A Story To Tell Your Friends

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towriteloveonherarms

i can keep a secret

if you can keep me guessing

the flavour of your lips

is enough to keep me pressing

currently listening cause this is “see you later,” I’m not into goodbyes
Behind These Masks We Renegade Create your own Friend Test here	Saturday, January 31, 2009, 2:25 AM an idiot's guide to life Rule #1: No matter how much you wanna impress a guy/girl that you like a certain something as much they like it, please do not push your luck to it, especially if you have no decent knowledge about it. DON'T EVEN TRY. A person must seriously <3<3<3 as the dimwit that you are-and you don't even need to hear this from a budding psychologist, IT'S JUST BASIC SURVIVAL KNOWLEDGE TO THE CRUELTY OF THE WORLD. If you hadn't mattered before, would your suddenly increased knowledge in his/her particular expertise could impress him/her? He/She would just think you're an ass of a fool to even try. In other words; DON'T MACAM PAHAM. I'm not saying that it's wrong to fight for love or anything, but to make a fool out of yourself is like totally embarrassing. This is especially for all the groupie girls out there who suddenly claim that know it all about music. So every riff containing just a guitar is solo? Every drumming contains double pedaling? When the fact that there is none at all? WTF? Like seriously, HOW NOOB ARE YOU? LIKE STFU ALREADY! If you can tell me every damn string on a guitar and when it is tuned or not, then i'll spare you for everything. Till then, it's Rule #2: never ever share an umbrella with someone who towers you twice your height. The purpose of the umbrella would be redundant for both of you will get wet. Rule #3 Always dress goddessly like Aphrodite. Unless you're poor, you solely depend on your face. And if you have a face that I'd rather bag it than to see it, THEN STAY AT HOME. LOL JOKE. Rule #4: If you're a guy, always try to look badass. In this case here, it's an epic fail, since the guy in the middle is just to boy-boy to even pass. If you're a girl, DON'T TRY TO LOOK BADASS, cause as seen in the picture here, it's a total fail as well. And if your friends tell you that you're too skinny, THEN THEY'RE LYING. Cause how can that be skinny? Rule #5: Sarpino's pizza is win. LIKE SERIOUSLYYY, they put every other pizza I've ever eaten to shame. I don't why, I might be starving to death but I'll never be able to eat more than 2 slices of pizzas. Rule #6 Step jambu is okay, BUT DON'T OVER DO IT. This is totally humiliating. lulz but God knows you're built for sin Thursday, January 29, 2009, 1:18 AM stars can't fail us now Now that you're back, I wanna spend more quality time with you, staring into the sky till the dawn breaks, with the wind whistling gently a tune. I seriously love you my kental boy (: idk why i look so dark here. I WANT TO DIE. ): sheesha-ed with Taufiq, Fir, Haqeem, Faiz, Razin, Prem and three other people who I don't know. Saran, Shafiq and Jane who were invited totally bailed out on us. And yes, him in the same sentence as the other, really wicked. A big thank you to Razin who not only initiated the idea, but also for paying for everything. ily deep2 <3<3 As a birthday present and a reminder to not run off with some Malaysian skank when Taufiq's there on vacation, I compiled random stuff together in a really sweet vintage box. Sweets, hersey kissables, a pacifier, a random note, a birthday card, and a chrome zippo. He was so thrilled with the effing overpriced-one-function-of-a-contraption I tell you. It's so incredible at how easy it is to make a guy smile. Nah, it's just me. I'm that awesome to know what my man wants. WOOTSZ. I think I should just buy every friend a zippo. LAWL He bought me a burberry shawl and a magnetic bracelet cum necklace in KL. Lol. I love you sayang! I seriously think that Topshop is ridiculously overpriced. Especially when it comes to tees and polos, even after discount. Like no way in hell will I pay 50sgd for a tee. I bought accessories from there though. Now that's a steal. OMFG, MY BOYFRIEND SANG TO ME THIS EFFING CUTE SONG HE WROTE. Who cares about being a musician or not, as long you have the words that comes from the heart, it's great to hear. <3 Tuesday, January 27, 2009, 4:37 AM for i need you, just like the air that i breathe Two things I miss: 1) muhammad taufiq 2) cheerleading - MUST.... LOSE WEIGHT... The masks we wear... Wow. To think that a person you see, through a picture, let's say, has got everything. Great friends, or a beautiful face or a real great body... But once you dissect the face and chest, a whole other mess comes into the picture. Can't wait for KL and Cambodia trip :D YEAH. Can't wait to be around children teaching them the A, B, Cs. Kindergarten teacher me! Wootz. Pray people. And finally, can't wait to meet my boyfriend in just a few hours time. I've missed you so much. A raise of hands to those who think that F.O.B's new album's was pretty trashy. . . . This is what happens when you get married to Ashlee, Pete. Shit. And Patrick, what's with the barely audible singing. &To think I used to love your voice. Monday, January 26, 2009, 5:54 PM just mouth off about the world and how we know it’s going straight to hell Exams results are out! One distinction and a pass. My aunt went freaking berserk with "WHY JUST A PASS? YOU HAVE NOT BEEN READING ENOUGH!" which is probably her way of saying: I'm so happy now that I wished I could die. Never would I dreamt to have a niece like you. Yeah, aunty, I'm that good. K, i joke. Saran, Shafiq, the Slut and I- I CAN'T HELP IT JAN! THE JOKE WAS EPIC!