A Story To Tell Your Friends

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i can keep a secret

if you can keep me guessing

the flavour of your lips

is enough to keep me pressing

currently listening cause this is “see you later,” I’m not into goodbyes
Behind These Masks We Renegade Create your own Friend Test here	Thursday, April 30, 2009, 9:23 AM aurora Razin and I were exchanging comments about this video, in a musical perceptive, however I can no longer suppress my glee at how ridiculous Lacey looks. She looks like as if she would breakdown anytime! to azmi and zaki, thank u for the effort. i'm sorry that i couldnt wake up. Thanks for the early birthday gifts. I FUCKIN CANNOT BELIEVE YOU BOUGHT EVERYTHING ON THAT LIST!- yes even the cheerleading tank top from NUM; you pre-ordered it some more! WTF. I cannot wait for the picnic with Denvers tomorrow!!! All the stunting, the photo taking, and of course, THE FOOD. ((: Dearest Azi wrote this note on FB. I SO UNDERSTAND LAH. Knn. it's so sweet. Can you boyfriend be like this, ever? PCD says "I Don't need a man". True. But I want a man for the following reasons... 1. Not to buy me diamonds or pearls or rubies or emeralds or flowers. But to buy me Whisper ultra thin with wings and Panadols when that time comes. To surprise me with macaroons when I'm craving for it without having to even mention it. And if I'm really pissed and all else doesn't work...last resort...white lilies or roses...but this will only work once. Only once. Taufiq: Baby, which one? SO MANY. Taufiq: MAXI? WINGS? FOR WHAT? FLY AH!? thank you baby. I know i embarrassed you that one time. (: 2. To hold my hair when I'm throwing up...whether it's cos of stomach flu or when I get morning sickness in the future. 3. To hold my hand when we are crossing the road or walking on slippery paths and catch me when I fall. Not laugh at me. Ok maybe can laugh for a while but after that you jolly well better buy me a chocolate or something. This means every road baby. NOT JUST THE ONES WE JAYWALKED ACROSS 4. To let me cry when I'm watching a sad sad movie or when I'm just PMSy. Don't ask me not to cry. Let me cry and gently brush away the tears from my cheeks. Better still - kiss away my tears. 5. Plan the future with me. Make me excited about what tomorrow will be like for us. There's a reason why I play RPGs and Sims; I'm a planner. I like planning and envisioning a future with my man. YAHHHHHHH. AND DON'T FREAK OUT LIKE AS IF I'M ASKING YOU TO MARRY ME TOMORROW. 6. Stand up for me but let me fight my own battles. If someone insults me feel free to jump in and break his nose... Ok maybe not but it'll be really nice if my man can slip into that dangerous Roarke like skin and just look at that idiot...the particular look which says "Be afraid...be really afraid..." But at times, let me fight my own battle. Let me outwit that bitch at work on my own or out perform the *** ah*** who looked down on me with his or her pointy little nose. Just let me know that he has my back and that he believes I can win this war. you so know how to do this. 7. Lie to me. When I'm having a bad hair day or when I'm especially PMSy or I've got a huge pimple on my nose, lie to me. Tell me I'm beautiful. Cos baby if I don't think I look good, I won't feel good and I won't be treating you good. Occasional lies will do...not like everyday kind. Gauge my mood. If my self esteem is really really really bottom pit low, you won't be struck by lightning trying to raise my spirits a bit. you lie everyday about this 8. Give me that look. You know which look I'm talking about. The one which says, "Oh yeah that's my woman...Isn't she just so fine...." The look which is meant just for me. The one with the spark. The one where when our eyes connect there's no one else in the world other than the two of us. The one look which tells me there's no one else he would rather be with than me... yes, i love that look. i feel like ripping off your face from your head. 9. Show me off. Not literally but he can do it really casually...mention off hand to his mama how yummy my brownies ah...or he can let his friends know how yummy I am :P ok maybe not. But seriously once in a while, I want a man who lets me feel how proud he is of me and not hiding me in some dark corner of his closet. Your aunt to you: How's Ain? Very long I never see her. Taufiq: (laughs) Eh, that's our secret aunty! Don't tell everyone in this room about Ain! 10. Humour me. When I want to walk in the rain once in a while