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Tuesday, September 30, 2008, 12:16 AM
 I cannot deny my overwhelming feeling of utmost pleasure and delight at this very moment. I do not know what is causing this insane palpitation in my chest. OH WAIT, I do know. I am finally done with my project! Oh my goodness, I can breathe again! I've feel somewhat accomplished right now. Who cares of the outcome of having my essay failed or not; though I know that my lecturer gave us a 80% score for the presentation? I FEEL SO ALIVE. Now that it's a week to my exams, I'd blissfully engage myself in what I do best, which is to lepak. (: Don't ask me why, but I always require a chill pill before a huge task. I've been all anxious and clammy for the past few weeks, that I've forgotten the idea of fun. Cheerleading at Denvers is my sure way of loosening up since all my focus would be on wanting to do the stunt right, and nothing more. I HAVE A GREAT HOBBY! Okay,LOL. lepak is my favourite hobby, so cheer would second that! lol. Met up with my social slut, Naddie, at Bugis before I headed down to school. Just so relieved that everything's back to their natural order ever since all the tangled drama that somehow so many ppl got involved in. -_- IT'S OVER. YAY. Just to be clear, I hadn't cleverly deduct anything to loosely exaggerated rumours. Perhaps, you do feel scandalised by the filthy accusations and less than mature way of how I've decided to execute my less than devious plan so that you people would finally clear the air, and coincide, in the most civilised manner; to which, it did happen, like finally; and not allow it to linger any further. I am sincerely happy for you ppl. Okay, enough of blogging. I will now indulge myself with the garbage that I always busy myself with. tata (: Sunday, September 28, 2008, 11:45 AM
Elated (: I managed to bust some stress out from my project and exams through cheerleading! I love you, Hakim, Harlis, Lilo, Victor, Brandon, Joe.T! :D Lol. Okay, perhaps being able to hold the cupie for 5 counts was an accomplishment for me, since I've never managed to execute that. Clearly, I was beyond happy. CHECK MY TEAM MATES OUT! Thursday, September 25, 2008, 12:16 AM
- Len Wein Just a short post before I hit the hay.  (click to enlarge) You guys make me so happy. really... very happy. Wednesday, September 24, 2008, 3:15 AM
Don't they look sweet!! Though they rushed through the chorus- that's what i feel lah- I loved the vibe (: I'm contemplating on whether should I just hand in my essay , which will destroy my overall grade. Argh. AND A 1.5K ESSAY DUE IN A WEEK. I cannot take this!!!!! Deep breaths, siti! I've become boring. . ..... .. .... ....... ..... What I've did since the beginning of the week, was nothing at all exciting or anything exhilarating. I had decided to correct my ever so fucked up sleep cycle. Monday, STAYED UP ALL DAY. At least 23hour, if not slightly lesser. I was struggling to keep myself awake in class. If I could, I would have ran home, if home was at all within reach. By 1am on Tuesday, I slept... All the way, waking up at random hours to pee and check the time... ALL THE WAY.... Till Wednesday, 3am. I KNOW! HOW IS THAT HUMANELY POSSIBLE? IT'S SO ANIMALISTIC! My boyfriend calls me a pig. I happily argued that pigs do not sleep for more than 24hours, to which he sniggered,"You're worse than a pig then!". And that led to many other arguments. And since I've slept for that long, I've not eaten. I don't feel hungry though. Have I forgotten the joy of food in a day already?? I've watched every possible Disney cartoon to ever be released on theaters. To be exact, every Disney cartoon with a human lead. Maybe except for Snow White, Hunchback Of Notre Dame, etc, etc. I've watched all of Aladdin's 3 movies, twice! I swear, Aladdin's effing romantic. FUCKING HELL, MAGIC CARPET RIDES! See the whole fuckin' world in matter of hours! OMG, I'D DIE TO BE A CARTOON CHARACTER.  heh. I'd make an awesome cartoon. Lol. till then (: Monday, September 22, 2008, 11:22 AM
