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Wednesday, December 31, 2008, 4:40 AM
In just about 24hours or so, we'd be greeting 2009 with a blast of firework displays, countless hugs and kisses, and many other merry things that I cannot be bothered to think about right now. 2008 was a great year. Hands down, the best ever. The fall outs and other seemingly bad memories, I count them as the best turning points of my life, for through them the friendships and family bonds have became stronger than ever. These invisible thread that connect us with each other will always be threatened, not just by other people, but by ourselves. For now, before we embark in a new year, we shall and should forgive each other and more importantly, ourselves. We must remind ourselves that our little world is not impenetrable, for in the midst of our joys and triumphant, there are others whom we don't see, are suffering in the plague of war. We don't just make fuckin' New Year Resolutions for our personal gains, but for gains that would make this world a better place. We might not be able to stop the ongoing war at Israel and Palestine nor in Somalia, but we can always stop the war between ourselves. You're the light of my life, you sick shit! I love you no matter how sick that brain of yours can be! Your jokes, I CANNOT STAND THEM; they make me laugh till my tummy hurts. I'll always love you (: ![]() What can I say? tbh, I love you guys. :D You're so sick. Denvers.... Ah, I love you guys and I miss you people heaps. We are the most epic cheerleaders ever! Like seriously, how many cheerleaders have you seen totally working the baju kurung?! Jm, pre, sherlene and the other BME people, I swear, I've never met a bunch like you guys in my life. The kind of ideas you people throw.. Yes, probably you guys shall be the brains and brawns of this crazy nation. JM, i love you. YOU'RE THE SICKEST PERSON I'VE EVER MET TBH! I cant believe that I spent 1hour talking to you just about one person. Lastly, Jan and gang... I'll never get a decent photo of you all, ever... And to think I spent half my lifetime with you guys. WE WILL ROCK KUALA LUMPUR IN FEBRUARY. :) Ah, 2009... Sigh. I GOT EXAMS THIS FRIDAY! HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE. I'll be mugging now. Anyway, I'll leave you with my defense to why I don't think my make up is that thick... ![]() LOL. don't ask me who she is, cause i don't know/remember. She's in my frienster though. lmao. Tuesday, December 30, 2008, 4:25 AM
I FUCKIN' LOVE AVATAR: THE LEGEND OF AANG! (: Sunday, December 28, 2008, 6:08 AM
Our group presentation was in a word: awesome. The lecturer wanted us to circulate our slides to the rest of our classmates! Anyway, I seriously cannot believe that someone could actually go to class in the most disheveled hair, and after sex clothes/pjs; sweat pants, slippers, an over sized shirt and a cardigan. Downright disgusting. not only did that person wore such a get-up for class, it was for a presentation as well. MY GOD. I so don't mean to bitch but seriously, doesn't mean you're married/attached you have a seasons' pass from dressing up-properly. I don't care if you have crazy hair to be honest, but I cannot stand the fact that you'd actually wear something so ... EVEN WORDS FAIL ME... gross for a freakin' presentation! I met up with the BME guys for a while on Friday. God, I miss the lot of them; Jo, Fab, YF, Marzuq, Mario and Jon were there. I wished Vicente was there though. He'd always have the strangest comments ever. After that I caught up with Nadiah and two of her guy friends, Benlol and Josh. They were a ball of fun to hang out with. Ben has the weirdest and so-cannot-make-it pick up lines. And to think his American accent could charm any Asian chick; he has had too many blonde moments in a day. and we danced on into the night Hahahehe Slept over her place and camwhore until I couldn't take it. And yes, everybody loves J's skirt. Wednesday, December 24, 2008, 1:28 AM
