship, brace yourselves. Yes, it's nice to have someone to lean on, share your problems with, someone you trust and love and who does the same thing to you in return. Yes it is nice to have anniversary presents and treats. Yes, it is very lovely to be in love in a relationship. But let's think of the other things. Like, commitment? The heated arguements. The silent treatments. The jealousy. The PMS. Silly little nonsenses. Ok, i take it back. Relationships arent complicated. We make it complicated. The arguement here is not about being in a relationship. But more of what do i want in that bloody relationship. First off, the guy. What do I want in that raging Y chromosome entity? Sometimes i dont know if i get together with XYZ or STU or FJK just for the purpose of pleasing my mother. My mother is very particular about me and who I date. For one, she perfers non-Indians. My mum, is fucking racist. She went on saying that I can bloody date anyone i want as long as the bastard has no indian blood in him. There goes my chance of dating hot Hindi actors. Not that i actually like Hindi movies. I loathe them. It is utterly sappy and stupid and lame and.. Fuck, you get the picture. Anyway, my mum also prefers that I date clever guys. She is so typical and superficial can. However, I must admit, I do like dating smart ppl. IQ is such a turn on. Muahaha. NOT LIKE: Guy: Help me download angels and airwaves. Me: yeah sure. Guy: but the angels is spelt "a-n-g-e-l-s" not "a-n-g-l-e-s" Me: You stupid bastard. But of course I like guys who arent gay looking. ok, duh. Of course,it's my life and i wont allow her to fully control me. I like guys who are funny. Because really, life gets so boring that you'd commit crime to spice things up a bit. So boys, be funny. If you arent. you can always try. and fail very miserably. However, personality is a must. Nice but not too nice. If his attitude is as good as Hitler's heir, i wont even think of dating the fucker. Ouh, and he and I must be of the same frequency. Like, we should have a connection and understanding of each others' personality. Oh yeah, I dont like ugly guys. God, im so going to hell for being so shallow. eg of guys i dont wish to date: Guy: You must be home by 7pm! Guy: Dont wear that, wear this. Guy: You better fatten up! I dont want other guys looking at you! Guy: Dont look too pretty. I dont want other guys looking at you! Guy: Why you go out you never tell me? Guy: You cant go out with your girlfriends unless im with you. Guy: Can you speak in Malay? I dont understand what you just said. Guy: You must call me 'daddy' and you are my 'mummy'. ewww. barfs a few million times. i know, this post is so gay. 1. Full name : Siti Hamidah Binte Abdul Samad 2. Name backwards : Why would I ever want to that? 3. Were you named after someone: My grandmother who died before I was here. 4. Meaning of name: Praised, really la 5. Nickname: Jane. After a very stupid incident with a bunch of minahs and mats who cant even recognize a fellow malay. 6. Screen name: siti 7. D.O.B: 1st may 90 8. Place of birth: SGH 9. Nationality: Singaporean 10. Current location: My sister's room 11. Star sign: Taurus 12. Religion: Islam. lawlz 13. Height: 154cm =( 14. Weight: 42kg =D 15. Shoe Size: 5 16. Hair colour: Brown 17. Eye colour: Brown 18. Who do you look like: YOUR MUM?! 19. Innie or outtie: lawlz. both? 20. Leftie or rightie: Right 21. Gay, Straight, Bi or others: I'm bi. 22. Best friends: My best friends 23. Best friend you trust most: The best friend i trust most. 24. Favourite pals: yeah my fav pals, LAH! 25. Best friend of opposite sex: The best friend of the opposite sex la. 26. Best buddies:IS IT FUNNY TO ASK THE SAME THING IN A DIFFERENT WAY? 27. Boyfriend or Girlfriend: shut up 28. Crush: My crush 29. Parents: Yeah what about them? They're alive i hope. 30. Worst enemy: Your mum. 31. Favourite online guy: nobody. everyone is irritating 32. Favourite online girl: nobody. everyone is irritating 33. Craziest friend: Steph!! 34. Advice friend: Janny boy 36. Person you cry with: My mum. 37. Any sisters: Yes 38. Any brothers: He's gay. 39. Any pets: hamtaro the gay 40. Diseases: love sick? 41. Pagers: what century are you living in? 42. Personal phone line: I used to have one =( 43. Cell phone: Of course. 45. Pool or Hot tub: Hot tube. get naughty. lawlz 46. A car: is a car. 47. Your personality: the sweetest and most caring person alive with the EQ of 3579573. 