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Sunday, November 30, 2008, 1:32 AM
 The boyfriend and I finally went out on a date after so long.... He's been studying. Shocker, i know. HEHEHE! I had Ebi Curry Don at Fork and Spoon, while he had some chicken shit, which i didn't bother to snap a photo of. IT'S CHICKEN. Btw, I don't quite fancy Japanese Curry. It's such a.. mouthful, i suppose. I still prefer the traditional Indian curry!  I GOT NOTHING INTERESTING TO SAY!  MY BOYFRIEND HAS ACNE. LET'S LAUGH! okay, joke. I LOVE U BABY!
PRETEND IT'S INTERESTING! I cannot wait for everything I've planned for next week. EVERYTHING. (: Wednesday, November 26, 2008, 1:01 AM
 My favourite blonde of 2008 is none other than the very sexy vegetarian Kristen Bell. Not only does she look great in orange- something that I can never pull- she electrified us with her role as psychotic Elle in heroes, her subtle alluring voice in Gossip Girl, she also got our hormones raging in her sex kitty role in Forgetting Sarah Marshall. You know we love you Bell (: I get this rather insane satisfaction, to the point that I find it quite of a perversion, whenever I crack a can of Cola open, for the customers at the restaurant. It's not the just sound of the can being opened, but also how the liquid fizz it's way down through the cubes of ice in the glass. I'm not a fan of fizzy drinks for I've abstained from that horrendously diabetic drink for years-perhaps once in a blue moon- but I don't know why I had the urge to get myself a small bottle of Cola today. I suppose this one of those blue moons. So after I had it chilled for a while, I opened the cap to be pleasantly greeted by that so familiar fizz, and poured it into a cup full of ice. I'M TELLING YOU, I WAS THE HAPPIEST GIT IN THE WORLD FOR THAT FEW SECONDS! Now that I'm drinking it from that very cup, I don't feel that happy at all. The gases attacked my guts with every possible effervescent there is. It's now that I realise to why I don't drink Cola on a regular basis. I suppose this is a sign to how I miss work already.  You know, I'll never get sick on how many times I say this, but you guys are really the most awesome people I've ever met. In spite of the many times, I've made you guys mad, or created some sort of rift, you guys were always there, even if you do feel like stepping on my face. I feel that you guys kept me grounded for all these years, to slap me in the face with words when I get too big headed. You guys remind me of crude reality, always honest and always have good intentions. <3 you ppl. I WANT TO KILL YOU GUYS. Jan, you're one of the only person in the world i can trust in spite of your innate ability to shield your thoughts from me. You're quite a wonder, and a mystery no doubt, but you're always there to put some joy and laughter in the little circle. Shafiq, you have one of the most ridiculous minds amongst all of us. I sometimes wonder if you have a vortex that actually sucks your brains in, in your head, for I feel you are quite mindless, so to speak. However, in spite of your tenacious ability to turn all of us off with your senseless talk of perversion, you are just plain lovable. It's so hard to not like you, i swear. And one day, YOU'LL GET LAID, SO DON'T WORRY ABOUT THAT! Razin, the most -_- of the three. You give me OMGs for countless times on how brilliant that mind of yours works- in doing the dumbest things ever. You'll always have a plan for the world to taste the likes of Razin. And whether you fail or not, you are by far, probably one of the bravest I've ever met. hehex. enough of rambling. i'll do sth useful now. like watch House! Tuesday, November 25, 2008, 1:28 AM
The movie to watch this month.  Another tale by Yasmin Ahmad, starring her favourite mini Audrey Hepburn, Sharifah Amani. THE movie to watch in December, a great way to end the year, if I might add, is Twilight.  I've mentioned this movie like fucking eons ago in a previous post. IT IS A MUST-WATCH. I have not bothered to read the novels- I doubt that ever will- but I suppose it's like the forbidden vampire love books written by another author, L.J Smith. Pretty typical, but this is a flick for the romantics. (: At the moment, I'm savouring my day off from work and school with Daim, Kinder Schoko Bons, and Panna chocolates that I bought from Candy Empire, while watching Merlin. Reminds me of the 90's where there was Xena the Warrior Princess and Hercules on television- they were the most ridiculous shows I've ever seen. If I can find Robin Hood(the brit show, not that kinky lame ass one that the americans produced), I'd be sure to watch it. Their irish-born RH is really hunky.  Question. Why are they showing Gossip Girl, and How I Met Your Mother next Monday instead of this week? Why do they do this like every other alternate weeks??? I AM ANGRY. Remember Sky Dancers? It's painful to watch it now. I swear. One of the guys prominently displays homosexual tendencies. lalalalaa Monday, November 24, 2008, 12:27 AM