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Ahh. Pete Wentz... The things I would do to him... MUAHAHAHA. Good night :) I have a date with my cutesy boyfriend again. Tuesday, December 23, 2008, 3:04 AM
All I want to do is make it up to you yup, the fuckin' best I will ever have. I'm so emo now. Butoh. LOL. I cannot believe that I wasn't given the perfect score just because of a referencing criteria- if referencing is even a criteria. 18/20. Bleagh. I slogged for the essay yet I wasted practically 2 marks for sth as trivial as referencing. Sigh. SIGH. Lesson learnt, well done. I firmly believe I've wasted my chances of getting a distinction now. I can so imagine my aunt's sms now; "Why? -insert something gibberish here- Blah, blah, blah. So, what are you gonna do now?!". Thank god my parent's aren't as meticulous or whatever the word is as her when it comes to academics. I suppose they strongly believe that whatever the fuck I did, I did it my best. I will now remind myself to why I don't quite favour dining at Pizza Hut; everything there contains chicken. Well, practically everything... My boyfriend, out of randomness, decided that we should go vegan; for at least a week. Well, not entirely vegetarian, but 70% veggie eating for each day. Which seems to add to the fact that only one meal, can consist of meat. I WISH YOU GOOD LUCK BABY. (: To why he had started this new fad was because he wanted clear and healthy skin and the best way to attain that is to eat right and go for a detox internally. In support of his efforts and dying wish for clear skin, he dragged me into it as well. I'm sorry baby, but I've already cut my intake of chicken, duck, lamb, mutton, and beef- I only eat beef once in like every 3-4 months?- to it's max. To live on just tofu seems to be scary. Plus, I'm no Hindu. Lol. Joke, I'm sorry Shafiq, but the beef part totally reminded me of you thinking that I thought you were Hindu. LOL. I love you people & of course all my Hindu friends. Peace. Monday, December 22, 2008, 3:01 AM
![]() I've been watching too much of Inuyasha. Hehe (: I've completed my fuckin' essay. One more essay to go before the exams till I can finally unwind for a well deserved break. (: Hakim and Lilo called just now when I was dozing off as I was too tired from thinking on how to complete my essay. Got me all watery-eyed. Sigh, I miss you guys too ): HAHAH. I convinced Firdauz to get me and Nadiah to help out with his father's wedding at the reception's. HAHA. N! I just given you and your mum an excuse to buy a really pretty dress! I LOVE CHAWANMUSHI Lunch with baby tomorrow! ILY! Sunday, December 21, 2008, 2:21 AM
Time/ Date: 0615, 20th December Location: Changi Village bus stop After Kenneth's party. status: tired ![]() Time/ Date: 1715, 20th December Location: Outside Plaza Singapura Walking to The Cathay to meet up with Jan, Razin, Saran, Megat and Shafiq (: to watch Twilight. status: half alive P.S: TWILIGHT'S A FUCKIN' WASTE OF TIME IF YOU HAVE THE MATURITY OF A NORMAL 18 YEAR OLD ADULT. It's not as fuckin great or even awesome/epic at all! IT'S A LOAD OF BULL! Even the fucking book is a load of bull. Like the book, characters talk too much and they never, ever, ever get to the fuckin' point. However, if I had the mentality of a brainless 15 year old, I'd gladly give it a 6.5 out of 10. Yeah, yeah, the lust, the desire, THE ATTRACTION. HOW OLD ARE YOU?! Ditch Twilight people, the trailer might be awesome, but that's as much action you can get from the entire movie. I take back every damn word I had said about Twilight before this entry. It was romance taken to the very extreme. Too much of one thing, is never good. The only thing good about Twilight? Doctor Cullen (: The results of just 2hours of sleep since I woke up on the 19th, 1800hours. FUCK THIS ENTRY! Bottomline: great weekend. INDULGE WHILE YOU STILL FUCKIN' CAN! I'm tired and I want to sleep T_T Friday, December 19, 2008, 1:06 AM
"That's what you get" by Paramore.
