|
currently listening
cause this is “see you later,” I’m not into goodbyes | ||||||||
![]() ![]() Create your own Friend Test here |
Friday, March 30, 2007, 12:38 AM
But I didn't know that I'd cry thinking of the times we laughed ![]() ![]() I LOVE THIS WOMAN TO PIECES!! Went to Sentosa's Tanjong Beach to have loads of fun with her. Suntanning. God, I love it la. I hate mats. Thank you but no thanks for the attention cause i will remind you that it was unwanted. Mere mortals like you have no right to talk with someone like me. Ok, that was smug. Let's put it in a much much nicer way. Talking to lesser beings like you would be an insult to my memory. We had a disagreement. But it went ok. Im sorry that I almost made you cry but it really had me shaken. Oh, i broke my more than 60hours pacT with him and myself. cause some shit ass thing happened. Tearing up. But it's okay to cry right? The transient beauty in your eyes P/S I swear there is sth wrong with my ankle. It hurts! Vote for SEJA! One vote per email per day! Vote everyday for every email account you have! http://showtime.hdtv.org.sg/hidef/category/index.jsp?cat=group Vote now! Tuesday, March 27, 2007, 5:18 AM
To fear fear itself 300 is an awesome movie!!!! WATCH IT!!! why? For one, history fanatics would love the details of the show. I mean, even idiots can figure out what the show was trying to tell. Secondly, there's raunchy adultary and topless dancers who have the words Please Screw Me Now stapled to their breasts for the lecherous. And thirdly, THE GUYS HAVE KILLER ABS! OMG LIKE LOOK AT THOSE WASHBOARD ABS. I feel like grinding on them. Swoons.... It's ironic that you told me this now when I just told my friend my exact insecurities a few hours before. This fear isn't mine but somehow, I allowed it to consume me in such a way that couldn't handle no more. My fear has brought me to be slightly nonchalant of us. I forced myself to act as if I didn't care. Wanted to be robust and cold. Staring off into nothingness thinking of the same fear again and again. Why am I doing all that again you ask? Cause I can't help but to think that I am of this certain that I do love you, only to be wrong later on in future. I desprately want to get close and give what I can for you but that fear is pulling me back. Cause I tasted the bitter regret of certainty and the aches of loneliness. I'm sorry for today. So kiss me Monday, March 26, 2007, 6:58 AM
I feel much better after a few hours alone to think about what happened. What ever it is Yunus, I'll give you space. HAHAHAHAH#1 I have a crazy boyfriend me:You, what's the difference btwn musibat and musibot? him:Orang bodoh pun tau it's the 'a' and 'o' So world, being too lazy to check my kamus, what is musibat and musibot? which is worse? HAHAHAHAH#2 Jackson Miller's chef has hots for me Qilong: Astroboy, that Jackson Miller chef is interested in your cousin. Nurul: Chef??? So old??? Qilong: No. He's 18. When Nurul tells me. Me: Chef?? Huh. So old. Nurul: No. He's 18. Me: Ouh. melayu or chinager? Nurul: Chinese. Me: But I'm malay!!!! %$# I don't look freaking chinese. What's wrong with you ppl. HAHAHAHAH#3 I kacau this Malaysian Cleaner at my work place. I saw him cleaning the floor with the hose. Me: Ha! Main air! Malaysian dude smiles. GOD HE IS UBER CUTE. Malaysian dude: Da mandi? Me: Huh? Dalah! Malaysian dude: NAK MANDI? LMAO! and life is good , 12:29 AM
![]() We are more than just friends, you can tell me anything. In fact, we are family. Do you know how many ppl at work asked me, "So how is Yunus? Is he alright?" and I disdainfully replied that I didn't know what's wrong. How useless I felt not knowing what you were up to, and to think that we are close. You are not making this easy. ZEEK BEBEH MADE ME LAUGH UNKNOWINGLY IN THIS PERIOD OF DISDAIN. ![]() NOR ASIQ BIN KAMAL, I'M SO IN LOVE WITH YOU You, Nobody's Home by Avril Lavigne is difficult to sing. ![]() I don't know what made me upload Secondhand Serenade's Half Alive onto my blog. I remembered crying to the many of his songs. I guess i just like the song? But I feel emo listening them now. HAHAHAHAH Meeting you at the end of the day simply makes it brighter Sunday, March 25, 2007, 2:22 AM
Ten Top Trivia Tips about Siti Hamidah!
