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Saturday, September 29, 2007, 12:56 AM
  I don't think I need to say anything more about the chalet cause I suppose the pictures tells it all. =) This is for SOME ONE Check out at wtf she wrote to me (do click on the picture. it's worth a laugh or two.)  So being the really compassionate and understanding person that I really am, I told her that yeah, she can have it back as long as Reduwan approved as Reduwan told that I shouldn't take it off, like ever. Guess what the fuck i found out la. "Bullshit ah. Da truth is that her mother gave it to her. Bought at east coast" REDUWAN LIKE KNN!!! You lying skank. You really think that sympathy will get you far in life. God, I pity you. Like bloody hell. If wanted it back so bad, TELL ME THE GOD DAMN TRUTH. Not only did you slander my profile earlier on, you bloody used your dead grandmother as a scapegoat. Don't you have no shame? You are like so fucking pathetic. OMG, LOSER. I expected better out of a fifteen year old kid but alas, once again, I'm proved so wrong. Wednesday, September 26, 2007, 11:32 AM
Chalet at Aloha Loyang was groovy bebeh. =) Thanks all. I would seriously love to blog more but I've yet to receive pictures and I'm just really shagged right now. Love ya all. Monday, September 24, 2007, 3:21 AM
such wit without a conscience equipped?  And the boyfriend's got a nasty tattoo Ben is selling off his LTD fretboard with esp pickup and Marshall Amplifier, comes with free metalzone for $1200. I have no idea wtf is all that but all I know is that he wants to sell his electric guitar. Please do email or sms or leave a message on the tagboard if you are interested. We do meet ups only! Preferably at Pasir Ris Mrt or Tampines Mrt   TAURUS- The Cutie (but of course) Most Amazing kisser.(Maybe) Very high appeal(hehe) Love is one of a kind.(Ask my bfs) Very romantic. (No lah) Most caring person you will ever meet! (DEFINATELY! I'll walk an expressway just to be there for you when you cry! Right Nadiah?) Entirely creative.(not really, I'm always kinda in twilight zone, daydreaming. but then again, dreamers are highly imaginative) Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. (I cannot possibly argue to how true that is) Great at telling Stories. (not my forte!) Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. ) (YES! ASK MY BF!) Someone you should hold on to. (Aik, boring) So if you're bored, knock yourself out. There! AQUARIUS - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always Wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 Years of bad luck if you do not repost. PISCES - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost. LEO - The Coolest one Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, Fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person Ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with... u might end up crying... 9 years of bad luck if you do not repost. GEMINI - The Liar Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. 16 years of bad luck if you do not repost. CANCER - Does It In The Water Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being In long- term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Especially with your mom. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. 2 years of bad luck if you do not repost. ARIES- Irresistible Nice Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in bed... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. 9 years of bad luck if you do not repost. SAGITTARIUS-The Lion Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. LIBRA - The Partner for Life Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of bad luck if you do not repost. CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to own Geminis' in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do not repost. SCORPIO - Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost. VIRGO- The Promiscuous One Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. Not one to mess with.Very pretty.2yrs of bad luck if u nvr repost In a few hours time, G1 and G2 BME students plus their other friends from the school of Engineering will be having our first gathering. Like, it's at Pasir Ris. And OMG, IT'S AT PASIR RIS. I practically live in Pasir Ris already and they are having our chalet there. Not that I'm complaining of course. I'll get to meet my buds who I've not met for what seems to be like AGES ago. I miss Vicente (and emily) and Jon the really gay retards, Mario, so called scandal at school, super ditzy Sherlene, DICKFACE XIAN QIANG, horny girlfriend Jiamin,superlicious Prevenya and of course crazy SHARANYA plus Penny, lol. Cannot wait. =)  WE'RE THE NEW FACE OF FAILURE I love you Ben. You're funny and unpredictable but you're also selfish and absolutely paradoxal. I wish I can understand and read whatever is in your head cause what you say and what you do makes me feel that I'm trifle to you. Don't only call me baby when I'm mad. Don't say, "I love you" only when we are saying our goodbyes. "being you and telling you all my dreams..those were the dreams that'll never happen" how could you Do you remember the way I held your hand under the lamp post and ran Friday, September 21, 2007, 9:11 AM