 OMG. SO PRETTY!! -faints- I'm so in love. sigh. Btw, I think, I've got a crush on Aladdin. -blushes-  My wallpaper. I have nothing more to say other than the fact that I <3 Disney's Princesses. KTHNXBYEILY Saturday, September 20, 2008, 2:00 AM
I must mention to you people to how much I hate gays and ladyboys. Boys who are better off as girls. Boys who should remove their penises and replace it with a pussy like the pussy they have on for a face. Seriously, if my brother starts listening to the likes of Britney Spears, Spice Girls or The PCD, I would whack him. I swear to god, I would! Which is why right now, i'm utterly thankful that he's listening to tracks that I find worthy of listening to. Things like Hinder, MCR, Breaking Benjamin, etc. Life's wonderful (: I must heavily emphasize to how bimbotic- OR SHOULD I SAY HIMBOTIC- these ladyboys can be. Check this out. Few weeks ago…Yana was commenting that Prison Break is better than Star Wars. Then, this guy [Mrazmi] disagreed and insisted how great Star Wars is. So i joined the tag-board and mentioned how much i preferred crossroads than the overrated star wars. Here comes the drama… —> Let me just say this: I'm not a Star Wars fan. Neither am I a Britney fan. But what is the point of comparing a chick film and a scific film? You're asking me which is more successful? STAR WARS, YES! Crossroads? I didn't even watch it, for I never found it a worth of my time to watch something like that. A film about following your dreams, blahblah. IT'S SO DISNEY FAIRYTALE- don't get me wrong, I love Disney! siti mardhiah, i love you. HAHA. She's so clever. swoons. i hate gays. fuck all gays. oh well, i dont know why i've posted that whole thing up. i just hate gays. AMIN SPEARS YOU STUPID STUPID MANWHORE PRICK! Friday, September 19, 2008, 6:56 AM
I will now boycott every Macdonald outlet. Not only in SG and MY, but every fast food restaurant with that potential murderer clown as their mascot, there is on the face of this planet.
Let me just say that being once a proud owner of hamsters, which are a different type of rodent, hamsters, are baby making machines! They give birth in batches of like what, five or six? Sooner or later, there'll be more and more and more. FUCK. IMAGINE HOW MANY FUCKING RATS ARE THERE CREEPING ON THAT CEILING! Not enough said? Well there is more.
Being already slightly OCD, I dread to think how my next dinner would be outside. Fuck. For those of you who never had dined in with me on a usual basis, I always check my cutleries, before I use them. A slight taint or stain, I'd request for a new set until I'm totally satisfied. I know, I'm a bitch for a customer, but fuck, after working in FNB for quite a while now, I know how the uncles and aunties carelessly- or should i put, without care?- dump the whole deal of forks and knives into one sink and just rinse. I'd get back an entire tray of oily utensils for me to wipe before I set them on the tables. There was once we witnessed a little slimy maggot happily crawling at the back of the barely washed spoon. OH THE SMELL, UNBEARABLE. The world's out to get us! What happened to hygiene?? Don't SG pride herself for that!!! Note to self: I'm just freaked out. ): Thursday, September 18, 2008, 4:01 AM
I don't know how long this thing has been out, but fans of Emo Rangers episode 1, here is episode 2! They've introduced a Purple Emo Ranger!!! LAWL. I love mocking people. Wednesday, September 17, 2008, 1:38 AM