Ten Top Trivia Tips about Nor Asiq!
LMAO! I'm so shagged right now but my mind cant seem to get to sleep. I'm physically tired I suppose. I swear, I hate working in the FNB sector. Dealing with fussy and unreasonable ppl. Indian weddings. Argh. Hate them Indians. Dance and dance the whole night through, unreasonable calls, and stupid remarks. Look at the glass, girl. It's dirty. I'll get you a new one. No, no, I just want you to look at it. Just look at it. You think I have all the bloody time in the world to stare pointlessly at the bleeding glass? What's your point bitch? I want Coke with no ice. Pour, pour, pour, plok- one ice- pour, pour- another one fell in The bleeding punjabi kid counted the ice that I accidentally poured in and told his father about it. Complain. Nb. As if ice would do any bad at all. Like, you fat fuck, I hope you die of freaking diabetes with your intake of concentrated Coke all night. Girl, I want water. What water would you like? (I swear, most normal human beings would know it means what choice of drink would that be, right?) You know, the water. For me to drink? *points at cup* Am I born freaking yesterday afternoon to not know that? Did you think my level of intellect is like yours? You VANT VATER? Argh. I am pissed.You Indians are so hard to please. They totally enjoy pin-pointing us FNB workers flaws. Why cant they see their own? Which is being a total bitch? And this is not just my point of view. Even my captain thinks so. He went like, "I know this ppl like to yayapapaya." Lmao. So fussy for what? Not to insult, but I've been in the industry for like five months now, and I can safely say that cause it has to be true since my colleagues all face the same thing. Ok, maybe i'm being stereotypical here. No, I hope I am being stereotypical. I want nice highlights on my hair. Can't have the crazy colours that I want cause I don't wish to bleach too much. Blonde? Red? Chocolate? You think they go well? ARGGH. I think I have a new resolution. Get fit so I can join the Magnum Cheer Force! WAKAKAKAKA. I dont think I can make the requirements. But Nurul says that I might be able to. Wahhh. If I don't get in, then I will have no CCA. And I don't wish to be CCA-less. Ok, there is still Volleyball!!! Ouh yes, I must lose weight! Get rid of my tummy, so I can get a naval piercing. wheee. ![]() AND I'M MISSING YOU Saturday, March 24, 2007, 4:57 AM
Omg, I seriously think Gerard Way's newly dyed black hair is so sexy. I mean, he looks great with short black hair, unlike that unruly mop like last time. ![]() I really like this song. =) I'm going to watch it again since I have yet to understand the metaphor of the music video. Boyfriend!!!! ![]() Thursday, March 22, 2007, 7:27 PM
Happy Birthday Huishan Hope you had fun at the chalet. Asiq almost died. I was there. But I didnt know. Wtf. I should be shot. But Emest saved him! Lmao, YOU SAVED MY BOYFRIEND! Anyway, I spent my pay. Every single bit of it gone. Ouh well. I have work on weekends this week. =) Can I lie in this world with you all day? Scars won't just fade away but they heal leaving a mark Wednesday, March 21, 2007, 4:17 PM
I'M SO GOING TO DIE LAUGHING MY BRAINS OUT I SWEAR! JANNATUN NAEM IS SO FCUKING DEAD. WAKAKAKAKAKA. OMG. WHERE TO BEGIN? WTF!!! Honestly, how low can one get? There's a fine line between being cheap, being easy and being desprate. This one I can safely say (not to be mean or anything, but LOOK AT HER!) is being desprate. My god. How can anyone, i mean ANYONE can say those three words that I feel mean so much, to a guy that she barely knows. Over like an hour's worth of conversation, she already dares to state,"I seriously want to make you my guy"! Wtf is that?! Let's assume that she feels that the chemistry is there but