- went to Jumali's bbq yesterday at ECP. I think I was starved mental, walking from area E to C. I stuffed four huge tiger prawns shamelessly. Good shit :D I have hot friends. OUH BENN YOU'RE SO HOT! lol. again, this is to boast his ego, and nothing more. Bennlol, don't cry, you know we love you. <3<3 Wednesday, January 21, 2009, 12:28 AM most of all, it's built to last cause i'm the happiest in your arms Saturday, January 17, 2009, 8:43 AM but i must confess, i'm in love with my ownself Don't try to make it professional when the matter was after all personal from the start. Hit me with the facts on why you refuse to cooperate. If I'm over analyzing this, then do forgive me, for I'm probably over using my counseling knowledge- yes, fuck you, I'm taking the counseling module this term. If my other superiors had no problems with handling me, I seriously don't see why you do. If you can't talk to me one-on-one about whatever it is you are upset about, then seriously, grow up. I mean isn't that what maturity is about? Facing even your most worst enemy? If you can't do it to an 18 year old girl, won't people judge your capability to lead? Got free tickets to Rodgers & Hammerstein's Cinderella, starring Lea Salonga. OMFG. SHE IS SO CUTE ^^v Met the boyfriend after his school at City Hall. I had asked him to buy me chewy cream puffs from Chewy Junior at Bugis. me: DID YOU BUY HALF A DOZEN CHEWY PUFFS FOR ME BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T KNOW WHAT FLAVOUR I WANTED? taufiq: ya. you know i'm like that me: OMFG U ARE SO CUTE! Yes, please envy me now and get on your knees, for I am a goddess. idk Before the show started, I managed to get a shot of the stage curtain. So pretty... omg, every thing is so pretty.... No photography allowed during the show. Tragic. My favourite song from the musical (: Impossible for a plain yellow pumpkin to become a golden carriage. Impossible for a plain country bumpkin and a prince to join in marriage. And four white mice will never be four white houses. Such fol-de-rol and fiddle dee dee of courses. Impossible! But the world is full of zanies and fools who don't believe in sensible rules and won't believe what sensible people say.. and because these daft and dewey eyed dopes keep building up impossible hopes impossible things are happening every day! It was a great show ((: The next day, I went over to NP to meet Jovan to pass him some stuff. On the way there- the 1hr and 30min bus ride- I texted Razin. I ended up smiling all the way in the bus. This is why(in malay, i won't bother translate this): me: mepek pepek, lembut macam tetek. da ah, tak mu emo. aku da nak gi NP ni sekarang. razin: LOL. yang kau nak gi NP to asal? me: sal aku mimpi. razin: lol. so you are not coming lah. me: yes i am lah! i'm meeting my friend to pass sth to him. razin: kau nak bagi aku aper? me: rumah ah. razin: -insert sth weird here cause i can't remember what he had texted back- me: susah ah nak berbual dgn manusie macam kau. i meeting my other friend. Not you. da lah, tak mu emo ah. lubang hidung mu tetap menjadi pujaan hatiku. razin: LOL. sarapan bangse ah kau. (FYI: sarap is a word razin enjoys using to describe rubbish talk.) me: SARAPAN IS BREAKFAST BODOH. ~LOL. great way to start the day. Left Arina and Julie for lunch at Far East Plaza (: I LOVE FEP! It's official. m-must. goooo. shoppingg... <3 The boyfriend came over after Friday prayers. Met Juliescary with her boyfriend, Skinnyfries. They are so hyper. Damn cute. Yes, very cute. After Skinny and Julie left, we went over to meet Wanda. So there... Off to school a few hours later. (: i'll continue some other day. till I get pictures from Wanda of course. Monday, January 12, 2009, 1:24 AM the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen I'm almost snoozing off right now, whilst doing my paper which is to be due on Wednesday. I'm freaking out, for anyone who is sane and healthy would do so, for nobody can conjure a brilliant thesis of 2000words in 3 days; one that is so brilliant that it deserves an A. Went to Tampines with Tee yesterday as whenever we're sick of home, he'd go,"It's been a long time since we went to Tampines Mall eh?". Right. Had dinner and decided to get on to doing some random shopping. Another t-shirt from Splitz- TEH KEWLEST SHITZ DEZIGNS EVAR- and a freaking steal V neck tee from Cotton On for him. I generally do not like Cotton On- based on the unruly mess I always see at Plaza Singapura- however, I had to step in there for the sake of finding a certain vest for the boyfriend. Some jokes... # Your mom is so fat, she stepped on