 note to self: time to trim eyebrows Finally. IT'S OVER. :D I'm so relieved. The week ended!!!!!! Being the optimist that I am, I'll be looking forward to another awesome week of whatever it is that I always do. I got things 2 essays to hand up, both of a few thousand words at least, which have yet to be done. T_T Lol, who cares!? He favours me! I want to meet up with the BME guys soon- marzuqMat, ansharkukuxz, jo, M, fab, yf and the rest. miss you guys, heaps. I am being threatened. How traumatizing. i need back up. LOL. no. cause i'd love to rub it in with the fact that i was approached by sad and misunderstood person who needed comfort. it didn't make sense to be the bitch of the three so i went my own way. plus it wasn't worth it anyway. i didn't lose him, cause i never had him. Ouh wait, why are we still here? i thought we all have gotten over that. i mean, we all grew up, didn't we?  (: Sunday, November 23, 2008, 3:57 AM
 Well hello there, N. How's the few hours of being 19yo going?  HAPPY BIRTHDAY (: I hope you'll have a great day compared to mine. I'LL BE IN AT THE RESTAURANT THE WHOLE DAMN DAY. I'll smell fishy. -_- Rules & Regulations:-each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.-people get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little facts as well as state this rule clearly-at the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names-NO TAGS BACK! 1. i am bored so that's why i did this. THANKS EH JUMALI! 2. i don't love to wax my hair. 3. i don't know how to drive auto gear. I DON'T DRIVE AT ALL 4. i find my boyfriend and jumali anorexic. 5. i can't jerk 3 times in 1 week because i'm a girl! 6. i hate banglas,jews and china man 7. i don't support chelsea FOR THE CHAMP! 8. i find this lame 9. i think i'm awesome to have cheated this one through 10. i'm that smart to have cheated this one through taaaag: nobody (: Those who want to do this stupid tag just go on and do so. END. Saturday, November 22, 2008, 3:34 AM
 enough said Friday, November 21, 2008, 3:10 AM
I wanna apologize today. For everyone I've ever hurt due to my mental rampage of hormonal imbalance, which totally explains my lack of grace these past few days.  PINBALL FTW! So fun okay. I played this at the arcade at Tampines Mall. I wished I had a pinball machine at my house. So cool (: I AM OFFICIALLY BROKE. I handed in my ATM card to my mother with much shame. I have no dignity now. from a healthy 4 digit to a 3 digit amount. T_T Now i must work back all the money I used. I don't remember exactly how I spent my money other than Ez Link top ups- DAYLIGHT ROBBERY I TELL YOU, KNN- and food........... AH.... FOOD (: The few tangible things I remember buying are these:  TEH CUTEZXT DRESS EVAAAAA.......  And this, online. I KNOW. I'm very experimental with prints now. I just need an awesome pair of shoes now. Three awesome pair of shoes. Please survey for me cause I'm lazy to go shoe hunting. I usually buy the ones I fall for at first sight and just grab. K.. enough of girlie talk. I need to sleep. Working at 12 and then meeting the guys at 5pm. I'M SO TIRED. i <3 you ppl (: Thursday, November 20, 2008, 2:50 AM
You know what's wrong with the world? Everyone else. Everyone else but ME. Cause I am the sanest person I've ever met! Come on, ASK ME AGAIN, WHY AM I SO PISSED OFF? Cause for one, nobody listens to me even though I'm right. And why can't I be wrong? CAUSE IT'S AN OPINION AND THAT'S WHY AN OPINION CAN NEVER BE WRONG! And why do you think it's right and not wrong? Cause I never think I'm right, I KNOW I'M RIGHT. So why am right? cause of facts. COLD HARD SOLID FACTS. Other people- AND I MEAN EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU MFS- act on the spur of the moment. Nobody I know, bothers to think. It's so frustrating thinking that the rest of world is utterly stupid. WHY STUPID. Cause they choose not to be practical! WHAT DOES PRACTICAL MEAN AGAIN? Something that can be practiced! Practiced = done. Everyone does things out of TRUST, LOVE, COMPASSION and all things benevolent, and to regret later, cause they realize, they shouldn't have. Cause it wasn't practical. I'm not a know it all, but I just want things proper. Like how it is planned. Or, like how I planned things to be. just forget it. Nobody can live up to my expectations. nobody. Not even you. Cause none of you know better. Wednesday, November 19, 2008, 3:21 AM