I don't know how to even say it in nice way. No, this has nothing to do with whatever nonsense I had said about hogging other people's friends. Nothing to do with that all. Cause I've gone past that phase. To me, everything's back in order, and I hold no grudges. So there isn't a need for an apology. It won't be pleasant, so brace yourself. Okay, so let's just forget about me for a second or two. I don't know what is it with you and other people's friends. Okay, you are friendly, i suppose. But you don't seem to get it that too much of one person is just.. well, wtf. Everything somehow had to be about you. You made his friends yours, you took away his time, you made yourself a subject to talk about among them. To him, you're taking away his space. His air, even. Why? Cause you feel lonely. That gives you the permission to occupy everything else? CAUSE YOU ARE DEPRESSED? A slice of life, EVERYONE GETS DEPRESSED. What makes you so special? I get depressed sometimes too, I'd share it every now and then to whomever I like. But I don't hog their space. You often say that you never want to known as a Malay, but as a Chinese, in spite of your mixed heritage. Yes, I know it sucks to be a Malay, for people have a lot of opinions of them, but the irony is that you act like one. You refuse to do your homework, go to lectures, blahblahblah, not interested in your course. Well, who isn't? And to be tied to a bond as well. Now you wanna give it up altogether. WHY? CAUSE YOUR FAMILY CAN AFFORD TO PAY THE PENALTIES OR WHATEVER. spoilt rotten. you always want it your way. what to do. got money what. i can do/buy whatever fucking shit i want, even admit myself into hospital BECAUSE MY DADDY CAN PAY IT FOR ME! I wanna quit school, so I can go into private. So i can do what I want. freaking selfish. You can do whatever you want, IF YOU TRY HARD ENOUGH. You don't work hard for a course like yours, you want to enroll into something else which is more demanding? Even he is skeptical of you even making it through. And no, these aren't throwing insults, it's just the reality woman. You never realise this. i don't care if you would hate me after this. just as long as you know, my conscience is clear. Do sth abt yourself. Then you'd ask yourself, "You quit school too, how come you are not considered selfish?" My answer: I don't have a freaking bond. if i did want to sign up for sth as long as 3years or so, I'd think about it long and hard. Cause like you, i do have commitment issues. as someone practicing psychology, i should never say all these things, but, i'm not her psych. so, who cares! Monday, September 15, 2008, 7:37 AM
 Lepak-ed with my favourite duo yesterday night. IT WAS THE MOONCAKE FESTIVAL MANSXZ. I insisted with Shafiq that we'd buy sparklers or laterns, BUT NOOOO, they spoilt my fun, for they said if I bought any of those, I'd be playing them myself. Spoil sport. WET BLANKET. Basket. ): I had to like walk there, in despair and insane jealousy at the five year olds playing happily with their plastic lanterns and sparklers. I hope one of them had their eye taken out or something. We tried to blackmail Shafiq. I think it has become a routine, no less. WE TRIED. and failed. sigh. I've finish 4 assignments, and 2 research works. Now I'm left with 2 more assignments and one 1.5k word long essay. Wow. Life is amazing. f u! HERE'S SOMETHING TO PONDER ABOUT How thick can you get? Let me just say this clearly, for once and for all, YOU FUCKING DO NOT TELL ANYONE THAT YOU LIKE THEM, EVEN YOUR SENTENCED CONTAINS THE ILLUSIVE "IF", YOU FUCKING DO NOT TELL ANYONE THAT YOU LIKE THEM, AFTER A SINGLE CHAT ON MSN! And if your defense is something like the excerpt, pls, shoot yourself.