48. Driving: close to insanity for doing this dumb shit thing 49. Room: what about the room? 50. School: Graduated from NV 51. What's missing: Your brain 52. Bed colour: green 53. relationship with parents: savvy 54. Believe in yourself: yeah, at times 55. Believe in love at first sight: No. That's bullshit. Shallowness to the extreme. 56. Good listener: You think I'm listening, but I'm just too lazy to move away. 57. Get along well with parents: Wtf? Refer to qn 53. 58. save email conversation: No. 59. Pray: not very often. only when im in doubt. hahahha 60. Believe in reincarnation: Yeah, i was an angel before i was banished to earth. 61. Make fun of people: HAHA. YES. Bunny Wabbit 62. Like to talk on the phone: No 63. Want to get married: I suppose 64. Like to drive: I think I will like. 65. Motion sickness: Not really 66. Eat stem of brocolli:Hate broccoli. Yes now you realised you spelt broccoli wrongly. 67. Eat chicken with fork: I dont eat chicken you bastards. 68. Dream in colour: Your dream black and white is it? 69. Type with your finger on home role: What's that. 70. sleep with stuff animals: Yes. 71. Next to you: dolls, scary shit.. 72. On the walls of your rooms: Paint 73. On your mousepad: Mouse la. 74. Dream car: Can fly one, can? 75. Dream date: With your mum 76. Dream honeymoon spot: anywhere but here 77. Dream husband: I dont think that far. Really, i dont. 78. Bedtime: Sleep anytime i like. 79. Under your bed: Dust. 80. Single most important question: Can you give me all your money? 81. Bad time of the day: Waking up time. 82. Your worst fear: dying i suppose 83. The weather is: like shit. so bloody cold. 84. Time: 514am 85. Date: 28 nov 86. Best trick did on someone: Too many. 87. Theme song: what? 88. Hardest thing about growing up: i dont know 89. Funniest experience: HAHAHA. 90. Scariest experience: BOOHOOHOO. 91. Silliest things you have ever said to a teacher: i dont remember but i think it was very stupid. 92. Scariest thing while u are with your friends: Nicolette and Steph's weird hand gesture when they laugh. 93. Worst feelings: seeing Nicolette and Stpeh do the weird hand gesture when they laugh 94. Best feeling in the world: BEING WITH YOUR MUM. , 1:50 AM
left early to visit their relative at the hospital. I'm quite exhausted today. Must be due to not working for two bloody days. Not that anything has changed in two days. Since Fahmi went off early, I mostly went around with Farid and Wan who kept tricking me. Annoying. Hahah. Feeling rather light-headed. You know what, I'll stick to my beliefs that everyone has a beautiful side. I mean, come to think of it, everyone is actually very nice, if they dont show their ugly side. For me, my fugly side is that I'm rather quick-tempered and I get jealous very easily. Aint it right? I suppose so. Ouh man, I miss the teachers so much. Namely, Mr Rashidin, Mrs Chia and Mr Lee TS. I remember arguing with Mr Rashidin about smiling and frowing. R: Siti, can you please smile for once? S: But teacher, smiling takes a lot of muscles. Very tiring. R: Compared to frowning which takes up much more! S:*smiles sheepishly* And I remember all the encouragement that Mr Lee always gives us. He never once made us feel hopeless. He's so great la. He always says,"You can do it!" with that hand gesture of determination. Oh man. And Mrs Chia, god, the most unbiased teacher ever. She's so... Just wow. And her patience. God, there is no better teacher around. she gave us the most kawaii pens for Children's Day. "Rozanna is very pretty." "But not as pretty as someone I know. In my eyes, she's very beautiful. But she dont see herself as that." random thought- Spongebob reminds me of Wan =) Faiz, stop it. -you're so medicated Wednesday, December 27, 2006, 1:05 AM
And you were the one who assured me that my nightmares would never come true. Not until she is completely erased from your head.... Until then, watch that space. I love you, you know that? ~Humans always want sth that cant have. Does this mean I can never have you at all? Stop pestering me about what i want for christmas la. As long as it's from the heart i'll happily accept it. Ok, really. I want roses =)) I dont bloody care if they die. I love roses. They are so pretty to look at. Tuesday, December 26, 2006, 2:29 AM