 ...love you in spite of that ridiculous bowl of a hair cut you got.  ...love Grilled Mushroom Cheese Burgers from Simpang Bedok.   ...wished that I was a size bigger so that I can wear Hadz's dresses without worrying that I'd expose my entire breasts.  ...love them gossip boys. I love them all. friggin' cute. omfg. penn badgley's dorkface is a fascination! Ed Westwick's stoned and unfazed look is such a turn on. <3 badboys. AND DON'T GET ME STARTED WITH CHACE CRAWFORD!! Everything about that boy is dreamy. Check out the Denvers (seniors) in Electrico's new music video, Hail To Friends. Personally, I find my vice captain uber cute. rofl. I'm off to watch Batman now. (: Monday, November 17, 2008, 4:34 AM
 I follow a really simple concept. Don't badmouth me and I don't badmouth you, unless you piss the ones I love off. SENANG KAN! Believe me, cause when you start, I'M THE ONE WHO DON'T FUCKING STOP. I'll bring you up as often as I can, pin-point at every possible flaw physical flaw that you have- like how ugly your skin is, or how fat your face is!!!!!!!- or how damn bloody bimbotic and stupid you really are. Usually, and every time, it is the god damn truth. So, the question is......... What dirt do you expect to find by googling my online persona, "saintjuliet", my email, and my name? Seriously, I have a pretty good idea on who you are. REALLY NOW? Your insecurities is so getting the better of you. I don't even know why you are doing this. I suck cause your boyfriend masturbates to my pictures? WTF I MADE THAT UP PART UP, BUT REALLY LAH BLOODY NONSENSE. CCB. YOU MAKE ME ANGRY. AKU TAK KACAU KAU, KAU TAKMU KACAU AKU AH. MATAIR KAU NYE HAL BUKAN MASALAH AKU. My hormones are raging. it's all over the place. congratulations for irking me at the best possible time. I feel like breaking this MacPro!! SO SO ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!! Sunday, November 16, 2008, 5:01 AM
Siti has been working. And she will switch to hyper mode soon, so that she can shop for: a pair of heels- sometimes i think, this never ever happens a pair of flats- definitely. cause it's so easy to buy! A CLICK OF THE MOUSE. holyyyyy mouseeeee... plus, my boyfriend doesn't mind. He insisted that I buy more stuff online so that he'll get his free stickers. a pair of lee coopers or levis!- if i bother a few pairs of fishnets and leggings- if i bother and a new bag <3 a fetish. JUST GRAB! but first........ It's to pay for my tuition grant. click to enlarge  Need I say more? exactly why I don't send chain mails to the likes you bozos who would believe in everything! With the new president Obama leading probably the most politically fucked up country in the world, some people has yet to forgive and forget the former President for fucking up. (: Friday, November 14, 2008  yupppppp, and that's life for you. note to self: get your ass to the bank and apply for a god damn credit/debit card of your own so that your mum won't ask what is it in the world that you have to buy overseas that you can never get in sg. Friday, November 14, 2008, 3:34 AM
 I am very inspired to be a chef now. I'm guessing it's one of those one time things where I go crazy over until I eventually get bored of it- or until someone dies of food poisoning. Every time you fall asleep, I'll gaze at your innocent impish face, wondering if you're dreaming of me. I love the way how your skin seems to brighten up and lighten up the room. And the way your hair falls on your face. I love you so much, so badly; it's insane. It's practically unhealthy. I'd give in everything just to see you tonight  yes you. Thursday, November 13, 2008, 12:53 AM
Tuesday: Called out Ahfir, Jan and Razin for a supposedly band meeting since we were unfortunate enough to not be able to jam on that day for Sharil was busy. Taufiq and Shafiq were there too just for the sake of lepak. we were struck with another tragedy. Razin was down with the chills. The usual conflict of interest started once the songs were to be selected. Without a leader and someone who is totally familiar with every individual's ability, we ended up hahahehehuhu-ing. LOL. I love you guys. Wednesday: met taufiq and ahfir for some ramen ten. BLAHBLAHBLAH. FUCK THIS POST! What i really wanted to say is that I seriously wished that people would fucking stop looking for me when they are at their lowest point or when they need a god damn favour. You know I won't fucking say 'no' to you, but that doesn't mean I like you very much. Cause to me, you're just a god damn leech/vulture/whatever. I don't get it to why you have to butter it up with "honey", "sweetie" or "babe" just for you to get me do you that small little thing you ask for. Frankly, I'D DO IT WITH MUCH SINCERITY WITHOUT YOU HAVING TO SUGAR AND SPICE IT UP. And another thing. Don't come crawling to me when you're down and suicidal when you have not contacted me for over months now. It's just sick that I'm your rubbish bin all the time. It's sick that you kiss more than one guy a time. It's sick you have to lead guys on. It's sick that you think you're THAT EFFING popular. It's sick when you're not the person who I once knew. So fuck off. TY  Before  After I LOVE MAKE UP. Lololol. Tuesday, November 11, 2008, 1:12 AM