basically, what i meant was him to get a life. I'm not sure if he got it yet. YOU'RE EFFING RUBBISH! Your mouth and brain belongs in the garbage. What nonsense! Hurt over the fact someone, you barely know, never met, only talked to ONCE, who obviously complied out of spite, and doesn't give a damn about you? SERIOUSLY, get a life. It's so disturbing that you, of all people, are like this. You are so freakin hilarious, please kill me for I might choke in my laughter. Reading the conversation again, I finally noticed how embarrassingly ridiculous your English is. HORRIBLE. HANCUR KEBABIAN! Now for some really overdue photos.  A tribute to Lewis Hamilton. Apparently F1 racing is the new in thing for Singapore. I feel it's super over rated to be all psyched about this inaugural event. I'm sure it'd be a once in a lifetime thing. Maybe after another 50 odd years?  This is the sex. Fried Mars Bars with good old Vanilla ice cream without any chocolate sauce. I swear, I can never have it with the chocolate sauce. I find it super sick. Isn't Mars bars chocolaty enough??  The day I cut my hair. How long ago was that??  The icings on the cake! Yup, these cute bears are the icings for a one month old baby's cake. CCB. THE BABY WAS LIKE ONE MONTH OLD AND THE PARENTS THREW HIM THIS HUGE BALL OR SOMETHING! I don't know what in the raging world is wrong with them. Argh. Rich indian babies. By the way, these icings are really disgusting to eat. They tasted like sugared dough. Uncooked. Yup.  The cupcake Superman stole for me. I know! He's awfully thoughtful!!! I gave it to my boyfriend in the end cause I was too full to eat it, and to throw it away would be such a waste of food and Superman's effort. I have great friends. (: HI PEOPLE, PLEASE STOP GOOGLING MEGAT SHAH REZZA'S NAME. YOU PEOPLE ARE STALKERS! GROW UP!!! Friday, September 12, 2008, 1:31 AM
 Bumped into my cousins from the other side! Okay, I've made them sound like they're dead or sth. The maternal side, to be precise. It's been ages, I guess; that long to the point that I don't know that one of them is already happily attached- okay, fine, bfs come and go. Her bf looks uncannily familiar.... Ouh well... And just to fill up the space...... Aquarius with Taurus YAY. BORROWING RAZIN'S LAPTOP! MY SUPERHERO! (: BATMAN!!!!!!! Thursday, September 11, 2008, 2:46 AM
I've had the make up lesson yesterday. I'm dreading the weeks to come. Not only do I need to go to school on Mondays and Thursdays, I have make up lessons on Wednesdays as well. BORING. OMG, SO FUCKIN BORING. It's so unfair that the other intakes are way ahead of all of us. BLOODY HELL. Instead of five quizes like the rest, my class have just ONE MAJOR quiz, that if we flunk, we'll have a high probability of retaking that module. HOW UNFAIR IS THAT!?? One major quiz, which makes up for 50% of the overall results.Ngengh!!!  I've mastered the art of taking super slutty pictures of myself! Yay to me. -_-  Hi. Raise your hands if you know what this bug is. I found it creeping on the wall of my living room. Armed with the lethal incesticide, I sprayed the content of the bottle to it's eventual death. The little fucker fought for his little life, I tell you. It struggled to get back on it's tiny feet. I dearly wanted to smack it dead. I was curious to know if it's blood was as green as it's body. -_- TIME TO MAPLE. Yes, Vicente, I still play Maple! KBYE Wednesday, September 10, 2008, 4:18 AM
 Camwhore alert! I'm struggling to keep my blog alive. With the recent(or should I say, not so recent) problems with the laptop has driven me insane. I feel time constricted in terms of time usage of the desktop;inconveniently kept in my sister's shrine of a room. I do have a lot of assignment to do, however, being able to only use it in the black of the night, I cannot do it- mind you, she'd totally freak if I were to switch the lights on. And the possibility of using my bf's computer are dashed so quickly with the coincidental break down of his only access to porn and friendster. Since I've done my fair share of rambling, I'll go on to the more interesting part of yesterday, which is breaking our fast at J's Wok and Grill, buffet style.  The hungry people for the evening.  Me looking as disgruntled as usual.  My brother happily helping himself to his second serving of what I believe is beef stew.  Pretty colours  REMINDS ME OF JACKSON MILLER SOMEHOW!  Pastries. I don't know how they taste like though. I was full by the first plate.  He's got the nicest smile ever (: that's all for today ~ Monday, September 08, 2008, 2:40 AM