I tried my hands (or should I say legs?) at skateboarding. LOL. Fun shit. It's so not easy thank you. Got the MIO box today. read ppl. MIO. hahaha. I don't think you ever would quite understand on how much i love you. And I precisely know the answer: I don't even understand why I love you. You are everything I'm not. everything I don't understand. Maybe I'm intrigued. Maybe I'm just curious. Your actions don't speak up for the words you say. You leave me hanging from a string everytime. Confused and infused in my thoughts. All the ifs and maybes. The irony of the possibilities. There are days when you brought me up so high, those were the days that I believe that I can swear that I fucking love you. And then, there's the days where I... nvm.. you leave me utterly dejected whenever you give me reasons to doubt. your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright Wednesday, September 19, 2007, 1:47 PM
I love online shopping. IT'S LESS TIRING AND IRRITATING. Maybe I've spent too much time with boys in my light years to care about shopping. Though I must admit, I'm dont very thrifty. online shopping has to be the best thing around. At least you can calculate the cost exactly. Currently bidding on Victoria's Secrets Body Butter, Body Shop Shower Gel and SMACKERS. I'll get so yummy and fragrant, you'd wanna eat me. I know I'll love SMACKERS.  I'll taste like vanilla and you can't stop kissing me. It's 1.54pm now and my boyfriend is dead asleep. It's seriously not wrong to be sleeping in the afternoon, ya. But it's a totally different story when he has school today. He already skipped Tuesday. Did VIP service at work yesterday.Wore the coat. I could be mistaken for your brother's midget. savvy eh? I don't know why Yunus didn't turn up for work but I know Don was effing pissed. He went muttering sth with, "CB", "Booking", "last". It was wtf Ba Yun. Why are there a lot of parodies of Michael Jackson's Thriller? The real one The Filipino Take The Indian Take  Someone said this is for kids CHECK THIS OUT.  I received this not too long ago. AGAIN! first I was spammed at wholivesnearyou.com, now friendster. Does my face have the words, "GIVE ME MONEY AND I GIVE YOU LOVE!"??!! and wtf is OPEN MINDED ? I'm fucking open minded, but that don't mean I'll let you touch me. Why not change Open Minded to one simple word that defines it all? CHEAP? I let my bf read it and he said,"You got so pretty meh?" knn I don't know why but I love my boyfriend. Burnt the photographs, but I can still see the you Monday, September 17, 2007, 3:33 AM
Been listening to oldies recently. You know, the age of pop. The music that you teens grew up listening to when you were 11 or 12. Remember Westlife and BSB? How about A1's Like A Rose? I never understood what was so hot about that centre parting hairdo. NEVER. It seemed like everyone in the 90's had that shit hair. And yeah, the MTV is pretty gay. The trio MOFFATTS?? HOTTIES. Bang Bang Boom Yeah, we like Mona Lisa. N'sync Never liked Justin Timberlake. never had, never will. But the songs were not bad. LMNT's Hey Juliet. My favourite amongst all I have no idea how I even came across this song. I just likkkee it. S club 7. I IDOLISED THEM. OMG Pretty cliche, the songs they played. I mean, the songs boybands played. I never really had understood what it meant to be in a band and to be in a boyband. I guess I was pretty daft until I saw on how gay it seemed to have five guys wearing the same outfit and mouthing the words. It's official. I clearly miss my long hair. Period. I feel absolutely naked with this bob hairstyle. Though I gotta admit that I gotta thank my sis for doing quite a great job with the haircut, I still like having my hair longerrrr. Yes, half of you have never seen me with long hair. Neither have I. The longest I've grown my hair was up till the armpits, of after which, I'll definately have it cut to shoulder length. And last year, faiz told me to keep long hair, of which I agreed to do so until recently. I'M REGRETTING IT. So mad at myself. rah. Although the world cannot possibly notice the difference until they look at it from behind, I STILL PREFER MY LONG HAIR. I don't care if my hair is a frizzball, at least it's long. Enough moaning of how short my hair is as what's done is done. Afterall, hair can be grown. Currently, I'm doing absolutely nothing but blogging