really now, what is she thinking? Even I wont bloody say that I love a person after just texting and talking on the phone with any random Tom, Dick and Harry. Wake up and smell the piss woman! Stop living in a fantasy world of that you are God's gift to men! For one thing, you are not- like look at her! In one post, a mention of like 5 guys claiming of their undying love for you- really, I'm envious cause I barely have any (except for my darling boyfriend that is) but I have no idea what brain disease those guys have to make them say that. I'm being superficial here, but tell me how many guys can see the inner beauty in someone without looking at the exterior of a girl? Yes, you might be super sweet, super kind and what nots, but being humans we would feel that the looks of a person do matter-unless the guy is like mortifyingly ugly as well. My cousins and Izzat would classify this woman as Muka Spana. So tell me, what's your dirty little secret to have guys don in your presence? I will stop being mean. Monday, March 19, 2007, 9:56 PM
Recently, I've been doing a lot of star gazing. It's nice, really. Especially on cloudless nights. And standing on the back while the boyfriend rides is totally awesome. The wind brushing across my face. Sweet. What's up with the posts? You told me not to be hopeful. You told me to move on. And when I did so, it's like as if I'm betraying my words. And I'm hearing that you still had feelings for her despite being with me. What's up with that? You lied again and again. Don't tell me that you ever loved me when you still thought of her. Bullshit. So the new school will about to start in matter of weeks. Pretty psyched up about it. My awesome girlfriend, Nadiah will be in NP too. hurrays. I miss a lot of ppl. Wendy and the girls especially. =( AND SARANRAJ OF COURSE sitihamidah ❤ tenacious says: i am awesome la sitihamidah ❤ tenacious says: haha why? sitihamidah ❤ tenacious says: cause im born like that sitihamidah ❤ tenacious says: i cant explain it sitihamidah ❤ tenacious says: haha hahahhahaha at times like these and ONLY at impt times like these i want u to meet my special friend THE HAND talk to it its an excellent listener hahahaha sitihamidah ❤ tenacious says: OMG. I M REALLY LAUGHING OUT LOUD And I'm falling for you more each day =) Saturday, March 17, 2007, 1:24 AM
Nor Asiq Bin Kamal is my awesome boyfriend =))) At baby's place now. Smelly idiot bathing so i took the chance to use his laptop. Hahaha. I'm ok right now. Star gazing and dvd watching is like the best thing to do ever. =)) Call me simplistic but the little things in life is just so amazing to me. My dreams are back to haunt me again. I felt so sad when I woke up this afternoon. I just wanted to cry myself back to sleep. But I felt that enough of tears already. It's over like just how he wanted it to be. It's not easy to find love at the moment you need it. And shut up, don't say it's easy for me. Cause it never was anyway. Wednesday, March 14, 2007, 12:31 AM
Cousin+Music+Best Friend+Boyfriend= Happy Siti Yunus in the afternoon. Guitar lessons in the evening. Nadiah in the night and Asiq later in early morning. WOAH. LIKE MEALS LIKE THAT!!! HAHHAHAHAHAH!!!! WHEEEEE~ I GOT INTO NGEE ANN!! BIOMEDICAL ENGINEERING!!! OH MY GOD. I'M SO FUCKING HAPPY! FUCK!!!!! &^%$& Hey Jude is stuck in my head. GET OUT!!! Monday, March 12, 2007, 5:12 AM