why not? If I've got an urge for ice cream get me to the nearest B&J. When I go on and on about a competition I involve in he can act disinterested and then show up on the actual day :) YES BABY, B&J! and no, don't think of removing the '&', you sick shit. So how? Am I that demanding? peace people. I WANT MY MUMMY TO COME BACK AND HAVE MY BREAKFAST )): and of course tell her that I'm called 'Ain' now. Tuesday, April 28, 2009, 12:30 PM heaven knows i'm falling There's a few things that I wished I was doing in this amazing weather; it's pouring with lightning and thunder and everything wet that comes with it. 1) SLEEPING 2) playing in the raining holding onto a pink umbrella and hugging my boyfriend who would probably say, "Are you happy now that you got my hair all wet now?," perplexed but smiling anyway. Sigh, i just love it when it rains. Happy 21st JY! ((: I'm not really enthusiastic about my birthday this year. I just know, it's gonna suck so bad. it's gonna mark the end of my teenage life. ouh well. I want sushi for my birthday. (: Monday, April 27, 2009, 5:40 AM victory this song rocks. (: i'll triumph, and rub it in your face to how much of a loser and failure you are. Friday, April 24, 2009, 11:35 PM senyum sampai ke gusi I'M HAPPY TODAY, SO THE POST WILL BE FILLED WITH COLOURS! (: I got yet another distinction; only this time it's the higher distinction xp I'm so addicted to DW. Taufiq is gonna pass me Warriors Orochi later in the morning. Ily((: , 10:07 AM if i could pull the trigger to your head i would I will now relentlessly bitch; no holds barred. I feel that the moment you are titled an 'aunt', something would fucking go haywire in your brain and you say and think of the uncanniest things. I seriously believe the genetically mutated personality was catalyzed by just one thought, which is money and greed. Cb. Talk about my mother like that. nb, she your sister also, knn. You all shunned them and turn them down when they were in need. WE TOOK THEM INTO OUR HUMBLE HOME AND YOU NOW SAY ALL SORT OF SHIT ABOUT US. i hope god never forgive any of you. Thursday, April 23, 2009, 1:37 AM the simple you I've never really had Ne-Yo on repeat ever until today. Cause I remembered something he had said before; "Whenever we fight, I'd listen to this song," he said, as he snugged the headset earphone onto my ears. I know sometimes It's gonna rain... But baby, can we make up now 'Cause I can't sleep through the pain (Cant sleep through the pain). Girl, I don't wanna go to bed (Mad at you), And I don't want you to go to bed (Mad at me). No, I don't wanna go to bed (Mad at you), And I don't want you to go to bed (Mad at me) Ohhh no no no... HAVE YOU SEEN SINGA? The G'Love brothers, Huda, and I went on a hunt for them. K LAH, HOW MANY THOUSANDS OF SINGA PHOTOS HAVE YOU SEEN AROUND LATELY? tsk, i miss you lah, my fatty cat. ): Wednesday, April 22, 2009, 9:43 AM ALL THAT FROM JUST KNOWING MY FAVOURITE COLOURS! but this is so true in so many levels read: BE MORE FLEXIBLE. lol It's about time you give up, right? , 5:24 AM atas nama cinta I love love love love cheerleading (: Idk why I am saying all these. I just enjoyed last night's cheer session (: I think it's because I found out that Mel and MH are Bleach fans too! Yay. I love denvers lahhh. K, I want DW6. lawl, i'm an addict. I'm very depressed tbh. I haven't been wearing make-up for the past few days as I'm now allowing my skin to 'breathe' a little ever since the second trip to Sentosa. I'm still freaking out at how dark I look. I can't stand it. You have no idea how many gallons of whitening and sun-protecting creams I gunked onto my skin. My depleting supply of make up is depressing too. Now that I don't work, I can no longer indulge in my monthly make up spree. Tsk. I'm sorry, Chels, I've yet to pay up for my eye shadow. I still love you though. ((: i think i now official realize that, hey, I NEED A JOB lolz Tuesday, April 21, 2009, 10:28 AM if only CB LAH. I can't stand this sing-through-the-nose vox, Andrew De Torres. fuckin' rubbish. However, this song is nice. lyrically. nothing more. Something's been eating me up It's 4 in the morning my eyes should be shut Is it cold where you're sleeping, Do you keep on wishing that someday I might just show up. Remember the plans that we made? About getting married and where we would stay Do you still hope we end up that way? Cause I know I've been praying each day so... yup. other than that, it's fucking nonsense. i really miss you. , 6:27 AM paranormal i wonder