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Monday, March 30, 2009, 12:37 PM
but he was looking to the sky  I'm now charred at the shoulders, while my face have blotchy spots. It's so fuckin' gross. And to think that people had said that I have relatively nice complexion. Sunblock, doesn't help if you're at the beach for hours. My usual regime of sunblock, moisturiser, white base, and foundation, didn't at all protect my skin from the unforgiving blaze of the UV rays. Trust me, every single on of them supposedly have SPF. I shall now patiently wait for my skin to peel off like a reptile shedding it's scales. ONE PAPER DOWN! it was well, difficult. I have 9(plus, minus)errors! So many people are leaving. OMG ): Sunday, March 29, 2009, 6:36 PM
 the weather was beautiful yesterday. The sky was awesome, and the sun merrily blazing, burning the sand and slowly, our skins. At the moment, my skin is etched with a really terrible on and off tingling sensation.  Reasons to why I must lose weight. SO I CAN BE LIKE THEM.... they have no tummy at all. why am i the only one with pork belly and cowtits??  TODAY'S WEATHER IS SUCH A BITCH. I'M SO HAPPY TO BE AT HOME :D Monday -Friday: STORMS AND THUNDER. What exactly do you want from me? Haven't I given it all to you and for you? Don't make the you're being unfair to me excuse, for if you are then you're telling me that then how fair is that to me? coop me up like a chicken and tie me to the waist; who do you think you are? it's how my life is. you say how could i be so comfortable with them so fast... If i don't, do you think they would be comfortable around me? THEY'RE PART OF MY TEAM. and since you've never been part of one before, let me tell you this; as long as you're in a team, we must learn to trust each other no matter how short of a timespan I've known them. you can just fuckin' die for all i fuckin' care if you fuckin' have a problem with that. Monday: early childhood development exams. wish me luck, for i'd need it. Saturday, March 28, 2009, 4:14 AM
 I need to rest.  how long should i wait? Friday, March 27, 2009, 6:39 AM
 lol. idk where i got this from. I'm so relieved that I handed in my assignment, and done my project. BOTH DONE IN 48HOURS! Wah. I can't believe it myself. I dare say that I did really well for both. :D So, the following days isn't anything less than exciting Friday's presentation. Saturday's Denvers' outing- IT'S EARTH DAY, LEAVE HOME! IT'D BE SWELTERING MINDFUCK HOT INDOORS. Sunday's probably the shoot with my cousin and his fiancee, along with Zaki. Monday's exams. P.s: YOU NEED A DAMN ORGANIZER DAMNITTTT. REMEMBER LAST WEEK????!! your days are jammed packed and it's not getting any better. you don't have enough sleep. AND YOU'RE GETTING FAT. get a pretty organizer for you'd die without one. Thursday, March 26, 2009, 4:07 PM
kalau da kes takde maruah, aper lagi, kikis jer harta orang. i give you love, you give me money, honey. Eh, da macam pelacur kat geylang pulak. siaper tak gembira kalau terima barang for free. mintak jer. tentu dapat. sayang dier, entah tidak. sayang duit dier? eh, siaper yang tak suke duit. siaper yang tak suke harta. yang rugi, entah siaper lah eh. asalkan kiter bahagia. kalau semua perempuan da macam kau, lelaki yang ader otak da jadi gay. this is one of the damn reasons why more girls go to hell. unlike your guccis and LV bags, you don't have any self worth. Wednesday, March 25, 2009, 3:27 AM
 i want bbq stingray and cockles so fuckin' badly. and blogger's being a cb just now. idk why. I'm really hungry. sigh. gotta eat real quick and get back to my project. OMG, I CAN TASTE THE FREEDOM ALREADY. After this, it'd be exams (: MAGGIE MEE.... -grumbles- Tuesday, March 24, 2009, 5:25 AM
 I sometimes wonder to why I bother to study so hard, but to never be taken seriously, because of my gender. No one listens to me even though im obviously right. kepala butoh. If you undermine my ability to think and all that, why have me into the conversation to discuss about the matter, only to have it dismissed? I'm so sick of it. If my opinion was that important, or mattered at all, why not take it into account? From the very start, I knew that you didn't care what I had to say, cause you, being you, will forever be ignorant about the facts. Perceptions are perceptions, but there should be a reason to why, you always do the same thing and end up with the same results. Just because i cant agree with your opinion, means i'm that narrow minded. I AM JUST RIGHT. It's not about ego or anything like that. Let's talk about stats about how many times I've been right, on how many times I had said: I told you so. On how many times I've made a point yet you fail to see it until the very last moments. I say things not for the sake of being right. I say things cause of one thing: IT'S JUST GOOD FOR YOU. fags just fuck off. and don't you just think i'm referring on just one person.  I'll be pretentious by ending this post with a happy photo. Monday, March 23, 2009, 3:15 AM