 rofl. Omg, facebook applications quizes are hilarious. They are unnervingly inaccurate. They had questions like: Have you ever pushed someone in a wheelchair over wet concrete and left them there?, AND Do you avoid beggars on the street?  My Paramore Hoodie arrived yesterday afternoon! I'm so hardcore! So fuckin' worth the cash that I blew on it. (: Now I'll be starving till my next pay to get myself those awesome pair of flats. I'm thinking groove purple and the skelanimals MJ's... Or not? Note to self: Complete your damn essay! Saturday, November 08, 2008, 3:46 AM
I'm serious! My left thumb hurts like crazy. cheerleading wasn't fine. sigh. it was a tough week.  the one thing that turns my frown upside-down. Simpsons ftw. where did i go wrong? I knew I wasn't perfect, but I thought after all these years, I could mean something to you. Something more than allowing everything we had to burn. Cause losing you is different than losing a boyfriend. You were the friend. I suppose just you didn't feel the same way... Nobody is making this any easier. Meet my lover:  Alex Gaskarth is the no.1 guy vox ever to exist other than the likes of David Cook. <3 even Jm said he's quite cute. Only that she thinks that Synyster Gates is much more macho. PRETTY BOYS FOR ME PUHLEASE. Friday, November 07, 2008, 4:55 PM
The new telly arrived at our doorsteps today! My mother <3<3 it la. I don't understand to why she can't have bought me an iPod along with the teevee, which is like barely half of the price of that infernal contraption! T_T I was about to burst into tears when I saw my results in the mail just now. I studied so fucking hard for Human Development okay! A 'D' for Human Development and 'C' for Statistic and Research. Until I found out that D stands for Distinction and C for Credit. I emo like bodoh for 5 seconds for no reason. After realizing what a blonde moment it was, i reckon I don't deserve those grades-k joke. I'm so awesome, I FUCKIN' DESERVE THEM. I cannot wait to watch Twilight. It's about vampire+human love. IT'S SO LIKE MY FAVOURITE SERIES IN PRIMARY SCHOOL written by L.J Smith. And yes, sigh, it's for all you mainstreamers to watch too.  I'm just wondering... WHY IS IT WRONG TO WEAR STH LIKE THIS IN SG?! I'm a coloured leggings convert-maybe except if it's animal prints. (:  IF YOU PEOPLE SEE FLATS THAT LOOKS LIKE ANY OF THESE ANYWHERE IN SG, PM/SMS ME IMMEDIATELY. I saw a few at TopShop, but their colours are distasteful. Or, just PM me if you wanna buy the ones here. Limited stock. Prices there are in USD, not inclusive of delivery charge. Nanana. I'm so happy! PARAMORE HOODIE, COME TO SITI ((((: I didn't spend a hundred bucks of nothing. I MISS THE CHAYAYA GANG. ): -insert highpitch squeel - Nurul-mon! Hadzah Mondok, Baaaa Yun, MIEMIE^^, and Yayachayaya. Thursday, November 06, 2008, 6:51 PM
 Baby surprised me today with flowers again. I don't know what they are but still it's pretty sweet of him. (:  I slogged in the kitchen today to make him dinner. :D Black pepper chilli tomatoes fish and chicken thingy...  And spaghetti white cream sauce. (; I smell of fish now. -_- Wednesday, November 05, 2008, 3:05 AM
 Enough said. (: Meet the New7Wonders Of the World since 2007. How they got there? BY VOTES. Lol. Still, they are quite spectacular, in a sense that it makes me wonder to why people would rather go on a vacation just to gamble and have one night stands-like Vegas- where there are so many beautiful relics in this world, with just one look, it'd leave you breathless.  Places like China!  Rome  Mexico!  India- honestly, I'll pass India. The marbles Taj Mahal now is yellowish thanks to sulphuric acid pollution. sth like that...... rofl.  PERU!  Jordan- IN YOUR FACE TAUFIQ, I TOLD YOU THE MIDDLE EAST IS AWESOME.  And Brazil-whatever eh taufiq, IT'S JUST A STATUE. every one can make a statue. ROFL. And in case you are wondering, my bf seriously believes that he is part brazlian. IDK WHY. And if you're still wondering what these places are, FUCK YOU. GOOGLE BITCH, I'M NOT TELLING YOU EVERYTHING. How are you going to learn something new with me spooning you all the way! you people are so mainstream!! rofl. okay, that is a joke. i'm done reading for the day. Tuesday, November 04, 2008, 7:46 PM