Maybe we have to relax for a while. Till then, I wont stop loving you. You know I wont. Here's sth for you ppl to reminisce about. Some pure memories. 2006 And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives Where we're gonna be when we turn 25  I keep thinking times will never change Keep on thinking things will always be the same But when we leave this year we won't be coming back No more hanging out cause we're on a different track And if you got something that you need to say You better say it right now cause you don't have another day  I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon And There was me and you, and then it got real blue   So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?      Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now? Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?     I guess I thought that this would never end  Baby, hearing those words makes me weak. Monday, December 25, 2006, 5:39 PM
Firstly, i would like to thank every single one of you who have wished me today's seasonal greeting whether it's through sms or messenger. =))) I miss you lot so much. Nicolette, Eeyin, Steph, Rach, WENDY, Jan, Shafiq, Razin, MEGAT, my chayaya kachengs, cousin Ella, Cousin Liya, Cousin Atie & Ida, all my Waks(aunts) and of course my primary school pals. Thank you for being the light of my life, my solace. All your care and concern. I thank each and everyone of you ppl as if it wasnt for you guys, i wouldnt be half the person i am today. I wouldnt have compassion for the less fortunate and the disabled if you, Nicolette and Megat, havent shown me how to. I wouldnt have the spirit of just giving and sincerity if you, Eeyin and Ella and Wendy, havent. I am so blessed to knowing you ppl in my secondary school life. If i havent, life would have been so miserable. Thank you all for showing me the spirit of giving without it being the Christmas. what a Christmas today has been. Despite me being here, still sprawled in bed in my jammies, my head spinning due to the fever, and freezing in this terrible weather, it has been a very nice day. My Wak Nah has called in to say that she and my grandfather misses us terribly. Oh man, I call that l-o-v-e. I am just thankful for the love that surrounds me each day(even if that love is in the form of a screaming minah sister). i mean in spite of it all, i am glad of the tie that my family has. My sis (15) and I sometimes still hold our mum's hand while walking outside. Maybe it's just us being pampered. But in our eyes, we are still mummy and daddy's lil girlies. Dad, despite not being at home at all, still bothers to hug me whenever he sees me and never fails to fetch me home when i ask him to. yes, he'll nag a little but he is still there. I do wish that Im at work right now. It must be fun today. =( I also want to pass ppl their gifts. Argh, this splitting headache!!! I BLOODY NEED A NEW PHONE. my phone is so obsolete. =(( I cant wait to eat Sakae Sushi with my chayaya cousins!! ~~I proposed Phua Wenting Wendy to marry me. And she said yes =D Sunday, December 24, 2006, 11:38 PM
It's Christmas Eve. I just got back from jamming session with abg Fahmi, Wan, dearie Malek gay, Farid, Nad and Ainul after we were done with work. Im impressed with Wan. One word baby. Gifted. Had prata for dinner and now im stuffed. POKKA GREEN TEA POKKA GREEN TEA POKKA GREEN TEA POKKA GREEN TEA POKKA GREEN TEA I want!!!! Let's not feed wood to the flame. Bury the hatchet, i suppose. I'm being accused of things and you expect it to be easy for me? If you are offended by my post, what do you think i felt when i got to know that you ppl have been backstabbing about me since forever when i had nothing but nice things to say about you ppl? Work is boring and you think that to bitch spices things up, i dont know what to say. Maybe im too simple-minded for my own good. malek is just lovable. http://encyclopediadramatica.com/index.php/Love super funny -========-------------==========-----==========------ , 1:59 AM
I hate gossip I hate gossip I dont gossip I dont gossip I dont crowd in one bloody grp and start gossiping. I stay at my station. I arrange the bloody utensils. I push the goddamn trolleys when Farid and Fairuz went for their breaks and whenever I see noone having the intiative to push. I clear the dustbin despite not knowing where to dispose of the trash. I learn frm others of things that are new to me. I clear the tables. I wipe the tables. I dont get drunk at work. I carry a handful of trays at a go by myself. So I slack la? I leave it for you to decide. I leave it to ppl who see me do the above to judge. THINGS TO BUY WHEN I GET MY PAY
