A Story To Tell Your Friends

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i can keep a secret

if you can keep me guessing

the flavour of your lips

is enough to keep me pressing

currently listening cause this is “see you later,” I’m not into goodbyes
Behind These Masks We Renegade Create your own Friend Test here	Friday, February 27, 2009, 6:55 AM i still try, holding on to silly things Sheesha-ed with Taufiq and his friends. They were so funny that I keep choking on the smoke, saying all sort of shit. Hafiz is so freaking irritating, I threw the menu to his face. Angry okay! We ordered wedges as usual. (: Them wedges gets me so full, pronto. Knowing that their peppermint ice tea is so good from a visit before to the same cafe, we had to order another. Taufiq fell sick ))): I AM SO SAD. I wanna bring him home and drug him with whatever just to make him feel better.LOLX. Benn and I are on the phone for at least 10mins for the past few nights. Certain issues seem to never fade out. It's getting annoying that nothing has changed. I secretly had hoped that with my disappearance, something would change. A positive something for once. I don't know about you, but seriously, if i'm being rather insensitive here, please, just stab me, but I really wish that you'd either mend it or break it. And if it was never broken before then it doesn't need fixing. It will never stop hurting if you keep going at it in circles. Nothing will change if you don't fucking do it yourself. It's your problem after all. Friends could only give their different perceptive but you decide what needs to be done altogether. It seriously sucks to be have so many people coiled in the middle. Please, act your age. Cause everyone's losing that last bit of respect for you. Thursday, February 26, 2009, 4:47 AM scream till i faint I will- yes, will- watch this with my boyfriend or I'll never ever forgive him or myself. HAHA shacks@teamdreamz.net said (1:35 AM): and if there's one person who could talk some sense into him, its you Talking sense is one thing, but whether a person listens, IS another thing. That's where the "into" comes in. Sigh. People never listen to me, like, ever, because for one, nobody takes me seriously, for I'm a girl. and the other it's people who has a problem, will always either live in denial or have a planet-size of an ego. My bf never listens to me,EVEN THOUGH I'M RIGHT! I get bored telling him, "I told you so," with every inch of my skin in smug. I'm bored of telling my friends, "why you never listen to me?" or somewhere along that line. PEOPLE, LISTEN TO ME! I'm the most logical person I know- shows you how many people I've met, and how many people I know actually possess a brain. If i tell you your bf is cheating on you, YES HE IS, CAUSE WHY THE FUCK WOULD I LIE? If i tell you you're being an ass, YOU ARE ONE, CAUSE NOBODY LIKES YOU! If i tell you you're a bitch, YOU ARE ONE, JUST LOOK AT HOW MANY HATETAGS YOU GET! You people are just downright stupid! Doesn't take a genius to know all this. Just take 1 plus 2, YOU'LL GET A 3! Sigh. I'm so tired. Sometimes the answer is so obvious, but people just refuse to see it. K, i'll stop being angry and conceited. bye(: Wednesday, February 25, 2009, 3:17 AM under my skin People can change. However,very few decide to get out of that comfort zone of familiarity. change can always be for the better or the worst. And the thing about change is that most people change without realising it. And those who wish to change find it a chore and hard. Change is bitch. And bitches don't change. People i know who changed, become the biggest bitches. Frankly, I have no idea to where this is going. It's anything less than substantial. so lol @ me please. I swear to god, I wished someone would really slap you back into reality. The world doesn't involve around you and you alone. I do not owe you a damn living. Why can't you grow up and stop acting like a pompous brat? Friends are not your disposable cutleries. You don't ask for trhem as when you please. Tuesday, February 24, 2009, 12:24 AM i saw it all All over again you make me fall for you. I can trully believe that I can spend my entire lifetime with you CUT YOUR FUCKING HAIR! lol. I just counted that I have more than 10pairs of footwear already. :x Sunday, February 22, 2009, 6:25 PM yawns i don't mean to be utterly delusional, BUT FUCKING SERIOUSLY, why are you copying me? IN EVERY SINGLE CCB, ASPECT IN LIFE, you dare, insult me,YET YOU BLOODY COPY ME? Saturday, February 21, 2009, 4:11 AM GO KAIRI! Zaki and I had teh session a night ago at 1.30 am. The word of the day had to be CB-UGLY, for I was describing girls whom I find are God's idea of a sick joke. Stab me, I'm oozing with guilt already. Eventually, the topic of Rat-girl came into mind. THANKS EH JAN, you infested our minds with this. Talking to geeks like Jan is so much fun. Jan, you better snap out of your nonsensical desires to be dead, cause we're still here for you. don't be a selfish turd. Taxi uncles seem to think that either my bf or I, is somehow pure chinese. Let it be Malay uncles or chinese ones, they'll somehow believe that we're part of that 70% population of the chinese. Flattering? Maybe, but WTF, I don't see how humanely possible is it for me, to look at all chinese. let's ignore the very minute percentage of Chinese heritage within me, and come to think of the very rationality of how tan.... and tan, I am. I don't know how fucking stupid full grown men, can really get. Man: I'LL SPEND ALL MY MONEY ON YOU, TO HAVE YOU. Woman: haha. But I'm in love with someone else. Man: -REPEAT FIRST LINE- Woman: k good, I have free stuff. The man's the idiot and the woman's the whore. So, what's new? NEXT DRAMA PLEASE. I AM GOING TO WATCH BLEACH WHILE THINKING OF KAIRI. lol. Monday, February 16, 2009, 10:20 PM vertical rush Now that Jeff of Top Chef is out- I AM SO SAD, he is such a hottie.Don't he remind you of Jesse Spencer from House?