I feel like crying a bucketful of tears as I intensely stare at Chase Crawford's perfectly angular face and perfect dark eyes for I'll know that to have boys molded like him, is God's gift, once in every few billion years. It is because of the media and inhumanely beautiful creatures like him, do girls have the most unrealistic expectations of men. Forgive me guys, but that's how the media put it. YOU REALLY DO HAVE TO SWEEP HER OFF HER FEET, MOUNTED ON A SILVER STEED. Unless you have eyes set to kill like these.  FUNNY STORY; I was at a bus stop when a bunch of mutts came along, and attacked me with their subtle remarks. lol factor: 11/10 I've come to realise that now, I am hopeless in directions. roads, maps, streets, turns. I don't know how I'll ever make it in life. lol fail. Anyway, my sister is scary whenever she smiles. I was very sure, she had a murderous intend to kill. It's one of those grins that you could vividly imagine her having fox ears twitching and the tail wagging in mischief. perhaps, I'm used to her foul moods. Again, I'm allowing my imagination to run wild. BUT IT'S TRUE. she's scary. Friday, March 20, 2009, 2:02 PM
I think I have very freaking resonable reasons to be god damn selfish. Because for one, my possessions, are mine to keep, never yours to indulge as when as you please. For it is after all, mine. I never lose my things. To lose, is my way of misplacing. For eventually, i'd get it back. I know myself. I know where I place my things. Have I ever once told mummy and daddy I lost a wallet, a hp, or anything else for that matter? Maybe my books I do toss it aside and i'd be scrambing to find it the next time, but eventually, it'd be there. I'm catious. That catious of my important possesions, even if they are just material things. Cause I know how much they cost, I know how difficult it is to attain cash. I'd double check, triple check my ezlink to make sure it's still with me. Check to see if I still have my phone in my bag if it's been too long since I last touched it. Get unreasonably insecure when I can't find my wallet through the mountains of the other pouches in my bag. However, in the end, they'd still be with me. This is why I'm very hesitant to lend people my things; other than money, for some reason- lol. I suppose money doesn't hold a story or sth like that; cause I don't trust them with my things. If it's humanely possible, I'd scream at them for touching my things. I swear, I was very fumed when the aunty at YWCA outram moved my Paris Hilton bag from the office to the downstairs lounge where it's free and dandy for the world to see and touch. Luckily, nothing was taken. mf. MF I TELL YOU. My clothes, don't even bother, I don't have enough. Still wonder why I get thrilled buying a shirt that cost 30sgd? CAUSE IT'S FLEXIBLE; CAN BE WORN ON ANY DANDY DAY. Fool. You ask why am i selfish as hell, cause you lost/spoilt-idk wtf u did with my one most precious thing. Dare ask what? Wonder why I never asked about it though mother had told me? Cause i felt you had enough dignity to tell me so. Enough honesty in you. Enough morals or whatever it is that resides in you. And you wonder why i'm like that. i still try holding on to silly things, i never learn. this has got to be the title of sj.bs one day. kthnxbye Thursday, March 19, 2009, 4:38 PM
"The opposite of love isn't hate," a really good friend had once said,"It's indifference." Of course, I snorted at him and proceeded to hurl vulgarities at him. But after a while, what he had said, seemed to make sence. Cause I don't feel it. I don't feel the hate. Nor do I regret a damn thing. I mean, after all the concern was wasted away, I had nothing to feel sad about. I didn't even felt betrayed. Not that I was "numb" cause there was no wound or hurt to begin with. Now I know, what he had meant. This is indifference. Tuesday, March 17, 2009, 4:57 AM
I feel very weak at this point of time. Perhaps I lack sleep. The pain/discomfort isn't excruciating. It's the kind that slowly builds up and eats you up inside. Ahh, time to visit the doc's before things get worse. Here's some anime geek talk. Enjoy. Zaki says: YOU GOT PWNED ZAKI. BIG TIME. anyways, EVERYONE MEET MY BOYFRIEND,  SANOSUKE SAGARA lolx. Saturday, March 14, 2009, 2:19 PM