Friday, December 22, 2006, 12:54 AM
With effect from today, the word "Raziff" has been added to the Oxford's dictionary. The defination of the word is rather complex. Basically, it means to be a perpetual brainless git. To be qualified as a "Raziff" you have to have the words, "I'm a motherfucker" written across your face. One also must have horribly blackened gums and mortifyingly pus-yellow teeth to be qualified as a "Raziff". To be a "Raziff" you also must act as if you are one bigshot gangsta. You must feel that the world will bloody bow down to you and your fucking ridiculous enthics of being a fucking mat. In other words, to be a "Raziff" is like being a very sorry excuse for a human being. You must be hated by 90% of your colleagues who half the time feel like whacking your sorry ass. You are basically the scum of earth. Many ppl feel sorry for a "Raziff"'s mum for ever having sex and having the "Raziff". Please, crawl up your mum's vagina and end her misery. Being "Raziff" is like being the menace of society and by having such an existance further degrades the already tarnished reputation of the Malay race. If one is a "Raziff", he or she should just kill themselves or have someone shoot them in the head for shooting a "Raziff" at the head will not be messy for a "Raziff" has no brain whatsoever. In layman's terms being one is just being a motherfucking dimwitt who thinks that the world revolves around him or her. Apologize to you guys for the less than substantial entries. I know this one too is rather bitchy, but what can i do, life is quite boring afterall. I was like effing bored so i made this  into this  WHEE~~ sorry for the very pinkish skin. not that emoliciousme.blogspot.com has ever been not pink. -nothing is or was ever yours to keep; everything is a gift from GOD. Wednesday, December 20, 2006, 12:51 AM
Sazali is effing weird. He and I were like singing "Tiger Lily" to each other over and over again. Pretty funny. I love talking to Fahmi. =)) He's a great guy. Super. Malek is an idiot. muahaha. The idiot! I dont wish to say anything about him right now. So perv. perv. perv. perv!  Belle  You see past the bad things in people. You also don't settle for someone who is below your standards. You care about your education and you love your family. It takes a lot to win your heart, but once someone does they can count on you to be loyal. Take this testMad Crushing! You really really really like this person but not so much that you are hardcore crushing. You still like this person a lot and you would like to go out with this person. I say GO FOR IT! Take this testRaging!!! You jump to conclusions and are often too controlling. Give your partner some room and you'll be able to see the whole picture. Take this testSorry guys, my entries have been rather stale. Tata. -the rift. do you feel it? Tuesday, December 19, 2006, 12:49 AM
He made it to Sec5 in spite of it all. I'm reluctant to say this but Haziq's a genius. Work was alright today. I was pretty quiet. Haha. I just had a few stuff on my mind. Malek was sick and he broke his spectacles. His eyes was all red and puffy by the end of the day. Poor guy. Yet despite the coughs he managed to make a lot of ppl happy and smile. Addicted to Strepsils? urgh no? Crazy bastard. Farid Yeo was like spreading rumours together with Fahmi about me and Malek. Like, no please. Munirah and Nadzirah were nuts as usual. They are like random la. Their mindset are like totally bonkers. I love these ppl. Nutbrains. - DO YOU FEEL THAT THERE IS STH MISSING IN THIS? Monday, December 18, 2006, 2:03 PM
PRETTY UGLY. Jasmina is my other manager. She manages. She manages to eat and sleep at the back on her fat backside. Everytime see her, we must "look pretty" for her. Tucking our fringes in our caps and hiding our painted nails (that's for me luh). "Cannot look more pretty than her, later get fired,"Fion said. Hhaha. Fion is like crazy lar.. argh. i dont know how to blog anymore =( i love fahmi like heaps. Saturday, December 16, 2006, 12:13 AM
 You are Red Monkey, whose simple and natural personality is easily understood by those around you. Copyright NORACOM Co., Ltd./kubokikaku All rights reserved. ~BOLD ARE RATHER TRUE, italics are simply lies. hahaha.