- I'm rooting for the next best and humourous chef there is in the show- Fabio. (: What's there not to like about Fabio, really? He's a chef, he's cute, he's italian, he's talented- molecular gastronomy genius-, he's funny and he's a chef. Wait, I did say that already, didn't I? <3<3 I love food, I really do. Though my friends complain that my gastronomic capacity is of just one prata, I really do love food. Or maybe they haven't seen me eat like how Tee seen me eat. k kinky I'M GOING TO WATCH MORE VIDEOS AND EAT MY HEART OUT NOW CAUSE I AM VERY DEPRESSED.lol. okay no, i'm not. I EAT CAUSE I CAN. so fuck you. , 12:21 AM i bet you believe, that i'm better off with you than someone else In just a few more hours, after some probable tossing and turning, I'll be at my first day at work. I'm a bundle of nerves somehow. A trainwreck more like it. So how was your Valentine's day? just like that. Saturday, February 14, 2009, 12:31 PM secret valentine 2009 has been awesome so far. I was offered a teaching post at a nearby kindergarten. It was totally unexpected as I went there to do a study and the principal just went like,"Would you like to teach?". I'm super excited to start. I love kids. (: thank you everyone for your well wishes, and their absolute fear for the lives of the kids there now since I'm around. Benn had said,"You're like the angriest person I know!". Awww Benn, you ain't see nothing yet ;) Logan was quite upset about me tendering my resignation. Believe me, I hadn't seen myself resigning from Suki that soon either. time to get ready for my valentine's picnic WOOTZ. ily taufiq rashid Tuesday, February 10, 2009, 9:17 PM the best of the week so far #1 (click to enlarge) five points to jumatun for being so freaking lame.HAHAHA. #2 I GOT MY NEW PASSPORT!!! (: <3 time for you people to update yours! #3 Bought a picnic basket! So,so happy. (I wished I had my laptop right now, then I won't have to use this photo. It's the closest to mine) #4 Benn agreed to drum for us! bye Monday, February 09, 2009, 4:58 PM a reminder Songs I wanna jam: 1)check yes juliet 2)lollipop 3)addicted 4)a story to tell your friends 5)with me 6)remembering sunday kthankxbye , 12:30 AM you're the one that i want I had a McFlurry and an Ice cream sundae yesterday. The first two ice cream in months. My first two desserts in months. so yeah. Don't ask me what i'm doing for Valentine's cause I don't know! Saturday, February 07, 2009, 10:53 PM yeah, whatever I'm really cranky. I'm guessing my aunt's negative energy is draining mine. Yeah, I'm that all optimistic. It's freaking Spring! I love Spring. The nights are unusually cold and the days are somewhat sunny and windy. I love it when it's Spring, especially in Singapore. you can actually feel the sudden change in weather later on in March-May where it'd be mindfuck blazing. It's the best time to actually go out- which explains why I'm cranky now for I can't go out- and hang out under the sun. Picnic, anyone? It's also the best time to shop, for Spring clothes. IMO, they are what I think are the most humanly possible to wear-especially in Singapore context. Plus, Spring clothes have so much bright colours on them, it's impossible to hate. The hues of bright orange, pink and green, makes me so happy. DON'T YOU FEEL MY JOY THAT IT'S FUCKING SPRING AGAIN! Anyway, a must have for Spring- yup, here's the girly and shopping bit. 1) A bright bag. WHO DOESN'T LOVE A BRIGHT BAG! 2) A pair of 'in' shoes. What it means: A really rare and expensive pair of shoes by some top designer that costs 3 quarters of your salary. care factor= zero 3) Something sequined. (: Yeah, that's rad. i would love a nice clutch with all the shiny crystals or a hairband with the nice plastic gems. 4) A white banded watch. I don't know if that matters at all. 5) A piece of jewelery that carries a statement. A good statement, I hope :) http://jezebel.com/374515/the-5-items-you-must-have-for-spring Thursday, February 05, 2009, 7:56 AM twinnings in the morning I am thoroughly distraught with the fact that Dan Humphrey is now sleeping with that woman. I will never ever forgive the writers of GG, HOW COULD THEY!!??? ))): Dan Humphrey used to be so nice! Reminded me on how much I adore Taufiq, the sensitive new age guy. BUT NO........ they had to ruin Dan's reputation by making him the man that every man supposedly is... The jerk who gives in to temptations and the seduction of another woman. I CANNOT TAKE IT! And why is Chace Crawford still disgustingly good looking? The more I look at him, the more I feel that it's impossible for Man to be so perfect. Not to mention that he looks utterly masculine even with his 'manbangs'. Again, I cannot take it. heroes just makes me upset. The cheerleader's so whiny and nosey. I'm so happy they still have Sylar in the show though. He is so badass. Ouh ya... I bumped into my ex boyfriend two days back at city hall mrt station while waiting for Ba Yun. He was waiting for his current gf who seemed to have stood him up- hah! 1-0. He said I lost a hell lot of weight- which is a lie cause every one lies to me about that. Thankfully, I looked awesome- 2-0!!!!-, in my seemingly all black outfit and my high waisted skirt. Yes, i have that much of a self-esteem going on there. Sigh, I'm still not over the fact that Dan did that. I will cry myself to sleep now. )): Wednesday, February 04, 2009, 4:25 PM pinch my heart Ever since my father became captain, he's at home very often, sth i'm not very accustomed to. Now I can no longer have the angsty brat persona that I usually put on in face of my peers. Sigh. 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