a talking scale and it told her to get the fuck off. # Your mom is so fat, she thought gravy was a beverage. # Your mom is so fat, I took her to dinner and the waitress took her order in shorthand # Your mom is so fat, when she goes to a restaurant she doesn't get a menu, she gets an estimate. # Your mom is so fat, she went to the salad bar and pulled up a chair. # Your mom is so fat, when the bitch goes to an all you can eat buffet they have to install speed bumps. # Your mom is so fat, she goes to a restaurant, looks at the menu and says, "Okay!" # Your mom is so fat, she broke her leg and gravy poured out K nights Friday, January 09, 2009, 3:14 AM bedtime stories... Was repulsive. I love Adam Sandler, but recently, he's just not doing it right. I did manage a smile or two, that's because of the guinea pig. And what's up with using the same himbo for the same dumb Brit role? I do think the Brits are much more intelligent than the let's-take-over-Middle-East Americans. What's good? Something on BBC. The Diary Of Anne Frank. Yup, Jews are greedy. But an eye opener nonetheless. I wonder what it feels like to drink my woes away. Oh wait, been there, done that. It's real mature cause you gotta be past 17 to do that. I wonder how it feels to be utterly pessimistic, wishing they'd die by popping tons of pills when they're sick only to make them feel sicker. Again, been there, done that. I suppose it's to gain some sort of sympathy from others since sadness doesn't just reek off of you right? You people are pathetic. Already 19 (or anything above prepubescent) you think of dying... And to think I'm going to be a fuckin psychologist... You'd probably shoot me back down with "just look at the world" or "I'm brought up broken." DIE. OH, GO AHEAD. Strangle yourself with your electric guitar strings, or jump down a building or frantically find a razor... The world would do good with less people who are so negative. Negativity is so powerful. The vibe just gets to me. Jan, I support your hypothesis on suicide. And in case you or anyone else wants to do it, I shall quote; "Not in front of me." Stop being such a wuss and live your life. Cause when you fall you either get up or stay there. Nobody can help you if you don't help yourself. And if you decide not to help yourself, you're just making it difficult for the people around you. And that is just selfish. Your bleakest moments are probably just the stepping stones of your lives. However, if you're still a puss by 50, just kill yourself already. yup, that pretty much sums up everything. Time for BATMAN! Thursday, January 08, 2009, 2:50 AM there is no beauty in your make-up I like to make this clear that no matter how annoying the both of you are and how you both cannot stand each other, I have to say that the both of you are part of my life and I love you both. Though it's very unlikely that both of you would ever stop it, I'll still stand up for you both depending on who is right and who is at the wrong. Yes, one is incredibly melampau perasaan terganggu, and the other just wants to pwn at everything, it's your life not mine. BFFs (: Slowly, each of you would be in NS. Thankfully, you guys won't be enlisted at the same time. Saran would be out by 2011... So would Jan... I hope. Then Razin and Shafiq would be in by 2010/2011... COULD BE 2012! 6/4 years together. The best friends I ever had and will have. No doubt about it, hands down. Tuesday, January 06, 2009, 9:32 PM these words are my heart and soul I have cynics and heretics for friends, but it doesn't mean I would love them any less. Through the years of friendship and this invisible silver cord that bounds us together, perhaps, there are no secrets. I've coped and probably accepted every tiny flaw that you have. However, it is undeniable that I am getting very very tired of the same complain over and over again. For you, you just think that every single one of them is as bad, but wtf, you are after all STRAIGHT. Nothing will change if you don't change. It will always be a different player, but doing the same story. What's needed to be changed is the question. You can't just believe that the next chick to walk through your door will be THE FREAKING ONE-XOXO-SOULMATE-LIFEPARTNER <3<3! Here's a tip, for every species, MAN, WOMAN, DOG, CUNT OR GIRAFFE, doesn't mean that they know/notice of your existence means that they have a thing for you! God, is it really so hard to tell whether a person likes you or not? NO, just fucking ask or they'll do the fucking asking, and if that never happens IT'S NOT MEANT TO BE. End of discussion. Recently, I bought this off the net. LOL NADDIE, LET'S WEAR OUR STUD SKIRTS TOGETHER. I believe that mine's a high waisted skirt. I thought I was totally slaying my reputation and ripping my face off the entire planet thinking that I'd look like a stubby dwarf or gnome with the skirt on. Turns out awesome. Here are some tips on wearing high-waisted skirts(BOYS, you may skip this entire section): Do opt for a pencil skirt or A-line fit for work. These are the best options for a clean and elegant silhouette, and can easily be paired with a