Time to emo. kthnxbye. Thursday, December 18, 2008, 12:02 AM
After many years being together, dedicating our lepak sessions with song and nicotine, and the occasional carbs and saccharine- my god, why do I rhyme like this?, we've decided after squabbles after squabbles about choice of songs, to write one for ourselves. It proved to be fun actually, but horribly exhausting. I'm excited obviously, as the first song we are working on was written by me-quite horribly, in a spur of the moment when I cannot fall asleep. I think I can safely say, it's not what Razin had in mind, but it was a progress. I cannot blame him though. I had the whole Blink 182 and ESTK vibe going on when I was writing it! sigh, i am confused. I'm so enamored. ![]() HI JAKE RICHARDSON! I LOVE YOU! I don't care if you're just an extra in many-many hit television shows, YOU ARE STILL SPIFFING CUTE! (: K, I'm going to watch Batman Beyond movie, after which, I would be reading Twilight. It's like taking me back to my preteens where I would dwell myself into books like these, and imagine a boyfriend as hot as what is described in books. I KNOW, I AM SO KENTAL! Since we are in the topic of pure berangan-angan(daydreams), I EFFING WANT A ROCKSTAR BOYFRIEND. Not just a rockstar, but an angmoh rockstar boyfriend. Hahahehehuhu. My boyfriend is so gonna emo after reading this. However, I don't give no shitnits, cause he has horny thoughts about just about every pretty female celeb there is. Remember your orgy with the PCD, baby? YOU FUCKIN' WISH! i love you baby! (: Remember children: Listen to real music, not the Jonas Brothers/Sisters. BACK IN YOUR FACE MAINSTREAMERS. stop trying so hard not to be who you are. Face it, you are ugly, fat and you suck. Tuesday, December 16, 2008, 12:35 AM
I crushed This song, never ever fails. IT NEVER FAILS.... Monday, December 15, 2008, 3:01 AM
I love it when he smiles, the way he flips his hair like as if it's so long, the way his eyes gaze meaningfully into mine... and I love it when he calls. But he never calls at all... thanks to soccer. Monopoly is so stressful. It got me so emo. I was near bankruptcy. You'd never want to have the feeling of being bankrupt, not in this world, not even in a game. However, the tables turned and I was the last to lose. Sigh. By sheer dumb luck, that is. Saturday, December 13, 2008, 7:24 PM
![]() This is Miss Thailand, of Miss World 2008. Yes, she's that gorgeous. T_T As expected, she did not even get through the semi-finals. She just doesn't fit the western definition of beauty; and that is to be of an Aryan descent. I shall now remind myself to what a stressful period it's supposed to be for me. So much for it being the festive season. However, I'm not afraid; yet. ![]() this cartoon reminds me on how much i wanna strangle a certain person for vexing me into tears. i am angry. BYE Friday, December 12, 2008, 2:24 AM
![]() Chelsia had a make-up private sale for the 3 of us in class ytd. The best $40 I ever spent. If only I had a lifetime supply of B.B eyeshadow... The other two girls and I spent practically half our break time on the wonders of eyeshadow. ![]() One of the two amazing eyewear that I had brought was this one right here. Awarded 'Best Cream Shadow' by "Self" Magazine (2007). I bought it in galaxy, a shade of really dark but glittery grey. I've yet to experiment on it though. Can't wait! The other eyeshadow I bought was the Shimmer Wash Eyeshadow in gold. My fingers were itching to try it once I got home! I tried the rose gold look. not bad for a first attempt! Huhu. I decided not to put any eyeliner or mascara on cause it'd be such a hassle to remove! :D Anyway, my eyewear make up that I used was all pretty shimmery and glittery, so recommend that you'd use shimmery make-up for the base- in this case, the gold colour. Stick to matte make-up for the browns (corner of the eyes), purplish pinks(on the crease) and the whites(browbone). products used: Lancome 4 Colour Focus eyeshadow - all the colours i need for the look Bobbi Brown Shimmer Wash Eyeshadow in Gold. nights Thursday, December 11, 2008, 3:59 AM
Taufiq cabbed from Pasir Ris to Punggol at 1230am just now just to meet me. I was so angry with him that he cabbed all the way here for nothing. His excuse was,"But I miss you," his huge puppy dog eyes watering. I love you so much, baby :D Someone had said this once, so I'll say this to make things crystal clear; cerita yang dah lama habis, jangan diungkit-ungkit lagi And this too;
da ah, gua nak tido! hahahahhaha. Tuesday, December 09, 2008, 5:01 PM