Muni: MY BODY IS A WONDERLAND ME: MY BODY IS A FUNFAIR Muni: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!! FCUK YOU! HAHAHA. I got pretty mad at that Malek for being such an idiot. He's so sweet la after that. I was that Fairuz's pretend girlfriend just now. Kauz. so funny la. We were just trying to rub it in at Katijah, some flirt who flirts with every guy there. It went like this. Katijah: Eh Reduwan, did you tell Fairuz not that i like him? What's his reaction ar? Reduwan: He just kept quiet la. Sazali walks in: Eh, sial ah. Fairuz's girlfriend very chio sia. So chio siol. I'm so jealous sia. Reduwan: Oh you mean Siti eh? Siti Hamidah. Yalah, that bastard. Chio sia. She's so pretty la. OK la. it's not that blog worthy la. i'm just trying to emphasize on how big my head got with all the flattery and endless praises. muahahahah. - i dont wish to fall for either of you. Friday, December 15, 2006, 10:07 AM
Munirah is so effing spastic. We both clear tables in search of leftovers. We gorge on unwanted food and drinks. That looks edible of course. Omg!!!!! I'm such a pig!!!! The things Singaporeans ask. "Can you clear my table?" "Yes I can but so can you." "Can I put the trolly here?" "Why not, who is stopping you?" "Why the table so sticky one? Can you spray sanitizer on it?" "There is a reason why you don't pay GST here." "Is this place Halal?" "You're asking me that after you ate it all up?" "Where is the place to get the free coffee and cake?" "You can try your house." "Where do I get the hotdogs?" "The hotdog stand." "Where is the restroom?" "Can you read the exit sign?" dingbrains. I swear, the next kid i see running around there with me carrying a trayful of plates will not ever see their mums again! Be terrified, very terrifired. I keep saying "WTF" at work. Maybe it's because everyone there is always uttering "Vagina" or "Dickhole" under their breath. Terrible habit to pick up and it's unglam to be saying the privates of the human anatomy out loud. Cut down on the swearing Siti!!!! Haziq you eff!! Stop spanking my ass at work. Ppl are getting the idea that we're together!!!!!!! i love my hair. it is sexy. i know, wtf. You're my heroine. I'm addicted. I must break you my habit. -Why do i feel contented having you around? Thursday, December 14, 2006, 1:21 AM
13 HOUR SHIFT A FEW HOURS BACK. WOW. TIRING. Tomorrow's a 9hour shift. ABG FAHMI!!!!!! THANKS MUAHHAAHA. God, that dude is like uber nice =)))) And I so do not want to have anything to do with Haziq's ass =D He's an infatuation and a distraction. Get out of my head. I feel so fucktardish. - and i won't let my dreams consume me, yet Tuesday, December 12, 2006, 10:50 PM
WE'LL MAKE IT THROUGH. =))) I love all the hotties at work =)))) MUNIRAH NADZIRAH FAIRUZ REDUWAN MALEK ZEEK AND EVERYONE =))) (I DONT REMEMBER THE REST, LOL) THANKS FOR EVERYTHING. Monday, December 11, 2006, 6:06 AM
1. Do you know where your dad is right now? # not really, Tanjung Pinang I suppose 2. Last time you hugged someone? # yesterday 3. What is something you've learned about yourself recently? # I'm too sensitive I suppose 4. What color is your watch? # I don't have a watch but I'd very much like that silver watch from Swatch for Xmas 5. Do you like anyone? # Yeah, you could say so 6. Are you close to your mom? # yes, quite. 7. Where do you work? # TAMPINES IKEA CAFE & RESTAURANT =)) 8. What are you listening to right now? # iTunes aint turned on, lol 9.what do you smell like? # my shampoo and salvatore ferragamore perfume? 10. What color are your pants? # brown 11. Closest thing to your left? # Misha black eyeliner 12. What color is your bedroom flooring? # white 13. Do you have a chair in your room? # Sitting on it! 14. Time you were born? # Noon? 15. Do you know anyone who is engaged? # Er?? Caca, my cousin??? WAKAKAKA, inside joke, sorry! 16. What's your favorite number? # SIXTEEN!! 17. Do you know someone named Lori? # Nooo 18. What color is your mom's hair? # Black, grey? 19. Do you have a dog? # No 20. Do you remember singing any songsas a kid? # Yes 21. When was the last time you went swimming? # Ages ago 22. When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings? # A few minutes ago 23. Did you ever go to a camp as a child? # Yeah? 24. Do you play an instrument? # learning the guitar 25. Do you like fire? # Yeah 26. Are you allergic to anything? # None that I know of 27. When was the last time you cried? # two days back 29. Have you ever been to a spa? # nope THERE IS NO 28!! 30. Did you take science all four years of high school? # yes 31. Do you like butterflies? # kinda 33. What is one thing you miss about your past? # having nothing to worry about THERE IS NO 32~!!! 