A Story To Tell Your Friends

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towriteloveonherarms

i can keep a secret

if you can keep me guessing

the flavour of your lips

is enough to keep me pressing

currently listening cause this is “see you later,” I’m not into goodbyes
Behind These Masks We Renegade Create your own Friend Test here	Wednesday, August 29, 2007, 1:39 PM I love these socks! OMG THEY ARE THE CUTEST SHIT EVER! Like, LOOK AT THEM!!! The first time I saw them was when my sister was dressing up for school. Me and my brother were at the coffee table eating breakfast. She went to my brother and said,"Say good morning to Mr Penguin," while wriggling her toes. I swear, it was love at first sight. Mr Rasied told Yunus to tell me to get a good boyfriend. Omg. This Ahbeng not good enough for me huh? Flattering that you care, Sir. However, everyone deserves a chance, right? Even if he's a selfish, rotten imbecile. Yeah, my boyfriend is quite an ass. Btw, that's my new hair style. I know. It makes no difference. BUT MUST SEE FROM THE BACK! Tuesday, August 28, 2007, 1:30 PM I still remember the times when we played like there's no tomorrow. I reminisce us laughing at nothing at all. I recall how we talked about our lives we all knew too well and how we admire each other's strength and take note of our flaws and try to learn from them. Our petty ways, our inherited hardheadedness, our discreet secrets. Now I feel that it's all fading away, so slowly, but surely. The ties that kept us together are unwinding. I'm here right now, transfixed helplessly as I watch it all crumble. All the tears, all the fights, all the laughs. Maybe we all have our own lives to bother about. One fighting the desires and responsibilities, one fighting lust and convenience, another fighting internal demons. Here I am, pondering and wondering. What we had was so beautiful. I will always tell my friends how close-knitted we are while they shrug in envy. Chayaya Inc is close to being gone. Last time, we sensed something big was to happen and we got close. And true enough, something did happen. We held on to each other. Lent our shoulders for support, lent our backs like pillars for strength. We made it through. Now the pillars seems to be broken, I watch everything we built so strong topple. Would you be there? To mend the bricks, to piece the broken? I have been idling a little too much these past few days. I'll either be sleeping at home, or slacking with my friends doing absolutely nothing. Yet, time passes by so slowly. And I wonder why..... Then, it finally stroke a chord. I'M HAVING MY HOLIDAYS NOW. =)))))))) However, I do know that I won't just be lazing around like I want to. I have training!!!! Ah... Yes, training. Feeling a little bit pessimistic at the moment. Emo over my weight. I lost 3kg already however I'm expected to lose another kilogram more. I feel it's a bit insane. Pretty dogmatic actually. Try to stay as optimistic as possible everyone! Finally, I am once again part of the 74 bus crew. Talked to Dennis and I must admit, I really miss talking to this gay friend of mine. Ok, so he isn't gay. =) The weather has been perfect for sleeping these days. Ahh. Sleeping.ZZZZZzz Sunday, August 26, 2007, 6:41 PM My boyfriend came to work at JM along side me. As expected, he was lost despite his experience in Hyatt Hotel. Hahha. After work, we took the bus which passes by Geylang and we had a sudden craving for durians. Lol. We got off the bus and hunted for the best price and decided for the $8 bucks a fruit. Damn nice. Super sweet and creamy. omg Euphoria! =)) Friday, August 24, 2007, 11:50 PM My boyfriend doesn't know this but I swear to god, he is so cute. He called me last night just to tell me this: Him: Baby, what time you finish school on Monday? Me: I have no lessons but I might have Magnum training (something i really miss) Him: Ouh, if you don't have fetch me can? Me: What the? Him: Ya lah, meet me at my school! We can go eat the rojak there!! Me: -_- Him: YOU! Me: What? Him: I know I'm nonsense. Actually I called because I miss you. =) FREEDOM. That's the name of the band. Yeah. Percussions. Alright. It's so cool. We already have gigs and performances. omg. I don't know what is a chick like me doing in a band like that. However, I really think it is worth a try. Thursday, August 23, 2007, 10:50 PM I cut my hair. Only those with really trained eyes can see the difference. My sister said it's style. LOL. =) Last paper tomorrow. Weeeeettt. Can't wait. Off to study now. Tuesday, August 21, 2007, 9:29 PM OMG I HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO. I love this song and I don't know why. It's so sweet. =) What the fuck is your problem? Seriously now? Since when were you so concerned about what I do with my life and who my boyfriend is? How dare you say, 'What kind of boyfriend is that?' You walked out of my life and I don't even know why. You don't even reply to my messages. And today, you are acting as if you cared. Funny, really amusing. To make things better, you spiced it all up with utmost sarcasm. For one, it's not even me who is taking it. I'm just asking around. And I thought I asked someone whom I trusted, my own flesh and blood, a member of Chayaya Inc. Thanks eh for leaking something so taboo. I'm not angry at you chayaya, but i'm just annoyed that you told him. Like, what were you thinking???? RRrrahhh Sunday, August 19, 2007, 1:22 AM "DESIRES: THE MOTHER OF INVENTIONS." Then will accidents be the step mother of them because at times inventions are unintentional." - asiq's blog. Omg, god one. And Wendy will ponder about this: Really now, life is pretty funny. =) I'm shutting down. Saturday, August 18, 2007, 8:19 AM Don't look back in anger, I heard you say My best friends are guys. You people who read istoleyouremoboyfriend.blogspot.com should know this by now. I share my shit ass life with them. They were there for me as I am for them. At that moment in time, Jan wasn't around, so I chose to hang out with Faiz. Yeah, he's my ex boyfriend, so what? I have known him for 4 years and throughout that four years, I shared my deepest most in-depth feelings to him. I mean, who else can I turn to? Jan wasn't around, it was the sanest idea. Like, imagine I decided to share my problems to someone I recently met- Louis or Syahmi. NOW THAT WOULD BE AWKWARD.And tell me everyone, when is the time when you feel most vulnerable and alone? AT NIGHT RIGHT? I promised Fairuz that I won't hurt his best friend. I never knew that telling whatever shit ass problems that had happened at home was a crime. I swear, I didn't know. Fairuz called and scolded me. Bitter it was. Imagine a scene where you are laughing your heart out, totally forgetting your problems, and you have someone calling you, telling you what to do. I know it's care, I know it's love. But seriously, the only motive I had was to catch up. Nothing more, nothing less.... Anyway, thanks Faiz. Ouh yeah, I swear, I feel trapped. I report my whereabouts to every like 15mins. Faiz got annoyed,like hey, as if he's the only one. HAH. Met with ZhiTreng after that as he was skating around the sengkang area. Then I went to sleep. HAH. Joke of the day: "Dear Diary, I have forgotten how to eat. I just like totally forgot." FREAK YOU FAIZ!!! Thursday, August 16, 2007, 9:51 AM Pull ourselves away from the lives we lead back home Fuck you. Why you make me feel this way? I hate you. Consumed by confusion, thanks for it all. I wish that I can tell you a firm, "No." It seems so easy to think about saying it, but when it comes to your eyes, those fucking puppy dog eyes, I just melt. FOOL. Tuesday, August 14, 2007, 1:43 AM They don't see what I see They don't feel what I feel They don't know what I know Cause I will never show How it feels to despise the blood that runs through your veins And when you look into the mirror you see that very face. I was bored out of my mind while waiting for my Maggie to be cooked. So I made Ben a caricature: CUTE CUTE CUTE RIGHT???? He likes it. He claims it does look like him a bit. But god knows, I never met him. Hahha.But thanks for the chat. It was fun. Monday, August 13, 2007, 9:22 PM This jealous actress has a habit of making things sound way too tragic My boyfriend is like utterly grotesque.He was commenting on how cute kitty cats are when they are sleeping. He then said that he had ever bitten a kitty cat before. HE BIT A CAT. NOT THE OTHER WAY ROUND! CAN YOU BARE TO BITE CREATURES THESE PRECIOUS??? JIAMIN IS A SICK PUSSY! sitihamidah ❤ I SWEAR THAT YOU DON'T HAVE TO GO says: my bf is damn gross can we were so charming. says: why sitihamidah ❤ I SWEAR THAT YOU DON'T HAVE TO GO says: he say bites cute kitties we were so charming. says: -.