I think it's official. I love my cousins to death. These few days I've been so weirded out. It didnt take the entire of Chayaya Inc to perk me up. I must thank Nurul for making my day with her moans and groans of her fucking annoying boyfriend who should fucking be cockslapped. I was like so... Relaxed. I didnt have to be so careful of what I say or do. You know half the time we were window shopping at town, I like dancing like Achuk?! I'm like so totally glad that I've gone out with her la. I really did loosen up after a few days of like tension. All the laughing out loud and crude slander was nice!!! Honestly, I'm very happy. And yeah, I hate to admit it, I'm kinda lucky. Ouh, yes, I must thank Yun and his mum. Despite having very little for themselves they always take me into account of practically anything. Im given money for doing the most mundane chores. I want to refuse but I thought it'd be rude. So thanks la =))) I was stunted by the question: Friend or Boyfriend. Took me a while to answer for I felt that neither was of greater importance than the other. So here's my most honest answer: Neither. Family comes first. =)) I was kinda reminiscing the times back at Ikea and I realised I sincerely miss a lot of ppl. Currently right now, I'm craving for a hug from Ruzanna and I so badly want to hear Reduwan's beautiful vocals. Reduwan used to just sing for me and I remember kinda blushing when he sang that "tell me when will you be mine" by micheal buble. I know he was joking but really, with his amazing vocals.. woah, how not to be enraptured? OMG. I miss them. Arghhhh. ![]() I SERIOUSLY MISS THIS CROWD URRRRR.. I love my boyfriend? and i have nothing else to blog... =| Sunday, March 11, 2007, 6:06 AM
I'M SO BROKE. =((( I really need to find a new job! The one at SSC is so unstable and i usually get only one slot a week!!! I have the admit, I like the weekly pay but Shawn and Don seems to always give me only 6-7 hours of work which usually amounts to 40++ dollars a day. Ok, and after including that amount with my weekly allowance, I would have like 60-70 bucks a week, but fuck, it's not enough. =(( Moneeehhhhh!!!!! I hope my dad gets that job by this year or i'll absolutely die of hunger. There shouldnt be a reason for you to like someone, because if the person changes, wouldn't the feelings change? ![]() Saturday, March 10, 2007, 5:44 AM
You know that song by Beyonce, Irreplacable? The part "I can have another you in a minute?" I want to smirk. But let's not get cocky. for once, I don't lie awake in bed feeling empty. "If you're not asleep, please minimise your ego and reply my message :p" ROFL!!!!!! I really hate Nor Asiq. =) Friday, March 09, 2007, 3:11 PM
WHY IS IT THAT 300 IS M18?!!! DO I REALLY HAVE TO BE 18 YEARS OLD TO BE QUALIFIED AS MATURED? PPFFT!!! Someone lend me the dvd when it's out ok?!! Then me and all the 17 year-old nooblets can watch together. =( =) =| And so the hero will drown Thursday, March 08, 2007, 11:30 PM
Hadzah!! Can I like not do this thing!!! Bebau macam your uncle la! okk, so here it goes. i've been tagged by the chayaya Hadzah. atleast i've got sumting to blog about. here's the rules; each person who gets tagged needs to write a blog post of their own 6 idiosyncrasies as well as clearly state this rule. after you state your 6 weirdness you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list ur multiply id at the bottom of their blog. don’t forget to leave a comment that says "you’re tagged" in their comments and tell them to read your blog for information as to what it means. here you go.. my 6 WEIRDNESS. 1. I DON'T EAT CHICKEN BECAUSE OF SOME WEIRD INCIDENT WHEN I WAS A KID. 2. I REALLY FIND CLOWNS SCARY. 3. I STAYED OVER MY COUSIN'S PLACE WITHOUT TELLING MY MUM. AND SHE DIDN'T CALL SO I CALLED HER A SAID,"MAK DA TAK SAYANG MIDAH LAGI EH?" MEANING, "MOTHER, YOU DON'T LOVE ME ANYMORE IS IT?" 4. I DON'T LIKE THE COLOUR YELLOW FOR WHO KNOWS WHAT REASON. 5. I'VE BEEN TOLD BY 35486 GUYS THAT I'M BLOODY FIERCE (no leh, where got?) 6. I CAN'T SLEEP IF I'M BEING CUDDLED OR HUGGED IN BED. (my mother la! annoying la. i on the single bed then she sleep beside me) You are tagged!