34. Have you ever seen the schoolcounsellor? # Nope 35. Have you ever wanted to be a teacher? # Yeah, I did consider 36. What is one thing you've learned about life? # Trust noone 37. Are you jealous of anyone? # Yes, unfortunately 38. Is anyone jealous of you? # Yes 39. Ever been stuck in an elevator? # Erm, no. 40. What does your dad call you? # Hamid? 41. What does your mom call you? # my name 42. What does you hair look like rightnow? # Like hair 43. Has a friend ever used you? # I dont know, I dont care 44. Has anyone recently told you that they like you? # XXXXXXX yes la 45. What have you eaten today? # CANADIAN PIZZA takeout 46. Is your hair naturally curly or straight? # naturally very straight 47. What is your favorite movie? # Troy,The longest Yard, Harry Potter Movies and I cant recall 48. Who was the last person you drove with? # Samantha on her dad's lorry 49. What are you looking forward to? # My next OFF Day 50. How are you today? # Kinda sad I guess another one Name 10 people who comes to ur mind dis very minute and answer the qns after dat. o1. ahmad o2. azmi o3. hadzah o4. nurul o5. zeek o6. yunus o7. faiz o8. liyana o9. malek 10. fazli 1.one thing u love abt 6?[yunus] // he's funny and sensible 2.who is 4 attched to?[nurul] // her boyfriend la! 3. wad do u haf in common wif 3? [hadzah] // we like LOUD music. but hers is more extreme, like metal i guess 4. where do u intend to go wif 2?[azmi] // errr no where. 5. who does 1 love?[ahmad] // me larr 6. why wld anyone luv 8?[liyana] // why would anybody not love liyana? 7. wad was the last ting 9 said to u? [malek] // OoO, gothic.=))) 8. wad is no.10 hobby?[fazli] // He's my supervisor, so i dont know nor do I care very much 9. whose bdae is round the corner? // i think it's nurul's on February 10. who does 5 haf a crush on?[zeek] // some hottie =) 11. wad does 4 do for a living?[nurul] // slave to her over bearing parents 12. tell me sumting funny abt 7?[faiz] // he meows. 13. is 7 attched?[faiz] // yes. TO ME. 15. wad did u get 8 for his/her bdae? [liyana] // OH NO. I DONT KNOW WHEN HER BIRTHDAY IS. It's October or somewhere ard there. 16. are u close wif 4?[nurul] // Yeah, quite recently 17. wad was the last favour u did for 2?[azmi] // Never will i do a favour for azmi. muahhahhaha 18. whose no. 6 crush?[yunus] // CPC 19. why did u put his/her name in no.1? [ahmad] // he's my brother la. He was effing crying when I'm doing this dang thing. 20. do u tink 1 wld ever like 10 if dey meet? [ahmad and fazli] // wtf. that will never happen. You can tell that I'm extremely bored right? If you cant, please, slap yourselves silly. Slacking at home, resting my aching feet for work tomorrow. Yes, dimwits, it's my day off today. Man, it feels great to be at back at home where you don't really see the need to bathe for everyone here knows who filthy you really are inside. =) muahah. yes, i have yet to take a shower because i'm just too darn lazy to get out of the chair. muahahha. Had my breakfast cum lunch cum dinner at 4pm just now. Ate two slices of whatever I ordered and that was enough to fill me up. And to think I was very famished. Now I'm so hi. Hahah. over green tea. Bloody hell, there must be sth wrong with Pokka Green Tea, i swear. It's addictive and it makes me super hi. Ok, maybe i just like Green Tea. I'm growing fondly attached to my colleagues. They are like the best kind of ppl to work with la. Despite the fatigue that we all have to go through doing 9-12 hour shifts, many of us still manage a laugh and a smile. My handsome supervisor is like super nice and caring la. I guess i share the same fortune as Wendy to have such a superior. =)) Ikea restaurant crew kicks ass. Oh, yeah. A lot of eye candies too. muahhah. Like my superior. Haziq (I'm obliged to say so i think), Malek (i find him effing hot though he is okay looking), Pasir Ris dude who works in the kitchen. Then there's the super funny jokers, the 3 Wans, Fairuz (i think that's his name), Faizal. I like them. I love Ikea Tampines. A few irritating customers here and there and scampering kids who ought to be tied to the chair. Swear to god, kids should be banned from such restaurants. The boyfriend was sweet enough to pick me up from work today. We got lost in Ikea's shopping department as we made many many wrong turns. Lol. We were lost for a freakin hour there la can. Sheesh. Went to Pasir Ris Park after that to catch some breeze and gaze at the star spangled sky. pretty sight. Faiz's mum on the phone: Why can't you and Siti just sit under the chendol tree and eat ice kachang like what your dad and i did. Faiz: chendol tree? Faiz: Dad and your era different. Siti and Aiz's time is way different. Siti: chendol tree??? Isnt chendol a dessert? lmao. weird mother-in-law. =))) I LOVE YOU I'll catch you when you fall down. Stay Sunday, December 10, 2006, 2:19 AM