Aidiladha 2008. ![]() The thing about the western counterparts of the family is that they have really cute mini babies. Look at how Amirul smiles. He had this slightly too long blue denims on him, and it made his legs look so short and stubby. HE HAS THE CUTEST FEET EVER! ![]() Here, we see is our mini flirt, Aini comforting a very disgruntled Ahmad. Though, it's my hand in the photo, she was practically all over him- touching him every where! She has no shame, I swear. Hahah. ![]() Finally, this is mini diamond- Durrah. She is a splitting image of her mum. So fair and so pretty. :D ![]() Reasons to wear make up: YOU'D LOOK FREAKIN' FLAWSLESS WHEN THE FLASH IS USED! ![]() Jln2 carik makan! All the food was gone! And Noni was craving for Fried Mars Bars. And yes, very much like my friends, I do hate family gatherings. I <3 sambal prawn! now i feel like my blood pressure increased dramatically thanks to the high intake of cholesterol. HAHA. Binge... Monday, December 08, 2008, 1:47 AM
As usual, it's the sixth of the month; our freakin' anniversary. (: 9months! We celebrated it at Manhattan Fish Market. I've been dying to eat there and finally, boyfriend brought me there! I wasn't at all disappointed! The food was top notch, and the place had this nice ambiance. A page of the menu. I WANTED TO TRY THE LOBSTER LAH. However, I would never finish sth as big as that on my own as my boyfriend is probably allergic. Fucked up, okay. The only disappointment was the cream of mushroom soup. I'VE NEVER HAD ANYTHING AS BLAND AS THAT. siti = (9'_')9 bland bland bland soup = add more salt. Flame on. I suppose it's called flaming grilled platter for a reason. Omg, it's so good. Baby's fettuccine grilled fish dawg. Come on people, it's best you try :D Muallaf was an eye opener. Taufiq kept gushing at Sharifah Amani's every word. He probably hung on to every single on of it. -_- i <3 you baby! I cant stand your cute face, makes me wanna step on it. Saturday, December 06, 2008, 2:25 AM
![]() Was it ever cool to hyphen every letter in a verb in your every paragraph, just to put an emphasis on something you find crucial? Does one actually realise that to do so, is blatantly asking your reader to spell the very word out mentally. For one, it's exhausting, and for another, i think the caps is enough to emphasize your fury. Yes, we get it. You are upset, but why agonize innocent bloghoppers? But of course, I'm just generalizing. The neon coloured fonts, the unnecessary caps, the hahahehehohohuhu behind every line they find worth mentioning... For god's sake, spare our eyes. Pet peeve............. I believe that a hell lot of people would do this thing of, "Don't read my fucken' blog if you don't like what I write," which i think is really dumb. Like, yes, we give a damn to what you write-it's quite honourific actually- cause we actually find you rather interesting, or you're just plain fun to laugh at. some people decide to isolate themselves by privatizing their blogs, what a heart breaker. You totally would disappoint my anticipating vexation. However, don't fret, you're still cool that way. I am just way too peculiar about the representation of literature. On a completely different note, I cannot stand the fact that so many people I know or read about are just that stupid. They hang on to something not worth having. Is that loyalty or is one blinded by the elusive l-o-v-e? Do they just want to get hurt, or are they for certain that person is true love. But here's the irony, since when is it ever said in a text that love is supposed to hurt? It does hurt sometimes, but is it supposed to be that way everytime? When are you people going to fuckin' grow up and not go on to that endless circle of getting hurt? Look at the clock, it's time to move on. I like punk goes crunk! Been in my itunes for months already, so I thought of sharing, for once. Not a huge fan of the band cause I find them writing retarded songs but the bassist cute seh!!! Friday, December 05, 2008, 2:08 AM
![]() I cannot wait to spend money ! ! ! N and I went to Plaza Singapura today. I was quite half hearted to go as it was raining like it had never rained before. Spare me the agonizing lecture of it being the monsoon season in this part of Asia, cause I know. Made me freaking wish that I was in the Middle East, with all the glorious sunshine on my face. Just to sidetrack a little, I FUCKIN WANNA GO TO TURKEY NEXT JUNE. One of my aunt's in-laws is getting married, if I remembered correctly. IF I could perhaps chip in a lil to the air tickets, my aunt is sure to let me be there. Hahahehehuhu. Anyway, while I was waiting for Nad, I went around at the ground floors of the humongous shopping center in search of scraps of food to munch on since she'll be making her grand entrance in half an hour or so. I was freakin hungry by then. I bought Jellybeans. BUTTER POPCORN FLAVOUR JELLYBEANS IS TEH SHIT! It kind of sets my heart ablaze, and tongue just yearns for more. MORE. When she finally arrived, she got hooked. Nothing could stop her. She could have cried when I took them away. We window shopped a little. And I found a pair of Oxford looking shoes that are a must have, and a pair of very cute loafers that I've been meaning to get since I saw it a month back. Though I seriously feel that loafers are the most auntiest footwear ever, Sheryn later in class proved me wrong. She wore it like it's hot! AND