why you'd do this to yourself. I solemnly swear that I'd never ever go back home late alone again. Fuckin' cbomg. Saturday, April 18, 2009, 3:47 AM defeated this is see you later, cause i'm not into good byes. and yeah, it's for you too. Friday, April 17, 2009, 12:39 AM I ♥ NY I was sulking the whole afternoon because my boyfriend refused to go to ECP to eat IceCream Chef with me. He said it was impractical and he had curfew and all the fuckin' nonsense that I don't understand because I hadn't bother to care about how he felt cause I'm a bitch like that. We finally agreed to go to CityHall to get some Japanese parfait. However, we stopped at our tracks the moment we landed our eyes on NYNY. It was a unanimous decision that we would eat like the Yankees that night. My boyfriend loved the feel of the place; i swear to god, i don't know why; to which he explained that it's so NY-ish. duh. -_- He liked the service best though in my opinion, they were pretty slow. THEY WERE NICE THOUGH. (: When Fatty Cat's chicken chop came, I was impressed. The portion was very generous compared to other places. And we saw that the seafood platter was to die for. I WISHED I HAD IT )): WAFFLES ((: Gelare still beats this any day. However, it's still, well, nice.... i suppose... TEHEHE, MY FATTY CAT IS SO CUTE ((: Tehehe, i'm so mentel. Mentel, bukan mental tau. The esplanade never looked this pretty. I love you so much Fatty Cat ((: Thursday, April 16, 2009, 5:07 AM world wonder I wonder why do people have to actually second guess themselves by taking nonsensical personality quizzes over and over again. It's like they are reassuring themselves and reminding the damn world that, "Hey, see, you're wrong about me! I am right about how I think of myself! THE QUIZ IS PROOF." Yeah, right. -Don't act smart. Personality quizzes are easily manipulated so you get what you want to see. , 4:24 AM sunday romance I just got off the phone; I was complaining to my boyfriend that I have this huge craving for ice cream. )): He quickly had this brilliant idea to bring me somewhere for ice cream later. I CANNOT WAIT LAHH. Someone bring me Solero lime please- no shops in punggol have this ice cream. I find it incredibly stupid because Solero is THE ice lolly to have in a blazing hot SG. Plus, isn't it THE staple/common icecream in every 7-11? It's like Magnum ice cream and Cornetto. I don't fucking understand why they don't have Solero here. fuck my life. Lolsz I'm very hyper as well. I wanna go cheerleading, however, the next training is on Saturday, since I have school on Friday and that I'm rambling nonsense, and i don't understand why you bother to read to this line here, for now you've realised that you have actually wasted that few seconds to read the next paragraph which could be of interest to you, but no, you're still at this paragraph, and you feel like i have too much time on my hands to actually say all this out. bleaghhh ANYWAYS, I love HIMYM. ((: it is win! HIMYM > ALL. The hilarity is so simple. Like what Shafiq had said, "The thing I like about HIMYM is that I can actually imagine all of us together one day, when we get older, doing the exact same thing." Sigh, Shafiq, you have a way of moving me to tears with your words. It's in a good way, sometimes. At other times, I want to cry in disdain to how ridiculously stupid you are. ((: Now that it's the season finale, I will emo till the next season starts. ouh well. This mv reminds me to how I wish I can actually take photographs in the rain and not care about how the world think of me, whether i'm silly to get myself all wet and probably end up with a cold the next day, or it's that i'm probably damaging the camera or anything else along that line. we all want to be carefree, but there are just too many consequences in life. sigh. This is such a bummer entry. Tuesday, April 14, 2009, 2:30 AM cause that's what friends are for Revisting Sentosa with a few of the Denvers people was very fun. I think I laughed until my tummy hurts so bad. Azlina and I were to seated in that position for like a really long time for we feared for our lives then. The water was so deep. TEHEHEHAHAHEHUHUBUTOHBAPAKKAUGILER. Today, Zaki and I went over to TTSH to visit our mums. My mum was doing the afternoon shift, while his mum was warded one floor below. LULZ. small world. He saved me from a barking mad dog. urgh. whatever... I'm just tired looking forward to cheerleading tomorrow. (: Sunday, April 12, 2009, 12:47 AM what gives? You do realise on how absurd