 Buzzing with shoppers! EFFING PACKED OKAY! I could barely breathe. I reckon I'm claustrophobic or sth. Not to mention the fact that the heat was off the charts. I secretly thanked my lucky stars that I only need to visit a place as packed as this, just once a year.  There was no way of stopping to take peekchures of the pretty ligts, so I just snapped these along the way. If I were to stop for more than a few seconds, I'd probably be trampled by a stampede of M&Ms (mats and minahs) passing by.  Anyway, Taufiq and I went around looking for our outfits for Hari Raya. I like baju kurung more now. (: JOKE OF THE DAY:  the wearied and the one who can't recognize a joke even it danced naked in front of her. she's so amusing. i love her so. MUAHAHAHA. I'm glad I'm in the school's specialist diploma psychology in counseling . Practically could have passed as teacher's pet, if I was more active during lessons. I cannot wait to finish this diploma and do my other major, which is psychology for early childhood. AHH. BABIES, KIDS, RODENTS AND BRATS. Ahhh. (: Sunday, September 07, 2008, 12:52 AM
 Broke fast at Swensons~~~  A few snaps of our food- really mundane stuff. Argh. Now I recall to why I've always thought that Swensons' overhyped.  For starters, both of us had Clam Chowder. I know it's fattening, but because of this, I don't overeat my main course, which Taufiq happily finished up for me.  Like Azmi, he cannot get enough of curry baked rice. -_-  And I had my all time favourite of crayfish pasta. I think the one at PizzaHut is much more satisfactory than this.  And that's, well, ME. ahaha. We then caught a show at a nearby cinema. FORGETTING SARAH MARSHALL! Awesome show!!! I love Kristen Bell! I swear, I love this boy more and more each day. (:  Presenting my make up collection!  Yeah, I know it isn't much. I've thrown all the old ones since make up of more than 6months-1 year should be replaced with a new one. I'm particularly fond of the Lancome box set, which Aunt Cha had bought for me. Very handy. They are mostly earthy tones, really perfect for the natural look. I'm not a fan of lip colour, so I stick with lipglosses and lipbalms. I really love my Smackers Bubblegum lipbalm- i think I've mentioned that a few dozen times already. The smell is nothing too strong, and it's great to have on when you're liplocking- which is why I refrain from putting it on this fasting month. Hoho. I cannot wait to get my pay! I'll probably splurge on the bronzer that I saw at The Body Shop, and eyeshadows- at the moment, i don't see the need to buy any since my sister has like 4 sets of those really cute candy coloured ones from Silky Girl. Or maybe I'll just get Aunt Cha them for me. Aunty, if you do stumble across this page for some apparent reason, please get me MAC products. kthnxbye~ i swear, jan, you must copyright this soon.  I'm very much in love with this newly bought foundation from Maybelline! It isn't oily, nor does it makes my dry skin any drier. Plus, it came in this really gorgeous pink colour packaging! Alright, enough on boring make up. My skin totally tore yesterday after scrubbing it. Now, I have horrendous scars, which I can do nothing about, but to wait for them to heal completely. And no, I'm not daft enough to apply tons of concealer on it. It'd probably irritate my skin more. I MIGHT HAVE PIMPLES. Mind you, now a days, I BARELY HAVE PIMPLES. Of course, I asked my sister why do I not have pimples- out of curiosity and mere smugness. She said it's because I have dry skin. Poor me. OH I've highlighted my hair!  ZOMG, I CANNOT STAND HOW MINAH I LOOK. OMG, this could probably get me the stamp of approval into the Minah Society of SG! Until next time, xoxo Saturday, September 06, 2008, 1:04 AM
Anyway, before I was all furious and bitchy, I was in a rather pleasant mood. OH GOD, I WAS ELATED. For I went shopping. I bought a digicam, Fujifilm FinePix J10 / J12. It was such a steal! And it's in Pink too. Wow. Function wise, I don't quite get the whole mambo jumbo other than the fact it's 8.2 megapixels. LOL. I mean, whatever it is, I just needed a camera which just serves the purpose of taking pictures for memory sake. ouh well, I'M STILL ANGRY. FUCK ASUS. FUCK YOUR MUM. YAY. 6MONTHS ANNIVERSARY. ILOVEYOU. ALWAYS. Thursday, September 04, 2008, 1:18 AM
lol. Good luck, Abg Jamal! Tuesday, September 02, 2008, 5:48 PM
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