all this down, while my clownass of a boyfriend is playing his guitar. yes, Ben is playing the guitar and I don't know why. What the fuck could have possessed him to hold that guitar of his, don't ask, cause he hates the idea of practicing his guitar everyday. Maybe Din had sth to do with it. Din afterall had this idea of starting up a band again. Ben, who was so totally not into it, now is playing his guitar. Ben can play the guitar better than most of my friends (sorry ar Jan, but true ar) but he never practices. LAZY SHIT! Don't worry, he reads my blog so he knows that I'm saying all this. lol. Just got to know that Ben and gang knows this guy I know online. Ok, uninteresting fact, but hey, everything is pretty mundane these days. So this news is pretty exciting to me. Another exciting and pretty out of this world that happened was that I GOT MY PERIOD! I knew I'd get it sooner or later cause I've been in this funky mood. MY BOYFRIEND PLAYED CURSE OF CURVES BECAUSE IT'S MY FAVOURITE SONG. =) so wtf is that all about? Don't study, just work. What do you want me to be? Like you? No offence, but I'll not give up my studies just like that. I might have financial problems but that is no excuse to simply throw away my future just like that. I threw my first semester away cause I thought I could manage work, school and Magnum. Turns out, life isn't always how I wished it'd be. I think I have things totally sorted out. This holidays, Magnum has to wait. But once holidays are over(nevermind about try outs for Nationals) and school term starts, I shan't work anymore. This will be a big risk and totally shake the grounds, but I believe it has to be done, unless I can totally prioritise either. Throw my passion aside? Or money? The thing about money is that, it can always be worked for later on. But Magnum? Can I do that? I don't see a clear line to where that can happen. I came across this song on Supermandra's blog. OMG. i love the song. Yeah, what a September. The song really makes sense to me. sigh. I'm no skater girl Just punk Saturday, September 15, 2007, 7:25 PM
I met up with Zeek after eons of not seeing the bugger. I missed him of course. It's pretty ironic that he got about messaging me first last night when I actually had thoughts of smsing him days back. It's the connection man. Still the same old Zeeky, I know. =) He made me hear this song, Isabella. ZAMANI(play the video, he's the one with purple lyrics)!! OMG. His voice is like, wow, wow, wow, wow. He's got this really soothing voice that makes me go gaga. *faints* listen to this too. He's pretty old now. Still skinny though. http://www.nasyeed.com/berita/index.pin?id=210 He was kinda cute in the 90's. =) Zeek told me of his friend who converted to Islam to marry the gf. However, the parents' of the girl still didn't wanna accept him. Life's unfair, eh? Friday, September 14, 2007, 9:13 PM
Kuya Ariel is a really wonderful person, I can assure you of that. WTF IS IT WITH YOU INGRATES WHO BEG TO ME FOR JOBS(i don't mean blowjobs asswipe) LIKE THE PATHETIC LOSER YOU ARE, BUT AFTER I FOUGHT A SPOT FOR YOU, YOU BLOODY HAVE TENS OF EXCUSES. YOU'RE SUCH A WASTE OF TIME AND EFFORT. Get this, Sherlene's excuse, "My mother don't allow." AND I WAS LIKE CB KNN, BEFORE YOU EVEN CONSIDER GETTING A JOB, YOU SHOULD HAVE INFORMED HER. KIMEK. LIKE, WHAT SORT OF LAME SHIT EXCUSE IS THAT? How about Wan's? "BUSY" or, "Can Sunday?". It totally ticked me off. Beggars cannot be choosers. They continued that same old 'choosing' adn they never get work. Why did I even bother to ask for you ppl in the first place? Cause you ppl were freaking pathetic -IM LIKE SO SORRY BUT IT HAS TO COME OUT THIS WAY CAUSE WAY TOO MANY PPL ARE USING ME AS A SCAPEGOAT FOR JOBS. There are like so many others who have other out of this universe excuse. Keep giving yourself excuses, and see how far that can lead you. My efforts to help fall to disdain. I did quite badly for exams. LOL. and it's my turn to emo Wednesday, September 12, 2007, 5:23 PM
 So wrong, it feels right. Star-crossed like it's always was. Tangled veins constricting every move. The scent of your sweet perfume choking my my breath. The remains of that kiss, I can still taste on my lips. The touch on my skin, I can feel the ecstasy. So far we went, and here we are again. Staring at each others' eyes through that breakable glass. Holding our breaths, bare blinking, cause we both don't want to miss a single moment of this. Tie me up, pin you down. Stop those eyes from seeing, stop these lips from kissing. Rip my soul out, stop my beating heart. There is no point in lying, there is no denial. Is there a use for trying? Is there a reason to try? Again, we are sitting here, asking why. but i miss you anyway. and i still feel the same about you after 4 years and counting.