Cant say that I'm ok. My chest feels so heavy that it would cave in weighing with all this pain. I guess this is why i dont want to talk about it. You only end up crying. I guess I should have done what i felt was right, and that was to bite my tongue and ignore the blood that stains this shirt. If you feel empty, what do you think I feel knowing that you do? I LOVE YOU I want what i cant have, and that is for you to be satisfied to be with me. If every simple song I wrote to you would take your breath away I'd write it all... Friday, December 08, 2006, 1:18 AM
I love working at Tampines Ikea =))) God. ZEEK!!! I LOVE YOU PLENTY PLENTY!!! It's because of him that this little girl got the job immediately after the interview. muahahaha. Must admit. the work is damn tiring. It's very physically demanding. Phew. First day over. 8/12 i'll be working from 2pm all the way to 11pm. WOAH!! Chatted a bit with my very adorable colleagues. Hahah. SOMEONE HAS A CRUSHIE ON ZEEKIE!!! =]]] MUAHAHA. AND I WONT SAY WHO!! The staff there are mad i tell you. SUPER FUN!! Emo boys, metal heads, whatever, they are there. Bloody fun. Especially at closing time. INSANE. woah. =))) we're getting married? hahaha. okie? -it's like going through a break-up; but of a different kind Thursday, December 07, 2006, 3:04 AM
ya. maybe it is me who drifted away. what more is there to say now? i thought true friends would understand. this is such a fiasco. how am i to say that this doesnt hurt? you shot an arrow at my throat with words like, "you are not a worthy friend to keep" that alone has left me speechless. Wednesday, December 06, 2006, 2:12 AM
Currently waiting for phone calls and interviews from all the places i went for a job. =((( Seriously hoping I'll get the one at Sakura Cuisine at Far East Plaza. If get there I can go eat my lunch with dearest Wendy who is working at the Specialist Center. =)))) Well, if not, i hope there is still places at Tampines' Ikea. Got Haziq there to entertain me. I have a feeling I'll get bullied by him though. But hey, he's just being a guy you know? hahah. I miss him though. It's been eons since I talked to Zeek eye to eye. =D If all else fails, I'm hitting at the place where Yunus is working. =((( Sighs. Sometimes i think that i'm actually stuck in my own little world where the only person that matters most is just me, me, me and me. It's just Me, Myself and I. Sometimes, it feels nice to be lost in my own thoughts and little sweet daydreams. Carefree little me. However it gets effing boring really. It then ends up when it finally hits me that i'm actually doing nothing in my days, practically wasting it away. What ever happened to all the friends that I thought I had? Now i dare say that we have drifted apart. And something tells me it's over a very ridiculous reason. From where I stand, I dare say that we drift apart because of you ppl suddenly being all holy and pious. Seriously, it's not that i am against the fact that you ppl are finally "saved" by God or however it is you want to put it, but to talk about it all the time is really getting very weird. You ppl will be talking about so and so you have met at cellgroup and stuff like that. Like what can i say to that? Maybe i'm the one who drifted away first. Shunning myself away from all of you because of my stupid problems with Faiz. But when i finally picked up, I realise that it was hard to get back into the crowd. Obviously it is not anyone's fault here. I guess it's just nature taking it's course. What am I to say to all that? nothing of course. At first i thought it was perfectly fine to be the social butterfly of the class. Flitting from one group to another. I thought it was just widening my social circle when in fact im just shrinking it even further. then i start to realise the gap between almost everyone i remember being close with in sec 3. I cant even remember the last time we spoke. During a period of time, i take it offhandedly. i thought it was just me thinking too much. until now, the holidays, when i realise that my handphone isnt beeping as much as it used to. wow, it took me awhile. maybe im just being ridiculous. maybe. i think i am. but whatever it is, i miss you guys. everyone of you guys who were my solace and my light. have fun world. Monday, December 04, 2006, 3:58 PM
i want roses lar!!!!! The boyfriend sent me the sweetest message today before he left for camp. =))) i love him so effing much =))) Sunday, December 03, 2006, 2:35 AM