blouse, crisp French cuff shirt, and blazer for a formal look. Don't pair the high-waisted skirt with flats. The best options for this look are high-heeled pumps, stilettos, or platform wedges. Since most high-waisted skirts are the focal point of the outfit, you'll want to elongate the legs as much as possible. Do try on the tux-style high-waisted skirt for special occasions. Available in a variety of metallic and shiny fabrics, these are a unique take on traditional styles. Don't wear this one if you have a short torso. The high-waisted skirt (and pants) are best suited for women with long torsos since they do cinch up at the waist and take inches away from your upper body. If you're short or petite, this look will be difficult to pull off with style. Don't wear it if you're heavy chested. The high waist cinches right below the rib cage, so it's not a good idea to wear something super-tight around that area; definitely choose lower waists if you have a fuller upper body. If you still insist on pulling it off, be sure to wear a loose and flowy top to balance out the look. Do pair it with a big belt. Wide belts are a top pick this season, and a belt helps you cinch up the waist even tighter! Still, if you're looking for a figure-lengthening look, this one is not for you. I thank god that I am properly portioned. I am now branded as a mindfucker by my best friends. I always keep them guessing.... Monday, January 05, 2009, 10:13 AM FriendsOrEnemies Today, I rose satisfied with the ample amount of sleep I had the previous night, starved however. At the moment, my eyes are really quite heavy, but my mind is wide awake. Perhaps I'm mentally preparing myself to a fresh start to working back at Suki. I love Suki, oh yes, I do. Not only do I not waste a single cent traveling, I get Japanese cuisine at it's finest. I can't wait to meet Jan and gang after work. Good old Yengjie is going to army soon. Commando no less! (: Yesterday, Firdaus' dad wedding at Grand Copthorne Hotel. My dad says he'd rather give me 10kSGD for fun rather than splurge on my wedding. Yes, dad, I'd very much love to have 10k for fun (: Plus, I think I'd want my wedding simple. However, if the prince of some weird country decides to court me, WHY NOT!! 50k wedding banquet. k, off to work and fun. I LOVE MY DEPRESSING LIFE. p.s there is something awfully different or new about my sister, but i just cannot put my finger onto it. Sunday, January 04, 2009, 3:02 AM go out in style Everybody in my family is buzzing about Azmi getting engaged soon. -_- I wished that everyone would calm down... Probably it would be the wedding (probably in a few years) of the century as I'd probably see light sabers and jedi knights instead of the usual silat opening thing. Other than that, I don't see why everybody is all crazy about it. IT'S BOUND TO HAPPEN RIGHT! I mean, yeah, I expected it one fine day, but tbh, not this soon! makes me wonder what we have to wear... Jedi robes?! Just to sidetrack, I've watched Ip Man with my boyfriend and his cousins. TEH KEWLEST MUVIEE EVA! Omfg, it was awesome. After that, I went off without any of them to hang out with Nadiah and Mike. He had bought this gorgeous mask from an art shop to satisfy his new found hobby of making masks~ He's gonna tzeng the mask into a werewolf somehow. I don't understand how he could bare to even cut into it. THAT'S IT, I'M BUYING A MASK TOO. He also spent some cash on a toy gun. As he need something to shoot....... .... his other head. Also from the art shop. I don't like Freddy Vs Jason. And just in case you guys have forgotten how my cute boyfriend looks like or are lusting for him these days, here's sth to wank on. Thursday, January 01, 2009, 5:09 AM the sounds of the new year Had fun with the secondary school guys on New Year's Eve. Supposed to meet Zeek too, however, he had to go fishing. FISHING! +_+ So what happened was.. A hell lot of smoking. Emo guitaring Peekchure taking. All in facebook. DON'T TORTURE ME TO UPLOAD THEM HERE THANKS. And a hell lot of fun/stupidity. Yup, story of my life. AWESOME NEW YEAR. (: You know the irony of people who claims to be holier-than-thou? They're full of bull themselves. FULL OF BULL. "Oh, I'm a sweet innocent little kitty cat", "I don't do this and that cause it would hurt my reputation", "I am so much better than you because... well, I just think I am." Two words. Don't bull. Let me just summarize to you in a story; Malin Kundang (also called Si Tanggang and Nakhoda Manis) is a Southeast Asian folktale about retribution on an ungrateful son. A sailor from a poor family, the protagonist voyages to seek his fortune, becoming rich and marrying a princess. On his return to his home village, he is ashamed of his humble origins and refuses to recognise his elderly mother. She curses him, and when he sets sail, he and his ship are turned to stone Tak guna belajar tinggi-tinggi, rupa lawa kalau tak hormat mak bapak sendiri. If mats and minahs can show respect and even give their allowance to their parents, I don't see why educated people like you, can't do the same. 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