- we were so charming. says: bites cute pussies we were so charming. says: hahaha. fuck you jiamin. =) Sunday, August 12, 2007, 9:52 PM So maybe, baby What do you see in a Plain Jane like me? I'm nothing extraordinary. I'm nothing like you. You can do wonders with the ordinary. So simple yet so sweet. I wonder if I'm dreaming cause nothing is compared to you. Your heart, your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright. A saint, a saviour, and a hero, yes you. So many things that I wanna say, but I just can't find the words to put it in place. I just don't deserve to the almost perfect you. , 1:00 AM Confess all the faith that I had in you i miss someone today. "Killkenny! Wtf is a killkenny!!" I shouted in the kitchen at Jackson Miller just now. Ok, so it's some sort of beer. And it's not spelt literally as KILL KENNY. But heck, it's funny. Jackson Miller was at full house. Oh god. I am so happy that I'm just a part-timer. I see Ariel going beserk helping me out with the orders. I wish I can help him more since he has been a really great help. However, I'm not trained to do so. How sad. I met a NP lecturer and she talked to me. Apparently, she teahces ECH. Hahah. She thinks I'm clever. How sad, she has no idea. I was being super random. I didn't know Jiamin would love it so much. I love you too girl. Friday, August 10, 2007, 10:16 PM cause the drugs never worked Inside joke of the day, "CUM IN MY EYE! CUM IN MY EYE!" - REFERING TO SORE EYES THANK YOU bleah. Happy belated National Day to all patriots out there. My National Day celebration was quite a good one. Caught the fireworks display. Utterly breath taking. It was really really WOW. Too bad that I don't have an awesome 10 megapixel camera to relive the moment. Anyway, JAMMING WITH THE JACKALS WAS FREAKING AWESOME. Superbly talented people. WAN IS REALLY REALLY TALENTED. He sings, he plays the guitar, and bass well. :))) The best part is that they jammed Paramore songs. And Face Down. Face Down was one of the best renditions yet. Haven't heard Cauterized's rendition yet. I had fun doing MOL with new found friends, Syahmi and Louis. They were really great help. THANK YOU SO MUCH. Without them, I wont be able to do all three revisions within two hours. :))) Omg. IREALLYMISSMAGNUMTRAINING!!!! this thing abt being grounded because of your freaking tests really sucks i miss CITRA! Tuesday, August 07, 2007, 11:51 PM Another night, another dream wasted on you SIMPSONIZE YOURSELF.cause being yellow is the in thing now. This song is very nice. Really. Monday, August 06, 2007, 11:49 PM STATIC LULLABY! listen to em if you love screamos like i do. the investigation is going on pretty okay. i just hate reliving it everytime though. , 1:53 AM I won't get use to being gone I think I'll look like this in South Park. Sunday, August 05, 2007, 12:53 AM I'm on death-row for that kiss There is one thing other than backstabbers I cannot stand, and that is people who slur about other's beliefs. Another's religion. She condemns Muslims despite being one herself before. She defames and condemns. And she claims to be a proud Christian. CHRISTIANS I KNOW DON'T DISCRIMINATE. CHIRSTIANS I KNOW NEVER JUDGE. And to think I was quite nice to you. I never felt sorry for you when you converted cause I do feel it's your freaking life and you can do whatever it is you want with it. I'm not pious, I'm not a saint, nor do I practice it like many, but I do believe in my God and I know I'm going to pay for my sins, but I simply cannot stand the fact that you discriminate my religion. Cause i feel you are discriminating me. You can preach about Christianity all you want, but never disrespect. I'll continue to be nice, and I continue to ignore, but another word of it, I'LL SLAP YOU HARD. I WENT TO BAYBEATS JUST NOW AND I DIDNT GET TO CATCH A VACANT AFFAIR PERFORM??? WTF!!! OMG. SAD. Friday, August 03, 2007, 12:07 AM DISCO LIGHTS AND PARTY SCENES. CAUSE FOR EVERY SMILE I MAKE BECAUSE OF YOU, MAKES UP FOR HALF OF THE TEARS I SHED BECAUSE OF YOU Wednesday, August 01, 2007, 9:09 PM Why fart and waste it, when you can burp and taste it? Everything seems to be going so fast as if I'm the only one at slowmo. This could possibly the lowest point of my life so far. Vulnerable. Already, I feel absolutely helpless. Crying at night, trying so hard to reach out. I really need you right now, more than ever. I really do. Why can't you just do this for me? I'm just a simple girl, living in this crazy world You don't have to impress me with blings and things FANTASTIC FOUR; Human torch, The Thing, Invisible woman (0.0) and Mr Fantastic KINKY!!!! WE LIKE!		saintjuliet sitihamidah mail me: CHEERDANCEFLY@GMAIL.COM 010590		theparade alya azmi hadzah yunus jan wendy liyana michael clarence nadiah khairul anshar towkoon hakim harlis pamela sohvil ashley koh beforetoday + Siti/Hammy/Chitty/Cheetszxxz/Santi/Hamster has mov... + whatever. bleargh. I sincerely wish, for the sa... + Meet my cousin's new born baby! 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