I don't like how the younger generation,who see me outside and quickly label me "step kakak2" because of how I dress. Butoh, I AM YOUR FUCKING KAKAK, fyi. I've tasted more shit, and ate more rice than you did. I'll be out of my glorious teen in a year, and you dare label me with the likes of you? Forgive me if I've attained the miracles of the fountain of youth, and that you look like that, your face aged; lined with depression,and cursed with the after effects of alcohol, drug and cigarette abuse. Excuse me if I seem to gloat, but you YP tak sedar diri deserve it. Don't hate me that I glow with much radiance and grace, with this pubescent face of mine. Don't get me wrong, but one fine day, you'd wish you had more youth like me at 19, when people mistaken you for a 30 year old single mum! Looking younger than I actually am, is forever a compliment, so thank you, and go cry yourself to sleep. Wednesday, March 11, 2009, 2:11 AM
 Faiz and Saran got into a minor accident just now. Faiz was riding and idk wtf happened, they crashed into the curb. The way Jan had told me, was like as if they were on their way to the hospital or sth like that. I SWEAR, MY HEART SKIPPED 5 BEATS OR SO. I had hoped he was joking. Saran got away with minor scratches and perhaps trauma. I AM VERY FREAKED OUT IDONTTHINK ICAN SLEEP TODAY. i dont want anyone to like, die. I'm just relieved that they're alright.  razin is monster. he eats a lot and he doesn't ever get fat. i dont like him. lulz. joke. ... ..... .. . I am still very shaken by the thought of possible deaths. k i have no mood to blog. Tuesday, March 10, 2009, 12:24 PM
If i were to stand on stage, the spotlight burning in my face, you'd still be looking for me in the crowd. If i were to scream your name, until my lungs collapse, you'd never notice that I can't breathe. Your attention is so difficult to buy. The only time that I have it is when I start to cry. But those are the times when I feel that it's too late. Attention, attention. Your fucking attention. A bucketful of tears, a fragment of a bone, A fractured skull, or a pint of blood? A pound of flesh, or sell my soul? all these for your attention. Monday, March 09, 2009, 2:15 AM
 God, I feel so square. Lol. I should seriously be more spontaneous.  Daddykins gave me this phone yesterday. ((: I'M SO HAPPY. Though it's secondhand, he really bothered with my plea about wanting a pink phone. It's gorgeous. LG didn't fail in terms of design and function. It's user friendly to my surprise. It's pretty much like Nokia and Samsung into one. The only reason would I ever give up this phone is if I get a LG Viewty in pink or any other pink slide-out qwerty keyboard- I can only think of the Juicy Couture's sidekick. My poor baby is having his first day of attachment. I'M SO SAD NOW. EVERYONE IS LEAVING ME FOR ATTACHMENTS AND NS. I think I should go live with my aunt. lulz. Like that would ever happen. I'll hang myself on the first day. I cant wait for tomorrow's farewell dinner at Sakura buffet. I'LL MISS YOU GUYS. Sunday, March 08, 2009, 2:49 AM
 Spent our 1st year together at Carousel ((: I had a teaspoon of everything there, except for the chicken wings and Nasi lemak. The food was pretty much alright. Service was great though. Okay, lol. I said that cause one of the service staff there gave me a Macaroon, for free! Taufiq freaked for 10 seconds wondering why he did that. I'M SO HAPPY, CAN'T YOU FUCKING TELL?.  I'm so in love with you. There is no other way that is humanely possible to replace those words. Everything in this world, is like a piece of a puzzle for me to solve. There is always logic and sense to how one should fit into it. If it's put into the wrong places, there'd be gaps and holes, and if not, there'll be a distortion with the entire picture. God made it so that every question would have an answer and every disease would have a cure. However, I feel that God has this really sick joke with the angels, by deciding to plague humanity with really absurd people. God, I AM NOT AMUSED. k it's 3am, and i'm just not talking sense. Wednesday, March 04, 2009, 3:23 AM
im starting to believe that my sister dances in her sleep. she'd be facing the door, and then a few hours later, she'd be facing the window. SHE ROTATES 90 DEGREES IN HER SLEEP. HOW COME SHE NEVER FALLS WHEN SHE SLEEPS ON HER OLD SINGLE SIZE BED?? Lol, i don't blame her. My bed is that comfortable. AND SHE COMPLAINS THAT I'M LIKE A HAMSTER RUMMAGING THROUGH MY THINGS IN BED! comical really. I CAN'T WAIT FOR OUR 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY ((:  I WUV U TEEEEEEE. |
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