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VERY Jan, I miss you. HAHHAHHAA. Tuesday, September 11, 2007, 6:24 PM
There was something wrong. Yes, low EQ, low IQ. For fuck. Yes,these things irritate the shit out of me. But I cannot blame you. We talked about this already. And I'm glad we came to an understanding, but if it happens again, I give no shit anymore. I'm not at lost. Everyone is getting sore eyes. HAHAHA. Friday, September 07, 2007, 4:10 PM
SWEATING FOR GLORY IMPACT CREATED PASSION IGNITED Words cannot possibly ever describe this imploding emotion that I have bottled inside. No laughter, joy, or even tears can depict this feeling. OK, maybe there is a word to describe it: MAGNUM! Only those who are with us knows what the fuck I'm feeling right now, and damn it, we love that feeling. It's passion. Andra, Su, Fifi, Citra, Liyana, Jannies, Yu Jing, Karens, ZhiLiang: THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING. My brother likes to look at me do heel stretch at home. Just now, I was innocently lazing in front of the computer when he did this:  I'm terrified at the idea of him being a cheerleader. OMG. 0.0 Ahmad, stick to soccer or I'll die of a heart attack. Wednesday, September 05, 2007, 1:17 AM
wednesday(today) i'll be heading off to Magnum Bonding Camp. Three days! of no boyfriend. =( BUT THREE DAYS WITH MY MAGNIES! HOW AWESOME IS THAT? Then Friday night, I'll probably have rehearsal for Saturday's busking performance. The performance will be held around town so look out Singapore! Freedom Percussion will knock you out. I'm still contemplating though. Cause I'm not sure if there'll be any singing involved. Sunday, 10am-5pm working at BQT with my Chayaya Inc and Ben! =) wah. damn happy. Then after that, probably heading to Suntec to check out OR perform with Freedom again. wah. I LOVE MY HOLIDAYS. I MISS HUA JIAMIN =(( She says she misses me too. But i have a feeling it's her sucking up so I'll draw her this. OK! BAD JOKE. i know she means it. =)  Sunday, September 02, 2007, 1:27 PM
That's inspiring. Everyone has commitments, responsibilities, and problems. It's how you solve them. It's a matter of how you overcome them. The risks we take. The effort we put in. Can't believe that there are those who have thoughts of quitting Magnum. They are those i least expect to quit. I suppose they are humans too. They too might not be able to handle the stress. The irony is that they are the very promising ones. They even pushed the question to me. I was utterly shocked. I do think about it sometimes, but what would that make me? Just another quitter? However, i feel that i have something to prove. Not to others but to myself. I want to tell myself that i am able to do it if others can. Before i could even answer, someone butted in and said, "no way will siti quit, she is so determined." I got touched actually. I just don't want to quit. Cause i began this journey and i won't end it just like that. I won't be able to forgive myself for that. I'm not the strongest, the most flexible, the most fittest flyer but that drives me to do better. I already sacrificed many things for Magnum and i know the effort that i put in is reflected on what kind of cheerleader i am now. I believe in myself just a bit more than last time. I don't complain which base i get as long as i get it done. Cause i wanna try. Even if i'm lousy i still wanna go for it. At least i can see where to improve on, what can be perfected. My conscience is clear cause I know i've been trying. i don't ever regret this journey i started. It is a passion worth crying, sweating, and bleeding for. The strength of the team, is the strength of the weakest cheerleader. Saturday, September 01, 2007, 12:42 AM
God, is this a really cruel joke you're playing on me cause I swear, it's really not getting any of my funny bones jittering. Ain't tittering, am I? IS THIS MONOPOLY AT IT'S BEST? Anyway, went back to NV to see our teachers for the occasion. Went with the usual crowd. Really missed the whole lot of them together. The performance was utterly, "Oh, that was a performance?". Not that it was horrible, really. good job anyway, cause it is not easy performing in front of hundreds of people. I got my ears red singing in front of my boyfriend's band (don't worry, they were impressed =D)and I get so nervous stunting in front of my own Magnum Force squad. NV's just doesn't have that omph to it. Okay, okay. I'm too used to seeing the real deal already. Watching less than amateurs do it feels really... I don't know. Ok, so the Polytechnic mindset has sunk into me, I suppose -not to mention my garbish English- ok, so I really don't know wtf I had just said in that sentence. I should get expelled. Too cool for school. Right. I guess I can't compare high school performance to the real gigs outside. Cause The Jackals' rendition of Paramore was utterly wicked, Broken Valentine is almost worthy of worship and my boyfriend's already-dismantled-band-but-they-are-playing-just-for-fun plays Guns and Roses pretty flawlessly. I'm going off now. To sleep of course. I miss my boyfriend. |
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