Hmmm, if you could shelf them onto a glass cabinet, I reckon you probably would. I HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY SNOGGING SOMEONE YOU BARELY KNOW! Have fun with your trophy friends, with every photo screaming; "Hey, look at me, I'm out with YOUR friends. Don't you wish you were as nice and cute as me?". talk to me when you see me online. whatever, don't if you don't want. you do have HIS friends anyway. I'm wondering how to lose 4kg. It's so hard. I don't gain any weight either. BUTOH. I eat so much or so little, still the same. MIGHT AS WELL DIE. 5 things I was doing 10 years ago 1. how to be a power ranger 2. learning the entire geographical lands of SEA 3. playing NEOGEO on the computer all day long 4. acing every spelling test 5. watching House Of Mouse 5 things on my to-do list today 1. do Siva's paper 2. read Freddy's lessons 3. watch gossip girl 4. watch secret diary of a call girl 5. - 5 snacks I enjoy 1. Ritz crackers 2. baked potatoes 3. cherry tomatoes <3 4. insert anything healthy here 5. salmon sashimi- snack? 5 things I would do if I were a billionaire 1. go for plastic surgery 2. buy dresses 3. A DS WITH GUITAR HERO. 3 OF THEM JUST IN CASE! 4. - 5. - 5 of my bad points 1. insert 2. sth 3. hurtful 4. here 5. - , 2:17 AM
I suppose my ability to churn words, cannot possibly surpass someone who is holier-than-thou. Don't take this as insult, neither is it flattery at it's finest, for it's a cold hard fact that nothing I can do to amend my wrong doings to certain ppl i know. tell me sth I don't already know.  Dear H, I don't know how is it humanely possible that you can have those tattoos and piercings yet you could still retain that innocence in your damn face. I hate the fact that I <3 you and I wish I looked just like you. Your incredibly long legs and thin arms. You make feel obsolete with my boyfriend staring at you in awe right now. Yes, he'll lie and everything, however, you're still much more perfect physically than I am. Sunday, November 02, 2008, 1:34 AM
 I am not a big fan of many things. Like attention seeking teenage girls and men who have egos so big that it could engulf our planet. However, these things can very well be avoided, since I always isolate myself in these four walls. Clearly, I enjoy dissing other people to myself by reading their blogs. Whether it's how disgustingly naive they are, how delusional -insert name here- are, or how incredibly dim and shallow they are. Yes, I love doing that. And when I do feel like ridiculing them even further, when it's not enough for their friends to know, I let my friends know about it, and hopefully and most probably, they'll laugh along. No, I'll never leave comments or remind them to how pitiful they are, for if I do, my fun ends there, doesn't it? It's about being anonymous and laughing about what a git they are in society and my eyes, makes me really really happy. However, it really, really irks me when people, especially friends, who change their blog url more often than they change their boyfriends. They'll do that with no rhyme or reason, happily tag you or pm you the next day to relink them back. After experiencing that frequent annoyance for 56789times, I decide to not link people who do tend to do this very very often. I know it is not difficult to just go to the template page and ctrl+c the address. But still, it's an inconvenience on many levels. For one, I really touch my template page unless I'm itching to change my skin. Plus, i don't see to why one must change their address so often. Doesn't the url itself gives your so-called trademark and identity in the blogsphere? If you so much so need to protect yourself from people you don't want to read your blog, MAKE IT PRIVATE OR DON'T HAVE A FUCKIN' BLOG. Stupid bitches! Or, you could do what my sister did, which was to request others not to link. Btw, I'm just fuckin' generalizing, in case anybody terase. So, S, grow up. Saturday, November 01, 2008, 5:04 PM
 Beautiful face. Lovely pink hair. Heart the make-up. I love the colours. Great model. Male model. Yup, say hello Sg, to teh kween of beeuwtyful. You mainstream ppl -insert name here- probably don't know him, like as if it's any of a surprise. for the first time ever, i'm not here, to criticize on the walking blasphemy, for I will put aside every thing I believe in for the sake of my future practice, but for the zealously 'omgwtf' me, who is screaming, "OH MY FUCKIN GOD, I WISH I WAS AS PRETTY AS YOU!". I shall now kick myself in the butt for ever allowing myself to be envious of a confused tranny. 
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