HAHAHAHAHA. I went out with him and his friends again. I'm so shagged now. =) =( = , 11:11 AM
It's a story of this guy who thinks he's the saddest person on earth and that no other pain is matched to his traumatic childhood. His motto apparently is,"a life for a life, flesh for flesh, an eye for an eye." You get the picture. It's just so gory and cynical for no good reason. The guy is downright mental and high incest tendecies over his GongLi of an aunt. I'm utterly grossed out by the grotesqueness. ![]() In this wonderland Wednesday, March 07, 2007, 10:54 AM
I'm smiling to myself at your musings. Your crazy little jokes like vvericly, and your stupid accent when you want to mimick me. I miss you already. Is it really over? =( My friend, Asiq, who lives in punggol smsed me this: Since secondary school, throughout the four years, I only bump into you less than ten times. I wonder how big punggol is? HAHAHAHAHA. So weird right. I live like a bus stop away or so from him yet I rarely bump into him. I seem to only bump into WeiJim(it's a good thing) or Leon(which is a very gay thing) or Jan(which is a super gay thing =]) =( I SUCK BIG TIME Tuesday, March 06, 2007, 7:04 AM
Saturday, March 03, 2007, 11:59 AM
And one more thing, fuck you. Labels: ANGST Friday, March 02, 2007, 6:17 AM
Siti: *totally ignoring what Faiz said brushed her palm on his hardened nips*(hey, it was a cold day!) Faiz: One more time you touch, I swear I won't send you home.*smiling surpressing his laughter* Siti: *continues to harass her boyfriend* Faiz: That's it.*turns back and started walking home* Siti:*continues walking towards her home* Faiz: *made a 180 degree turn and came back to Siti* Faiz then said sth weird that got Siti annoyed. Siti:*touches his nips and pulls* Faiz: Eh, jangan!!(Eh, don't!!) Siti: *ignores him and does it again* Both continues on walking. Talked. And both said sth dumb. Siti: Eh, I realise sth. I havent pinched you in a very very long time. Siti:*tries to pinch Faiz's arm* Faiz: Ok Ok!!! Don't pinch!! Touch my nips!! Squeeze them. Pull them. Rub them! They're free!!Just don't pinch me!! *laughs out loud awaking up the entire estate of Rivervale* Siti: *laughs out loud too* Moral of the story: I LOVE FAIZ Btw. Is it just me or do some ppl don't have eyebrows that they have to draw them out? HAHAHAHA!!!! Thursday, March 01, 2007, 7:49 AM
![]() A pastor from the US visits my blog every so often. =) I read his posts and I really find them quite meaningful. http://www.pastorrobsblog.blogspot.com/ Actually, I love his posts. Just waiting for salvation from this wretched place called world ![]() |
saintjuliet
![]() mail me: CHEERDANCEFLY@GMAIL.COM 010590 ![]() |
theparade
alya azmi hadzah yunus jan wendy liyana michael clarence nadiah khairul anshar towkoon hakim harlis pamela sohvil ashley koh beforetoday
+ Siti/Hammy/Chitty/Cheetszxxz/Santi/Hamster has mov... + whatever. bleargh. I sincerely wish, for the sa... + Meet my cousin's new born baby! The 2month old Ada... + sitihamidah has officially lost it. she fuckin l... + skinny bitches I cannot stand Taylor Momsen (yu... + I have school later and I have no cash on me at ... + and if I last through the winter I swear to you no... + where ever you go Give me time to think about y... + about a boy There's not a single pretentious b... + aurora Razin and I were exchanging comments abo... inhistory
+ April 2006 + May 2006 + June 2006 + July 2006 + August 2006 + September 2006 + October 2006 + November 2006 + December 2006 + January 2007 + February 2007 + March 2007 + April 2007 + May 2007 + June 2007 + July 2007 + August 2007 + September 2007 + October 2007 + November 2007 + December 2007 + January 2008 + February 2008 + March 2008 + April 2008 + May 2008 + June 2008 + July 2008 + August 2008 + September 2008 + October 2008 + November 2008 + December 2008 + January 2009 + February 2009 + March 2009 + April 2009 + May 2009 creditsto
A accidentality productions Inspiration from DancingSheep & BONBON:D |
thegossipteam
|
||||