  V JAM AND HOP AT NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC RED CAMP WAS SO RAWKING!!! Not only Ronin came down to play us a few acoustic songs, the crowd was great. So hyper!! Danced till we got so beat. Damn. It was so loud that i had to shout to talk. The malay girls had to leave because of curfew. Samantha and I stayed behind to chill a bit more to the music. Ok, we so didnt chill. We continued dancing to HipHop and other weird dancable remixes. The babe was so hot. Even ppl commented that her dancing was so sexy that one wanted her to take off her top!! Go Sam!! I love that woman truckloads. I did whatever i did. I dont know what i did la. If you call it dancing, then maybe what i did was afterall dancing. I just let loose. I did whatever i did, and some weird Indian guy went next to me and did sth weird. I dont know. All i knew, i felt water sprayed on hair after I gave the dude THAT look. Ok, if you wanna even try to get fresh with ppl, you dont realy spray water. other than that, Jam and Hop was great. It is so propagandic can!! Obviously the organizers wanted us to apply to NGEE ANN. And for some reason, i'm caught in their net. I'm torn between going to Ngee Ann and apply to FMS or BA or to go to MI. Diploma or A levels cert. It's true that diplomas get jobs easier than A levels cert but with A levels cert, i can apply for a Degree. Dilemma. The courses in Poly that i want is quite demanding. If i want to do sth related with Tourism, they say it is prefable that i have a cert on a foreign language. And mass comm requires a lot on language. also, not many graduates get jobs in that industry. Anyway, later at 1pm, my brother is going to get circumsized. Oh man. I miss my boyfriend so much.  ok that is not my boyfriend but hey, BRENDON URIE IS SO HOT nonetheless.  NOW THIS IS MY BOYFRIEND!! He doesnt look like this no more. he cut his bloody hair. YOu know what? I dont care if i dont get a new digicamera or a new handphone, all i want is Disney Princess collectables. =)))  You have no idea how much i love Disney Princesses. My tissue box, tissue packet, flasks, pens, stickers, figurines, vcds, desktop wallpaper.... man. i think i will princessify my blog. Ok, this part is for that low life who i will not name for I, unlike him/her/IT, have more class!! Let's start things with a big FUCK YOU WUSSY, you little whore, for saying such malicious lies to your friends about me. How dare you! Firstly, do you even know me, cause i am as sure as hell dont know you, your mum or anything that is about you, little miss nobody. Seriously now, you are such a bloody low lifer that calling you a BITCH would be an understatement and an insult to all the bitches in the world. Having all the money in the world doesnt give you the right to so called buy your way into society and give you the privelege of saying whatever you want about other people. You poor demented soul, i have a feeling even hell would even want to open it's doors to you. Listen here, fugly, and listen good, please think before you dare make such allegations. I never had anything against you but obviously you gave me a reason to. Even your friends wonder what to do with you. Dont give them a reason to hate you. Your judgemental character about ppl is absolutely distasteful and despicable. this only proves further that you have a lot of growing up to do and i have a feeling you better do so fast! You may have all the earthly possesions in the world, but you, unlike me, dont have SINCERITY, BRAINS,A BOYFRIEND, LOOKS, and a CONSCIENCE. Oh wait. Did i say boyfriend? It is so sad for you that your friend had to tell me about it. Dont start blaming your friend and labelling her as a traitor or what so ever, because your friend, again, unlike you, is definately more matured. Your friend obviously want you to change but dont know how to tell it to you. WELL HERE I AM TELLING YOU THAT YOU SUCK ASS AND THAT YOU SHOULD START TO FUCKING CHANGE!!! You can just hate me all you bloody want because you already had so since the start, and for a no good reason in fact. Like, really now. You dont like me because I am one of a favourites in a teachers' book? omg!!! like, what is wrong with you??!! OMG. And you actually thought i paoto to him about your less than known blog? omg. i have nothing to say to you. like bloody hell. i have never tried to suck ass on a teacher before, let alone tell on you to him. like no!! i couldnt care less about what the fuck you say about anyone just as long as it's not me!! Oh, dont think I am actually tarnishing your already unglamourous image, I'm just being what you actually tell your friends that I am. A bitch. Fuck you, you little twat. You want bitch. I give you bitch!! You obviously have messed with the wrong bitch, you maggot!! There is only one thing i feel like doing to you right now and that is to shove you back into your mum's womb. You're such a jezebel that i can say the word jezebel three times. (sorry whoever it is that came up with that phrase. tan keeps using it) JEZEBEL, JEZEBEL, JEZEBEL. Infedel!!! You are such a mockery!! Please, fug yourself. -after rereading my post, i'm impressed with myself, really. though profanities are nothing to be proud of, i think i just remembered what sarcasm really is. |
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