THEY WEAR YELLOW. Yet she looks totally unaunty! ![]() ![]() In case you goon girls have no spiffing clue on what loafers and oxford are, here's an idea. I got them off the net. The ones I want to buy is 500 times nicer than these! I fuckin promise you, they are! I am so into fashion now. I GREW UP. k. That's just two shoes. I'm in a desperate search for more. DESPERATE I TELL YOU. If you see shoes like these around, please tell me. again, my cry for help has never been answered. AREN'T HALF OF YOU BITCHES READING MY BLOG ARE GIRLS WHO DETEST MY VERY HOLY EXISTENCE? lol. Anyway, do tell, cause I'll kill your mums if you dont. ![]() I finally had fun in class. Like, okay, the lesson was dreadfully boring. I was nodding myself to sleep. However, when it came to our mini break, the clique got all high for some reason. Sometimes, I feel it's such a crying shame that I only get to meet these people for just 3 hours, twice a week. I seriously have this delusional thinking that we'd be better friends, if we had more time for each other. I'm also secretly in love with Chelsia. Her Brit accent drives me wild. OKAY THAT IS A JOKE. Speaking of friends, I miss my sec sch friends whom I've not seen in days, and my poly friends, whom I've not met IN MONTHS. I might get really big headed soon, so please meet me and deflate my over-sized ego. Also, I need someone to tell me if I'm fat or not. Here's my most recent photograph: ![]() K, bye people. they shine like silhouettes Thursday, December 04, 2008, 2:05 AM
I feel like tearing my hair off. I am seriously tired and rather pissed off. On the contrary, I have no solid evidence that what happened was the cause of my carelessness to have not double checked or the cause of plain ignorance by the other party for using my location convenience to their advantage. At the moment, in fact, for the past few days, I've been boring myself to death by watching tons of documentaries just to get me snoring to sleep. It's not that I'm actually suffering from any form of insomnia, I just don't feel like sleeping when I feel very annoyed. Please shoot me. And for the record, I hate a manipulating skank who claims to bear her entire promiscuousity on another party. FUCK YOUR MUM! I am very pissed. Do remember, he's my boyfriend's cousin. If you cause him to have rifts with me, YOU'RE CAUSING A RIFT BETWEEN ME AND MY BOYFRIEND. I'LL STEP ON YOUR SKELETAL FACE! Probably you've reached some sort self actualization since you're the modern Hitler of the century, but you don't full me. Please do something to that face of yours. What the fuck is the point of being in Beauty Therapy when your face is a total hypocrisy to what beauty is all about. ![]() SIGH. I'll go watch more documentaries now. T_T Wednesday, December 03, 2008, 12:59 AM
I must confess, that I am guilty of always taking a peek at your photos. That huge smile of yours seems to remind me on how much I'd love to break your perfect teeth apart, and how I hope that your acne would mutate into a grotesque tumour. That's how much I'd like to hurt you, though I know, you did nothing wrong. He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do The restaurant kept playing this disc that has this song. It gets to me, I swear. I seriously would request a change of CD! |: I HAD MY TYPHOID JAB TODAY! I'm such a big girl now.... rofl. Trust me, I was shaking like a leaf in front of the doctor, however, I braced myself with all the courage I could muster just for that few seconds. I shut my eyes really really tightly.... Three seconds passed since I felt a probe through my delicate skin-lol- so I peeked a little, wondering when will this heart racing phenomena of vaccinating would end. Turns out, it was already out! For one, it didn't feel like an ant-bite like what half of the population said, neither did it felt ticklish like what a certain sadist nurse had said. I practically pranced out of the room, feeling oh-so-mighty! A very very very very random thought of the day: I am very very very obsessed with Li Syaoran from CLAMP. ![]() I have a huge crush on him lah, hello! I suppose the fetish for boys with dreamy brown eyes stuck till today (: yeah, you know it's you Monday, December 01, 2008, 3:07 AM
The most interesting thing that happened today was that I managed to bump into my sister at home. Lol. Other than that, she managed to pluck my eyebrows. I was quite terrified at her menacing knowing smile of which i decided that it was now or never. Turned out not bad. It's so neat now. This is now bleaghhh. such a camwhore. (: How many times should we play the merry-go-round and end up at exactly where we used to be? Isn't it time for a breather? Why do we need to glorify ourselves with the matters of familiarity and not go into the dangers of the unknown? Does this dark dank hole we crawl helplessly in the only place we know? K. I <3 YOU PPL. bye. I'll update if I'm inspired to criticize anyone. |
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