it was to have made your analogy of "How I wished My Girlfriend Wasn't A Cheerleader"; Care factor of 10, but sense factor of zero. It defies all logic to the point that I actually wonder if you had thought about it at all. Perhaps you lack trust with my bases; WAIT, STRIKE THAT. You don't trust my friends, whom i apparently depend on to save me from breaking a spine and neck almost everyday. I don't understand to how it never actually sank into that thick skull of yours that cheerleading is and will always be a contact sport, involving boys. No wait, not boys, men. welcome to reality pretty boy, nothing is fair. Saturday, April 11, 2009, 2:13 AM for the sky's the limit Denvers' training held at Marina Barrage (: My first extension on land! As tall as the Singapore Flyer okay! lulz I was so surprised on how stable Jimmy is. WAH. idk how he control... Please watch the supergirl wannabe fly... ... to reach the moon and stars! First time I stunt single base with Harlis. My taicho is pro manxxx. I suppose inexperienced flyers tend to trust experienced bases. However, I think that I would do with whoever, just as long as they are bigger than I am. K, i'm tired, and happy. And of course, very accomplished. YAY, MORE CHEERLEADING LATER IN THE AFTERNOON. Must try liberty and cupie! Thursday, April 09, 2009, 4:32 AM grumbles Blast the skies; Zaki and I have been postponing our shoot ever since the rains mercilessly poured in around March. April has been anything but forgiving, with the cloudly skies and hot drizzles. Having been out practically everyday, I was caught in one of those barely there rains; i call them,"the-confirm-get-sick-the-next-day-rains". Sigh. so true. Daddykins grabbed my arm the other than and said that I'm getting too skinny. LOL. RUBBISH. I don't think i've been doing anything to control my weight, imo. I WENT JOGGING WITH MY BOYFRIEND YESTERDAY MORNING. omg, I wanted to die after the first 100m. T_T &My legs were already aching from the training day before; thanks ah hakim for the toe touch exercises! Anyways, my boyfriend is the best pacer, ever. Cause he's super nice. I refused to jog after awhile. Tehehe. The irony of the fact that I was the one who called him up at 5am and suggested it. I dread to go the toilet now. I DREAD TO EVEN SIT. My thighs are aching, but I will endure cause cheerleading is what i love (: you don't know how it feels to be right under your arms and feeling your heaving chest. iloveyou fattycat. Monday, April 06, 2009, 6:46 AM adore I doubt that words can comprehend the depths to how I feel. I let you, let your heart win. Do you worship me so much so that you listen to everything I ask of you? Slap me for being overly delusional, but I'd understand why people hate me so. Cause you adore me so. I pull the strings and you'd do the bidding. I can't stop this enchantment, I'm sorry, there isn't a spell to stop this curse. Sunday, April 05, 2009, 7:17 PM no matter what I realise that no matter how distant we are, I still have a small but significant influence in you. Maybe I'm just over thinking it, like how I would always over-analyze your words, and everyone elses'. Saturday, April 04, 2009, 12:24 AM finally, after so long Harlis finally uploaded this photo up on FB. Extension. (: I am so proud of myself then. I can't wait for cheer later this afternoon! I had so much fun with my boyfriend last night. (: I don't know how long has it been since we last went out without having to pull each others' hair out. Anyway, sth is dead wrong about the new menu at Pastamania. Ever since it went all halal, it doesn't taste as good. Now you know why they put a dash of wine into your pasta. The toilets at GWC are so nice. They have like weird themes for each level of the toilets. And yeah, that's the cubicles. teehehee. YOU COULD HAVE LIED TO ME but noooo... k bye Wednesday, April 01, 2009, 5:44 AM if only you could understand Aduhai cenderawasih pintamu keterlaluan Kau inginkan hamba kalungkan bulan Kau kepinginkan kerabu dari bintang berkerdipan Kau dambakan rantai untaian buih lautan I didn't asked for the impossible, did I?		saintjuliet sitihamidah mail me: CHEERDANCEFLY@GMAIL.COM 010590		theparade alya azmi hadzah yunus jan wendy liyana michael clarence nadiah khairul anshar towkoon hakim harlis pamela sohvil ashley koh beforetoday + Siti/Hammy/Chitty/Cheetszxxz/Santi/Hamster has mov... + whatever. bleargh. I sincerely wish, for the sa... + Meet my cousin's new born baby! 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